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Furry Chat => Rants and Advice => Topic started by: Self-sain on February 01, 2011, 01:22:08 PM
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OK first let me start off by saying this is more of a rant then anything, don't try and force your self to "cheer me up", not saying that you can't ;).
OK anyways, I get up every morning at 5am to get on the bus. It takes two hours before I arrive at a school I hate with a passion. Then I have to go through a whole day, being shunned ignored, and over all angrey. I hate this school, and I can sadly say the same thing for the student body here. They all are stupid and loud and annoying and etc. I hate this school , I hate going here every day, this is my third year and I just keeping hating it more and more. It has been like this since my first day here, and I still have a year to go. I finally get home around 5 pm, 12 hours of my life wasted just to go to a school that I hate more then anything in life. Anytime I try to talk to my mom about it she always gets mad at me and yells at me about it and all this his crap, and give me guilt trips and I whole bunch of BS. Like nothing I say matters...
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OK first let me start off by saying this is more of a rant then anything, don't try and force your self to "cheer me up", not saying that you can't ;).
OK anyways, I get up every morning at 5am to get on the bus. It takes two hours before I arrive at a school I hate with a passion. Then I have to go through a whole day, being shunned ignored, and over all angrey. I hate this school, and I can sadly say the same thing for the student body here. They all are stupid and loud and annoying and etc. I hate this school , I hate going here every day, this is my third year and I just keeping hating it more and more. It has been like this since my first day here, and I still have a year to go. I finally get home around 5 pm, 12 hours of my life wasted just to go to a school that I hate more then anything in life. Anytime I try to talk to my mom about it she always gets mad at me and yells at me about it and all this his crap, and give me guilt trips and I whole bunch of BS. Like nothing I say matters...
First of all, why are you going to a school thats so far away? Are you in Magnet or is that the only school nearby in your area?
Secondly, if you really hate that school so much why not try taking Virtual school for all your classes? [ http://flvs.net/Pages/default.aspx ]
Look into it. It may be a better alternative for you not only socially but in online school you can take as much as you like with your lessons.
Third, do you have any friends there? at all? Not even one?
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Yea I'm in the manget program (for something I don't even want to do, medical :/) because my mom has this phobia of this school that I would have to attend, which isn't that bad its not dangerous or anything.
I tried doing that once to make up a class, but I have an un reliable computer, and my mom probaly wouldn't let me. But I guess I can try again, or at least try to convince her.
And no, I have no firends here. Every once a while someone will say something to me, but its always to use me in one way or another. (Not being that emo "omg every one is always useing", its true. They assume I'm smart because I'm a lone so they ask me to help them :/ which erks the heck out of me)
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Yea I'm in the manget program (for something I don't even want to do, medical :/) because my mom has this phobia of this school that I would have to attend, which isn't that bad its not dangerous or anything.
I tried doing that once to make up a class, but I have an un reliable computer, and my mom probaly wouldn't let me. But I guess I can try again, or at least try to convince her.
And no, I have no firends here. Every once a while someone will say something to me, but its always to use me in one way or another. (Not being that emo "omg every one is always useing", its true. They assume I'm smart because I'm a lone so they ask me to help them :/ which erks the heck out of me)
Ahh I see.
Well you could always "flunk" for a bit to get removed from the school. Than you'd have the options to go to that school or take virtual. Depends if you'd be willing to do so since there are consequences.
I'm sorry to hear about your situation.
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Thanks
And I'm alredy trying to make up for sqrewing my grades up XD DX… I actually want to graduate in white I'm mean. Everyone just expects me too … but that's a diffrent rant :| >.> :)
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I really would not call it a waste of 12 hours if I were you. Sure, you may not like the teachers or their teaching method, you may not like the building(s) or the students or the bus ride. However, if you don't graduate, standing on your own feet with a good job will be a lot harder. It's tough but not a waste of time.
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It is a waste of time seeing how I don't have to go to this school I'm more them aware of the need of a diploma
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I wish I could give you more comforting words; unfortunately I am unaware of any. I remember back when I was forced to go to school. I had very much the same situation you have. All alone, everybody only used me for their own benefits, and everybody else was always completely irate when I tried to explain my feelings. I finally managed to drop out of high school, and that was the worst option I could have ever made. I struggle daily now to find enough money to live on. Sure, I have my GED, and some might say it is just as good as a diploma, but my ventures so far in life have proven otherwise.
My best advice to you is to find somewhere else to go in your mind, like in Happy Gilmore. My personal one is to just daydream about a world full of anthros that got along with each other instead of fighting and being greedy, like humans. I don't know if this method would work for you or not, but if you haven't given it a shot, it may be worth a try?
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I do that a lot it helps tgw time pass by faster but latley I found it hard to do Idk why. Thanks for at least trying btw :)
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*hugs Sain* Thats all I got :/
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Hugs the only thing they can't cure is stupidity thanks macid ^^