This is getting out of control now... Like come on, I'm a nice person. I try my damn near hardest to make people happy, and help. But what do I get? Nothing... Nothing in return, I'm constantly ignored, I'm constantly blown off like I don't matter. Like why can't I get a tiny bit of respect?! I get no respect from anybody!
None of my friends, and I mean NONE of them invite me to do anything. A large group of my friends just went on a camping trip. I wasn't invited. They are going to travel to Oregon in a few months. Was I invited? NO! NO I **censor** WASN'T!
And it's just in the real world. OHHH It's not, it happens on this forums as well. The skype chat? Yeah I ask something. No one gives a shit. No one, they just ignore me and go do something else, sometimes they listen but most of the time I get ignored.
All I want is some respect and maybe a **censor** hug for once! But I know no ones going to give a shit. There just gonna reply to this thread going, "Well you can't expect everyone to feel bad for you." THAT'S NOT THE POINT THE POINT IS THAT I WANT TO BE NOTICED AND SHOWN SOME RESPECT FOR ONCE!
You know the saying, "You either die a hero or live long enough to see yourself turn into the villain?" Well it's 100% because I've think I've lived long enough to see myself turn into that said villain.
No hold on I have to edit this a little bit more.
Now I'm super depressed and all the happiness in me has just locked itself away and anger has just taken me over, I can't talk to someone without losing my **censor** mind! And the girl I like probably doesn't even like me back so what's the **censor** point of trying?! Like I thought for such a long time that I finally found someone that I could love and be happy with. Well that's probably false so better throw those dreams out the window!
And don't get me started on this summer, I have to wake up ever day at like 6 just to watch my little brother. I can't go to friends house even if they invited me because I have to watch his **censor** ass! GOD WHEN CAN I HAVE SOMETHINE GOOD HAPPEN TO ME!