Today has just been one of those days when, no matter how much I tell myself I don't need anyone else in my life, I feel lonely. I see people walking down the halls at school holding hands, and it hurts. It really does. I ask myself, "Why can't I have that?" and my immediate response is always "You could have, but you blew it." I just wrote this a few minutes ago. I don't know how good it is, but whatever.
This Time
I would say it this time.
It wouldn't be like last time,
When stubborn pride
Conquered emotion and true feelings.
Not like last time,
When my own silence
Left me brokenhearted.
I could do better,
I could learn,
If someone,
Anyone,
Would give me a chance.
I would scream it out loud, every second
Of every minute.
I would yell it, every minute
Of every hour.
I would sing it, every hour
Of every day.
I would whisper it, every day
Until the world collapsed.
If someone,
Anyone,
Would give me another chance
I would say those words
That mean so much;
"I Love You."
Comments and such are welcome, I guess...
