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Title: I Wish That I Was My Fursona...
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 25, 2015, 09:05:06 AM
I wish I was a mouse. There, I said it. Maybe I'm crazy, maybe I just belong in a mental institution (I've stayed in one before, but not for the same reason). I just don't get it. Why did God put me in this body when he and I both know that it only causes me endless misery?
Title: Re: Insanity?
Post by: Traum on October 25, 2015, 11:03:04 AM
Hey human body isn't all that bad
Title: Re: Insanity?
Post by: MrRazot on October 25, 2015, 11:04:32 AM
I used to think the same when I was new to the fandom and even a bit before, but I got over it, though I understand where you're coming from so no worries.

I would just look in the mirror and think "why human?" But to be honest, being human is more of a blessing than anything as we are able to think about these things and be aware of them.

You just have to keep on plodding onward.
Title: Re: Insanity?
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 25, 2015, 04:29:43 PM
Thank you, "plodding on" is what I do every single day. This kind of thing doesn't get me down very often, but when it does, it just makes me wish it was all over. You two are the first people that I have ever told this before. Thank you so much for listening.
Title: Re: Insanity?
Post by: Traum on October 25, 2015, 04:48:41 PM
Cheer up, buddy! Try to see positive things
Title: Re: Insanity?
Post by: Farewell on October 25, 2015, 04:50:50 PM
I have the same thoughts all the time. Don't worry about it.
Title: Re: Insanity?
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on October 25, 2015, 05:06:44 PM
I never liked existing, but I don't know how would I feel like as something different.
Title: Re: Insanity?
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 25, 2015, 10:00:10 PM
I just wish I had a tail or ears or something. Just something to make me feel "furry" but I have no way to actually go and get them. I'm just stuck waiting, and i'm so tired of waiting.... I've been waiting my entire life...
Title: Re: Insanity?
Post by: Traum on October 25, 2015, 10:04:58 PM
Can't you order them online? They aren't even expensive
Title: Re: Insanity?
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 25, 2015, 10:16:04 PM
Yes, but what happens when my Aunt finds a box at my front door with a novelty tail inside? She doesn't know that i'm a furry and if I told her I'd doubt that she'd approve.
Title: Re: Insanity?
Post by: Traum on October 25, 2015, 10:26:47 PM
Does your Aunt open letters addressed to you as well? Btw, if you're an adult you could open a PO box to bypass any unwanted eyes/hands.
Title: Re: Insanity?
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 25, 2015, 10:32:32 PM
I am an adult, but to my Aunt, that doesn't mean I can just do whatever I want. I still have to follow her rules. Thanks for trying though.
Title: Re: Insanity?
Post by: Traum on October 25, 2015, 10:41:03 PM
You sound so depressed it breaks my heart  :(
Title: Re: Insanity?
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 25, 2015, 10:53:34 PM
It's ok, you guys' support and care has really lifted my spirits a little.

Thank you all.
Title: Re: Insanity?
Post by: George on October 25, 2015, 11:58:27 PM
Did I ever tell you what the definition of insanity is?
Title: Re: Insanity?
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 26, 2015, 12:00:31 AM
You don't have to, I already know.
Title: Re: Insanity?
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on October 26, 2015, 06:54:41 AM
Did I ever tell you what the definition of insanity is? Insanity is doing the exact... same **censor** thing... over and over again expecting... shit to change... That. Is. Crazy. The first time somebody told me that, I dunno, I thought they were bullshitting me, so, I shot him. The thing is... He was right. And then I started seeing, everywhere I looked, everywhere I looked all these **censor** pricks, everywhere I looked, doing the exact same **censor** thing... over and over and over and over again thinking 'this time is gonna be different' no, no, no please... This time is gonna be different, I'm sorry, I don't like... The way...
*Punches crate aside violently. His agitation towards the player character is visibly growing*
...you are looking at me... Okay, Do you have a **censor** problem in your head, do you think I am bullshitting you, do you think I am lying? **censor** you! Okay? **censor** you!... It's okay, man. I'm gonna chill, hermano. I'm gonna chill... The thing is... Alright, the thing is I killed you once already... and it's not like I am **censor** crazy. It's okay... It's like water under the bridge. Did I ever tell you the definition... of insanity?

