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Furry Chat => Rants and Advice => Topic started by: Tao Fox on July 23, 2010, 08:19:06 AM
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I am usually very optimistic, then it hit me all at once. I am particularly depressed. I feel as though I'm just going to live an ordinary life and die. Even if I died today the world wouldn't notice. I'd be just one of billions. Then what? Probably oblivion. I don't have the artistic ability to express all the seemingly-interesting ideas that come to mind. Please someone help me.
I'm not ,nor have i ever considered being, emo. just depressed...
I even debated posting this for a time
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Even if I died today the world wouldn't notice. I'd be just one of billions.
Your family and friends would care, of course. The rest of those billions don't matter, because when it comes to the ones that you care for and they care back, it's a case of quality not quantity :3
I'm sure lots of people would notice. Me, now, probably would be one ^.^
*huggles*
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That's true that only about .000000000000000001% of the population would care if you died (Or any of us as a matter of fact); but for real, I felt like that a lot, especialy before I got serious about my stuff.
I mean, I don't die because I'd make at least one person so sad that he'd probally be scarred, and although he's the smallest amount of the population, he's my whole world. And not only that, but I can't get any better at art if I'm dead :P.
Another thing, if I die right now, then there is NO chance whatsoever of me making it big. As long as your alive, you have at least a .00000000001% chance of a freak accident that makes you a star. Soo... Don't do anything stupid unless you don't have another way out (And trust me, there's always a way out. ;) )
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who says you have to have artistic talent be worth anything? get out of town. and plus... having the 'artistic ability' to express ideas doesn't cure your depression. not at all... i'm a musician and the past few weeks i've been hugely depressed.
if you're still at school, it's probably because it's the summer holidays and you haven't seen your friends in a long time. a good thing to do is to just go out to the shops or something and buy something, then at the checkout if there's others, find a reason to say something to them. it really does help! makes you feel one hell of a lot better.
put on a happy mask and just grind it out. you'll feel a sense of accomplishment once you feel good again
if you fancy a chat to someone, or just fancy blowing off some steam at someone who'll listen... hit me up on msn. it's in my profile
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...Or you could sit and cry. Crying always helps. You should also go to a thrift store/dollar store, buy some plates, and smash em. Throwing things helps me.
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...Or you could sit and cry. Crying always helps. You should also go to a thrift store/dollar store, buy some plates, and smash em. Throwing things helps me.
that does help a lot. but only really as short term gain. it doesn't do anything long term unless you throw stuff that you don't want broken. XD... buying plates is a good idea. i used to live in the middle of a very green village, and so when i got like that i used to go out, pick up logs and hurl them at trees. >:( >:( >:( >:(
GRRRRR!!!
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Thanks guys
every time I'm sad now i listen to the Beatles and get cheered up :)