Lovesick dragon is lovesick. Need some advice.

[Midnight Madness]

Well, the thoughts of this really started the instant I broke up with Zypher after finding out she cheated on me. I had some other girls in mind, but dashed the idea because both of them lived way far away from me. The long distance part is what drove a wedge between Zypher and I to begin with. Ever since I posted this journal, I have been yearning to show affection like I had been, once again.


Last night, the feeling really hit me hard. I had a dream along specific lines, and there was this girl in it whom I'd never met. In the dream, I never saw her face. But I knew she was able to go between human and anthropomorphism; so the real deal yearning and a fantasy. I myself was able to change form as well, but of course, irrelevant. This girl and I enjoyed each others' presence, and I felt beyond happy; even though I knew it was a dream.


I need some advice on how I can cope with this emotion. I mean, how do I deal with it if it never goes away until a relationship starts? I really dislike the pang in my heart I get when feeling this way... Has anyone else had this feeling and overcome it on their own?

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you just gotta sit back and enjoy the single life. sometimes it's good to just be alone and secure with yourself, not depending on anybody and not having anybody depend on you. you can take the time to improve yourself. I'm sorry to hear about Zypher but hey sometimes you gotta sift through the dirt to find the diamonds

[Midnight Madness]

That's the thing. I never found myself content being single. I don't obsess over the fact of dating, but I definitely do feel better when I can show a girl the affection I have. I dunno, I'm just a romantic from the get go, but I can gather some serious depth from your reply.


I guess I've kinda chilled out about the whole lovesickness, but still... I'll keep on diggin'; hopefully I find those diamonds rather soon.