Title: Re: Insanity?
Post by: George on October 26, 2015, 02:23:44 PM
Did I ever tell you what the definition of insanity is? Insanity is doing the exact... same **censor** thing... over and over again expecting... shit to change... That. Is. Crazy. The first time somebody told me that, I dunno, I thought they were bullshitting me, so, I shot him. The thing is... He was right. And then I started seeing, everywhere I looked, everywhere I looked all these **censor** pricks, everywhere I looked, doing the exact same **censor** thing... over and over and over and over again thinking 'this time is gonna be different' no, no, no please... This time is gonna be different, I'm sorry, I don't like... The way...
*Punches crate aside violently. His agitation towards the player character is visibly growing*
...you are looking at me... Okay, Do you have a **censor** problem in your head, do you think I am bullshitting you, do you think I am lying? **censor** you! Okay? **censor** you!... It's okay, man. I'm gonna chill, hermano. I'm gonna chill... The thing is... Alright, the thing is I killed you once already... and it's not like I am **censor** crazy. It's okay... It's like water under the bridge. Did I ever tell you the definition... of insanity?

0bey, that was already posted.  :P
Title: Re: Insanity?
Post by: Obey138 (Matthew "Fluffy") on October 26, 2015, 07:51:16 PM
Did I ever tell you what the definition of insanity is? Insanity is doing the exact... same **censor** thing... over and over again expecting... shit to change... That. Is. Crazy. The first time somebody told me that, I dunno, I thought they were bullshitting me, so, I shot him. The thing is... He was right. And then I started seeing, everywhere I looked, everywhere I looked all these **censor** pricks, everywhere I looked, doing the exact same **censor** thing... over and over and over and over again thinking 'this time is gonna be different' no, no, no please... This time is gonna be different, I'm sorry, I don't like... The way...
*Punches crate aside violently. His agitation towards the player character is visibly growing*
...you are looking at me... Okay, Do you have a **censor** problem in your head, do you think I am bullshitting you, do you think I am lying? **censor** you! Okay? **censor** you!... It's okay, man. I'm gonna chill, hermano. I'm gonna chill... The thing is... Alright, the thing is I killed you once already... and it's not like I am **censor** crazy. It's okay... It's like water under the bridge. Did I ever tell you the definition... of insanity?

0bey, that was already posted. 
I wanted to expand it
Title: Re: Insanity?
Post by: anoni on October 27, 2015, 04:14:19 AM
Come on guys, lets not turn this into a joke
Title: Re: Insanity?
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on October 27, 2015, 11:18:56 AM
Thank you Anoni. I'm sure you guys mean well, but this is a serious matter.
Title: Re: Insanity?
Post by: Keinai on October 28, 2015, 10:38:11 PM
"Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result' is not correct, it's just a quote from Albert Einstein, who didn't study/major in/was certified in psychologist.


It's just a manifestation of obscure emotions, actions, and pattern of thinking.
Title: Re: Insanity?
Post by: Celestial_Dragon on November 11, 2015, 12:31:22 PM
i like that quote but isn't every school kid insane then
Title: Re: Insanity?
Post by: Cecilia Peromi on November 11, 2015, 10:57:32 PM
This thread wasn't made to discuss the definition if insanity. It was made because I seriously wish I was my fursona. I get depressed when I think about it. The fact that I want this so bad makes me feel like I'm crazy. Do you understand now? Maybe I should change the title so this thread doesn't confuse people.
Title: Re: I Wish That I Was My Fursona...
Post by: George on November 11, 2015, 11:22:05 PM
You never get to choose these things. How many video game story modes have you playing as your ideal form? Even when you create a character, your choices are quite limited. I don't hear people complain about that very often. Why is real life any different? You're you, whether you like your appearance or not. Your actions are the part that matter.


If you're feeling bad about yourself, remember that your appearance doesn't make you who you are.
Title: Re: I Wish That I Was My Fursona...
Post by: Valentina on November 12, 2015, 09:27:13 AM
You never get to choose these things. How many video game story modes have you playing as your ideal form? Even when you create a character, your choices are quite limited. I don't hear people complain about that very often. Why is real life any different? You're you, whether you like your appearance or not. Your actions are the part that matter.


If you're feeling bad about yourself, remember that your appearance doesn't make you who you are.


George has a large point, you can't change who you are and your appearance doesn't make someone who they are. I everyday Hope i was a furry but If you really feel this way it may be that you don't want to be a furry but you want to change your normal life into something more interesting. When you imagine being a furry do you imagine all your current friends and families as furries, or do you imagine it with brand new people in a more interesting life because if you do it may not be that you hate who you are but that you hate the life around you.
Title: Re: I Wish That I Was My Fursona...
Post by: kalan on November 12, 2015, 01:46:02 PM
I wanna be a wolf so I get what your saying