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Furry Chat => Rants and Advice => Topic started by: MrRazot on January 25, 2013, 04:42:36 PM
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Jeez...
This is all very peronal and doens't at all involve other people in any way and is generally something I need to pull through by myself. I haven't lost anyone dear to my, I haven't been subject to physical or mental abuse by the first or third party and my family still loves me.
"So what's up MrRazot?"
Well I generally just feel seriously alone. I have plenty of friends on the internet (woop de doo (I love you guys)) but I need a physical friend right now. I've finished school where I was at a boarding house, constantly surrounded by people and friends and every moment was enjoyable. Now I'm done, my closest friend lives a 2 hour drive away. I could organize, but I'm thrown with the argument that petrol prices are too high or just that it would have to be a full family outing. I have no means to travel by myself at all (other than a kick scooter) and the fact that I live in almost the middle of nowhere doesn't help.
3 weeks and I go to Holland and I know there's no chance I'll be alone there. It's just right now I feel as though I'm simply existing.
I started working on an animation and I can't continue. Not because I don'r have the know how, but because I don't have the motivation or inspiration. Something I can easily get from a friend. I'm bored of doing things alone and I've spent the last 2 months in these conditions. Humans are social creatures and I'm the farthest thing from a place where I can be social.
To describe where I live could easily be defined as the middle of nowhere...
Half an hour drive to the closest CBD and it's a retirement/holiday town so there are no people in the are I live.
I feel like I'm complaining a bit to much and that I could "easily sort this out" but I can't because I don't honestly know anyone around my age and there is no one to know. I am practically marooned on an island.
I would try and fill the gap with my family, but my dad is never hear as he works away in north Africa for 3 months at a time, my mum is always at the gym, my sister (16) is either sleeping or at school and my brother (7) is either at school or doesn't understand or want to have anything to do with the things I do/like to the point he loses interest. If it doesn't have starwars or lego, he doesn't care. I think I'm going to teach him how to play minecraft. He is honestly my last hope.
I hope I can survive these 3 months of existing...
Love you guys
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You always have your online friends and of course you can meet up with people around your town, even if it's just one outing every two weeks. But unfortunately, if your place is as bad as you say it is, you'll just have to push through the next 3 weeks and survive, because then you'll be in Holland with new people and there you will get lots of friendships again. Also, you should look up online to see if there are any clubs available near your area that could help you meet new people :3, just hang in there and know you will get through it :3
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Rofl thanks for the advice
My area is all housing... holiday housing.
And of course I still have online friends, just It would be a dream come true to have a form of teleportation device >_>
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well you can always search online for local communities around you, and you always have us, your fuzzy friends ^_^ *huggles razot* :(
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You guys will always be my furry friends :)
Good news!
I've overcome this feeling of loneliness and further reconnected myself with my family.
All that's a downer for now is that I need to recover from having my 4 wisdom teeth being removed...
lol
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Glad to hear that you're feeling good again! ^_^ I just had all 4 of my wisdom teeth out less than a couple weeks ago myself, and I'm already basically fully recovered. So it probably won't be a downer for very long! :)
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the bleeeeeeeding.... when does it stoooop????
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Uhh... well for me it stopped within a few hours lol X3 I just avoided crunchy foods for the first day and by then everything had clotted enough that it never bled again.
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i'm practically drinking my own blood here >->
thanks for the encouragement though :P
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ROAR I CAN FEEL THE SAME RANT AGAIN!
all i want is a super best friend that i can play video games with and stuff...
this is honestly most likely stemming form the gamegrumps, whom of which i watch on a day to day basis.
can't be healhy
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You could always find someone online who's willing to game with you :3