by restless i mean well...i've been depressed lately and feeling trapped in my life.
My home life hasn't been exactly the best lately as many of you know, with my mom being sick and all, and everyone's been taking their anger and frustrations out on me, so i'm at the bottom of the food chain.
School's been killing me, and i'm convinced i'll never get into any college, but i don't know...
i've begun to feel like my social life is passing me by because of my fear of people, i have friends because i put up a front, but in reality i have an obsessive fear that people don't like me. even with you all on the forums, i sometimes have a paranoid suspicion that someone hates me and then i forget about it, it's a big problem for me
I don't even know what i'm going to do with my life, if i move, i have nowhere to go, but there's nothing left for me here...
gaaaahhh i'm frustrated