Rant/Vent...

[Kodachi Devil]

I'm so sick of this! Not only did the talk with my mom fail, but today, my heart was broken, my best friend betrayed me, and my mom says it's not okay to be bi, or to be friends with people that are bi!!!!!!!!!


I'm gonna frickin run away from home or something, see how much they care THEN.

I'm fine with my heart being broken, in a way. You can't change a persons feelings. That's how it works. It hurts but you can't do anything, so it's nothing to freak about.

It's about HOW HE FOUND OUT.

Today I was finally ready to tell him! I really was! On the way out to band practice, my leg was hurtin so I couldn't keep up with him! And when we got to our marching band positions for the 9th page of our drill chart, (my best friend is RIGHT behind my crush), my best friend appearently told him!!!!! EVERYTHING!!!!!!!

Him: Sorry, Kyle, I'm not gay....
Best Friend: See! I told you! You shouldn't have bothered there's your proof.
Me: ........*miserable, walks off*


Yeah, I walked right outta there, I wasn't gonna cry or nothing in front of like 60 kids.

And I put two and two together and when I went back out...

Me: What the hell! HOW COULD YOU TELL HIM!?
Best Friend: I didn't I swear...
Me: *goes back in , and asks the kid* Who told you?
Him: Ty. (aka best friend)
Me: THAT EFFING LIAR! Im gonna kick his [removed]! He tells you, then he LIES TO MY FACE ABOUT IT AFTER MAKING ME FEEL LIKE UTTER CRAP!!!!!


See, I felt like crap because the day before him and my other friend kept pestering me NOT to tell this kid. Then once im home *this part happened about 20 minutes ago*

I was talking, and about how one of my closest friends was dating another close friend.
Mom: See I told you she was a lesbian.
Me: Fine by me.
Gramma: Oh those are sick people.
Me: Gina's bi, by the way.
Gramma: oh that's even worse, don't you ever date a girl like that.
Mom: Yeah no, that's disgusting, don't.
Me: What's so bad about it. Love who you love.
Mom: it's just wrong.
Gramma: mhm.

Me: *walks away, more pissed off*


I swear, my face went from the golden-tan I acquired from being out in the sun for 6 hours a day, to lobster red in 5 seconds.

[Righteousbro]

For the Heart broken thing, that's something you have to deal with sadly, for the idiot friend thing, don't do something completely out of the way like beat the **** out of him, just talk to him or just start ignoring him (Not the annoying way, just tell him to get the hell away). Also, don't run away.
And about the family thing....
I don't know exactly why they think it's disgusting, I'm going to assume it's because either a) because they just believe all of the crap everyone tells them but they are atheistic, or b) They have religious reasons.
For atheist reasons or just because they really are religious they just want as much proof as possible, and they just have this crap like 'It's not natural!' then just tell them it biologically is, seriously, you should know obviously that you didn't choose your sexuality. No one knows the direct evolutionary reason although it has many ideas. Some think that when overpopulation happens or because there are just not enough good parents natural the homosexual/bisexual instinct kicks in so you don't contribute and you can take care of the kids without parents. Some that it's just a biological thing which just sometimes happens when there is more estrogen in you incidentally (Rather than for a purpose.)
Also if she doesn't take that just say that because of the second reason that means that alternate sexuality in males comes from the mother, so it's her fault
For religious reasons:
In Judaism/Christianity/Islam, that's a huge block of text I don't feel like posting but to summarize it it's all misconceptions and/or mistranslations, the truth is that it says not to do the really disgusting things.... so yeah. If you don't want to take my word for it then go on Google and search something like 'Homosexuality is not a sin', but it's something I searched through for a long time and I've come to the conclusion that it's not (I'm not claiming that the Bible is crystal clear that it's not, it's really complicated and I could be wrong, but at least try to convince them).

I think that the Abrahamic religions are the only ones people think care but if not I can try to find something.

And if nothing works just say "I'm bi. Deal with it, I can't change."

[Kodachi Devil]

that made me feel a bit better.
better enough so I can make a trivial link

Jivatma from KingOfFighters2006 works for the organization Judaiem.
Judaiem sounds close to Judaeism.
I think the creators did that on purpose.
Sneaky Sneaky SNK people.

[Righteousbro]

Jivatma from KingOfFighters2006 works for the organization Judaiem.
Judaiem sounds close to Judaeism.
I think the creators did that on purpose.
Sneaky Sneaky SNK people.

Um, what? (Sorry)

[Kodachi Devil]

it's a fighting game. a fighting game. thats all you need to know. *voodoo dissapearence*

[Armalite_]

Not to be mean but your friend sounds like a bit of an...well you can guess. Personally dude, I wouldn't worry about it too much. I'd get my friend back for sure (wrap a condom, either used or unused filled with white shampoo, on his lock at school or something) and then chill out. There's not much you can do about your parents and running away isn't the answer. You'll likely end up dead or coming home like a couple days later at best. I yell at my mom about things and make her feel bad. Not that I'm gay or bi or anything but just because she just likes to get on my case a lot.

[Random User]

I tend to keep myself as distant as I can from my mom. She is the same way, she wants me to grow up to be what she sees as "perfect". Sorry to hear about your day.

[___]

Sorry to hear this... (Huggles)
Let 'em be that way, just move out ASAP and cut all ties with them.