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Title: I feel... Dead.
Post by: Aoren Deringer on December 16, 2010, 10:54:41 PM

I've been feeling... Dead as of late. Death may just be preferable, crontrasting to my normally light mood I find myself... Worthless. I am the scum of the earth... Matter's not the reason for which I feel this way (as there is none) I just... Do. Theres this ever-presence, of a luminocity unbearable, of my lack of purpose. My... Finiteness, if you will. The world just seems empty to me, and theres nothing I can do about it... The only objective feeling left is loathing. Loathing for self, loathing for others... And there is no vice to turn to, no medication for undo hatred for life and all things encompassed by it.
Needless to say, I am in a rather ill humour, there is no need to respond to my madness... I am quite accustomed to silence.

Title: Re: I feel... Dead.
Post by: Ares the Ram on December 16, 2010, 10:58:09 PM

Theres always a reason for everything. Even if you think there isn't, you should try and trace your sadness to the source. If you can find the source, you can eliminate it and feel much better about yourself. I can talk more, but I think it would break forum rules, so PM me if you want to talk about it.

Title: Re: I feel... Dead.
Post by: Aoren Deringer on December 17, 2010, 12:07:29 AM

Thanks macid, its great advice.
Really, thanks.

Title: Re: I feel... Dead.
Post by: Ares the Ram on December 17, 2010, 12:08:59 AM

Not at all Aor, can I call ya Aor? Its what I do.  B)

Title: Re: I feel... Dead.
Post by: Aoren Deringer on December 17, 2010, 12:12:26 AM

heh, most people dont add the 'R', but feel free to call me as you may. (I dont get attached to names too well, :])

Title: Re: I feel... Dead.
Post by: MinxKitty on December 21, 2010, 03:43:05 PM

I agree with Macid completely, if you can find the source, it helps a lot..
I think everyone feels like this from time to time tho.. I try and focus on my reasons for getting up in the morning, if I can't find one, I seek one.. And eventually you feel better.. Also, knowing you make a difference to someone or something always helps!!
Hope that helps you
Xox

Title: Re: I feel... Dead.
Post by: icy wolf on December 22, 2010, 06:27:39 AM

it could also be winter i was felling depressed recently not any more