-Now I Lay Dying-
04/16/10 ‘Twilight Lament’ By: Lorent K. Cub
I try to get away
But all I do is cry…….
The splintering the aching
The ripping the tearing
The scaring the burning
The torture that is all that’s forced on me
Imprisoned inside my own heart I am
I am afraid to crawl out to see the light
I’m lost in my sorrow
In there I so shut my doors and windows…
Deeper I’m falling into despair
The demons of my own creation reapair
Please reach out to me in the darkness
End this suffocation without demise as a resolution
So lonely so cold
So lonely so cold…
Take a look at me
So cold and all alone
I lay around in pools of my own blood
And I can’t reach the light…
Darkness covers me
My soul has yet to long
I’m searching for serenity
‘Cause I can’t reach the light…
I cry on this night
I cry some where deep within
This will help me
To walk through the shadows
To cross their line
Throught the darkness into the light…
I’ve tried all that I can
I tremble with my face in the ground
With my hands tied and tightly wound
Taking all of it with tears falling into the abyss
The abyss filled by everyones love…
Too numb to feel pain
Too empty to feel comfort
Yet my pain won’t go away
Still my comfort hides from them…
Please take me there
To the place where there is no despair
Where everyone cares
And no more falling tears…
I hate them
I f*****g hate you
Screams out hate…
Screams out no…
I cry…
Save me from these endless days
Release me here and now
‘Cause I can’t reach the light.
No resolution for me
No happy ending for one who bleeds
Bleeds blood from his own innocents…
I cry…….
The splintering the aching
The ripping the tearing
The scaring the burning
The torture that is all that’s forced on me…
I cry…I try to get away…
But they grab me…
Again…and again…and again……
Until…I brake inside
After I’m raped from the inside...
Now I’m raped on the outside………