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Title: *peers out from shadows*
Post by: Nightmare Lestrange on January 03, 2017, 05:25:59 AM
Hello, everyone...!


I'll be honest... I am nervous, mostly because I'm always nervous.  ^_^


Anyway, my name is Kaida... But some of you may know me already as Nightmare or Kristen. You see, I am Okami's owner and mate. If you want to know a bit more about me feel free to ask or look at my profile. They kept telling me how amazing this place was, so I couldn't ignore it long. A part of me always wanted to be able to open up completely about myself, so I thought here, on the internet with random and open minded strangers would be the best place to start and make frfiends! I mean, I always knew I was strange, and what's stranger than strangers, right?


...I have terrible social anxiety if you couldn't tell.


Anyway, I hope to put up some artwork soon and make the best of this new community.  :)
Title: Re: *peers out from shadows*
Post by: ? on January 03, 2017, 05:32:08 AM
well, Welcome to the Forums, Kaida! ^_^    Mostly everyone here is super welcoming and friendly, I hope you have you have a very enjoyable time here.  :)
Title: Re: *peers out from shadows*
Post by: Nightmare Lestrange on January 03, 2017, 06:16:38 AM
Thank you! I appreciate it! Btw, I love Eevees... * scratches ears *
Title: Re: *peers out from shadows*
Post by: Firox on January 03, 2017, 08:19:41 AM
*waves paw - flicks tail-tip*


hewwo and welcome Kaida
hopes you have fun with us
no need to worry here, furs are friendly so I'm sure you will enjoy it


I'm Jyotis, the friendly and snuggable snoleo
(by the way, I loves Eevee too)
Title: Re: *peers out from shadows*
Post by: Nightmare Lestrange on January 03, 2017, 06:10:36 PM
*gasp* Snow Leopard! *0* I hug you. *squeeze* Okay, I have to admit, I always trusted animals more than people... I think I found my favorite website. ^-^
Title: Re: *peers out from shadows*
Post by: kylethefox on January 03, 2017, 07:07:43 PM
welcome Kaida! this site is amazing! theres so much to do and so many friends you can make! if ever you need anything or if you just want to talk im always free! ;) i hope you enjoy your time here!
Title: Re: *peers out from shadows*
Post by: Firox on January 04, 2017, 12:18:46 AM
*smiles from hug*
hopes your having fun


(every odd-numbered I is a snoleo, every even-numbered month I is a firefox - my two main sonas)
Title: Re: *peers out from shadows*
Post by: Okami hightop on January 04, 2017, 04:32:50 AM
*glomps yall bouth* im so happy!!!!!
Title: Re: *peers out from shadows*
Post by: Nightmare Lestrange on January 04, 2017, 05:20:19 AM
Hey, Okami! * scratches head * Everyone, my pet mate! (And reason for future name change into Kaida Lestrange Hightop)
Title: Re: *peers out from shadows*
Post by: Okami hightop on January 04, 2017, 01:54:01 PM
 :* :* :*
Title: Re: *peers out from shadows*
Post by: Michen_S on January 04, 2017, 03:30:16 PM
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Hi there, welcome to the forum. I hope you have a great time here.
Title: Re: *peers out from shadows*
Post by: VoodooMax on January 04, 2017, 05:22:54 PM
Hello Kaida, I'm VoodooMax and welcome to the forum. I have anxiety too so I know how hard it can be to deal with it, if you want to talk or be friends just ask. 
Title: Re: *peers out from shadows*
Post by: slim on January 04, 2017, 06:43:31 PM
Hi Kaida welcome to the forum and have fun  ^_^ .
Title: Re: *peers out from shadows*
Post by: Ventus Fall on January 06, 2017, 12:04:30 AM
Welcome to these forums, Kaida :)
I met your partner not too long ago! Nice to see you on here as well ^^

What are some of your hobbies, if I may ask?
Title: Re: *peers out from shadows*
Post by: Nightmare Lestrange on January 06, 2017, 12:13:24 AM
Oh, well, I LOVE Dungeons and Dragons (classic board) as well as drawing, digital art, writing, playing video games (like Pokemon and Skyrim) and researching new obsessions for months at a time! ^~^'

Although, if I had to pick a favorite, writing would take the top, hands down.
Title: Re: *peers out from shadows*
Post by: Ventus Fall on January 06, 2017, 09:23:15 PM
Aha! Considering your interests, I would say to take a look at the rest of the forums (if you haven't already :D) !
We have a board called Artistic Stuff (https://www.thefurryforum.com/forums/index.php?board=4.0), for all art related things (drawings, paintings, etc.), Forum Games (https://www.thefurryforum.com/forums/index.php?board=39.0) and Roleplaying board (https://www.thefurryforum.com/forums/index.php?board=16.0) (maybe you will find something you like there, maybe something like Dungeons and Dragons ;D), a Writing and Literature board (https://www.thefurryforum.com/forums/index.php?board=38.0) and of course a board just for games: The Video and Traditional Games (https://www.thefurryforum.com/forums/index.php?board=59.0) board.

