Hey guys.. I know I said I was going to leave and I did.. but I need to come back to get help.
I have had the worst week of my life.. Ive been crying none stop. anyway, so I had a friend I was so upset and depressed and just had built up rage I blamed it on him, which I admit is a horrible thing to do. well now he has said Im psychotic and immature and his girlfriend says I am selfish a horrible person and have no friends.. which just made me cry more obviously. I told them I was wrong but they dont seem to care.. and they say I am suicidal and want to cut just because I didn't get my way.. which is untrue.. anyway, I'm at the point where I cant stand to live anymore.. I can't look in the mirrior or anything!! I need someone to talk to because my self esteem is at -100% and I just don't know what to do.
also please don't comment here please note me.