Of course we have other boards too! Feel free to check the forums out when you can and want to!
The boards mentioned are just what I thought might be a few good places for you to start looking into :3

Hope these help :)
Title: Re: *peers out from shadows*
Post by: Nightmare Lestrange on January 07, 2017, 04:40:33 PM
Thank you, Ventus! * Hugs* I'll look into then when I get time!
Title: Re: *peers out from shadows*
Post by: Fuzzpaws on January 07, 2017, 04:45:49 PM
Welcome to the Furrydom! It is a very accepting and fun group here, even for introverted wolves like myself!
Title: Re: *peers out from shadows*
Post by: Nightmare Lestrange on January 07, 2017, 04:54:00 PM
Wow, thank you! * looks at feather dangling from ear* That's cool! Is there a particular significance to it? Perhaps a reference to Native American culture?
Title: Re: *peers out from shadows*
Post by: Fuzzpaws on January 07, 2017, 05:01:20 PM
Kaida (if I may call you that, since you said you were changing the name, think it sounds better than Nightmare...)


If you find my intro post it will explain more than I can here, but yes, some Native american influence, also ties to what I am since Naake ni is a real part of me, not 'just' a fursona.
Title: Re: *peers out from shadows*
Post by: Nightmare Lestrange on January 07, 2017, 05:13:25 PM
Wait, you too? That's amazing! It's not so much that I'm changing it, but I actually have several personas that are a substantial part of me as well, much in the same way as multiple personalities(only even though they are all part of me, they feel and act like their own individuals). Kaida Lestrange is who I am now, but another one is Nightmare Zephyris. She comes out less often though, as she is pretty reclusive. But she is very deeply attached to me and... Well, I'll be honest her friends are few because she only ever comes out to help if I'm in trouble. She never connected with anyone besides Okami and I, namely because she thinks saying who/what she believes herself to be would be to my detriment. It's part of the reason why I joined... For both of us
Title: Re: *peers out from shadows*
Post by: Fuzzpaws on January 07, 2017, 05:16:25 PM
understand.... Naake ni (Apache for Two Spirits) is the Wolf in me, now that I am accepting what I am he has become a very integral part of my daily life, and is helping me understand things around me..

Title: Re: *peers out from shadows*
Post by: Nightmare Lestrange on January 07, 2017, 05:32:28 PM
That sounds a lot like Zeph, too... Except at first she wasn't so nice. I mean, I had a lot of darkness in me that I refused to accept when she first surfaced. I mean, she was always there, but I wasn't fully aware until I was around 16 years old. Anyway, she seemed to embody everything I feared about myself at first... But she was in pain because if it. It wasn't what she was meant to be. When Okami and I managed to pull her out of it, she regained a part of herself back. She's tried to protect and guide me ever since. She's even  literally pulled me out of a dream to stop very substantial nightmare. (hence her title) * scratches head* I still don't know what that thing was...
Title: Re: *peers out from shadows*
Post by: Fuzzpaws on January 07, 2017, 05:34:58 PM
yep, sounds similar. For the longest time I thought Naake ni (wasn't named back then) was just a part of me I 'created' to do a job I had to do outside my normal comfort zone. Looking further back Naake ni has ALWAYS been there, I just had to get to a place where I was able to understand and be open about it!

Title: Re: *peers out from shadows*
Post by: Nightmare Lestrange on January 07, 2017, 05:42:20 PM
Exactly! I thought I made her so I wouldn't be afraid out alone anymore. But it's come down to the fact that she even has her own spiritual energy when she takes control (I have friends IRL that are aura sensitive that can vouch) I have so many 'personalities' that it's not even funny, but she has always been different.
Title: Re: *peers out from shadows*
Post by: Fuzzpaws on January 07, 2017, 05:44:29 PM
YES! Naake ni is the only one for me, but same on the energy, etc!
Title: Re: *peers out from shadows*
Post by: Nightmare Lestrange on January 07, 2017, 05:46:42 PM
Finally, someone else who understands! XD  Can I send you a buddy request? You're amazing, btw.
Title: Re: *peers out from shadows*
Post by: Fuzzpaws on January 07, 2017, 05:51:18 PM
sure!
 funny that just a year ago I would not have understood at all...

Title: Re: *peers out from shadows*
Post by: Okami hightop on January 07, 2017, 05:53:06 PM
Wow its cool to meet people like us. We actually have five in us. Each surfaced at different points in our lives. Hince why we prefer plural identification.
Title: Re: *peers out from shadows*
Post by: Nightmare Lestrange on January 07, 2017, 06:43:27 PM
*Hugs Okami* Yeah, In a way i suppose you could say our heads' a little scrambled, but I find life a lot more colorful that way. I'm know at the very least I'm crazy, but I've come to embrace it more than anything. I mean, after dealing with 13 different personalities not including yourself, I dare anyone to say they are perfectly sane! xD


To think, I couldn't tell anyone this in real life... I actually feel a bit relieved. ^~^


But our crazy matches theirs! * ruffles head fur * That's why we are mates, right? No one whee can put up with me this long! *winks*
Title: Re: *peers out from shadows*
Post by: Okami hightop on January 07, 2017, 07:27:48 PM
 ^_^ ^_^ ^_^
(Zzzz)*topples over*
Title: Re: *peers out from shadows*
Post by: kylethefox on January 08, 2017, 01:34:26 PM
i think everybody feels like you guys do! XD some of them just dont know it! i have characters for my different personalitys, like kyle, hes my nice guy side, and the side i like to spend most my time being...
Title: Re: *peers out from shadows*
Post by: Michen_S on January 08, 2017, 04:12:58 PM
Well, you certainly wouldn't be the first one. Even I'm like that.