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Title: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 03, 2013, 08:57:34 PM
I normally play 2nd ed AD&D, but this is something I wrote for a 4ed game I DM'd.  The character (an Aaenshi, which is a 3ed anthro fox!) starts off leaving her parents Forthvax and Itheena and tell how she found herself a long way from home and all alone.

Looking back at their den, Forthvax and Itheena steel themselves to the knowledge that they may never return to it. The newly reinforced entrance and welcoming bonsai that had seemed so import only days ago seemed trivial and childish now. Forthvax had only a week before been promoted to Sky Martial of the Aaenshi Wrath-legion, the first of his burrow to be awarded the honour. Itheena, high-priestess of Melora, forces a smile to her face as she takes the hand of her only child and says "I know you are not yet come of age my Evenstar, but the Wilderness Mother has called you and She sees the courage within the mouse and the greatness in the acorn. Your father and I will always love you. Be brave and follow the scents of the heart". With that Forthvax grabs his daughter and pulls her close breathing deeply as he nuzzles her scent gland, words ash in his mouth as he lifts her to the Fire Eagle they will share.

Behind them the Wrath-legion follow suit, mounting their various flying comrades and they take to the air, circling the ground forces assembled before the swirling Portal. The first ever Feywild army, poised ready for an historic invasion of Shadowfell.

The transition through the Concordian Portal is brief and peaceful. Green and apricot patterns swirl and phase and then the Fey host materialises in Shadowfell. The dread Gloom that penetrates the bravest heroes seeps into the army, doubling the sense of loss of the Fey enchantment that is their constant companion.

Then the Dread Legion crashes into them. It's a trap!

Fell winged beasts swoop through the air as shadow juggernauts charge beneath Forthvax and Itheena. Charzheil, their Fire Eagle, bellows its war cry as eldritch blasts erupt around them. Forthvax urges Charzheil to go lower as he spots the wave of dark Trolls burst out from a spider's web of glossy darkness upon black. The dark Trolls so alien compared to the humourous bridge trolls of the Feywild, spread like a plague across the rank scrub, unseen by the Eladrin archers covering the Wrath-legion.

"Look!" calls Itheena, "they are led by an Ogre-magi, we must end him" and as one they swoop down upon their ominous foe.

Then all goes dark for an instant and a sub-sonic rumble knocks the tiny family from the air. The life gone from Charzheil's eyes before they hit the ground.

The Fire Eagle's body takes the brunt of the impact and all three Aaenshi fall in different directions. The high-priestess stunned for a moment, doesn't see the fate of her daughter. Forthvax draws his mighty sword: Atrousbane, it's gleaming blue blade aflame with magical motes of red, "Foul Ogre-spawn, you shall taste the power of Atrousbane and know the price of your cruelty!" he cries and growls menacingly. The Ogre-magi laughs, a dread sound that has no humour to it, the sound of gallows decaying underground, and he replied in the voice of the death of hope "I SHALL REND YOUR SOUL FROM YOUR BODY LITTLE DOG, AFTER YOU WITNESS THE FATE OF YOUR OFFSPRING BETWEEN MY TEETH! THE STENCH OF YOUR AFFECTION BETRAYS YOU BOTH!", his sickly white pupils turning to face the Aaenshi cub as she lies in the rank stream of grey that winds into the rubbery, black trees. The vixling hears her parents cry in unison "Noooo!" and she scrambles into the jungle, clutching the amulet of her mother's Goddess then passes through to the rotten pit hidden by the decaying plant debris, and... the penetrating sense of Gloom that marks the Shadowfell ceases. It is dark and damp. You hear the muffled sound of human voices in the distance.

 
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Post by: MaskaTheOtter on December 03, 2013, 09:14:31 PM
That Is Awesome. I hope you post more. what you have is a real honest to goodness talent and you need to share that.  ^_^
You use such good detail and make it easy to understand. YOU ROCK XD

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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 03, 2013, 09:20:24 PM
*hugs Maska*
 
:')
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 04, 2013, 05:15:34 AM
Here's a poem I just wrote.  It doesn't have a name.

“You are the fire in the forest”
“A blazing force, open, joyful, honest”
“The culmination of Nature's beauty”
Do you remember that's what you told me?

 
“Follow me Dancer, let wisdom guide us”
“Though I am older, don't let that divide us”
“we'll take on the world!  Live our dreams boldly”
Dancer, remember that's what you called me?

 
You led, I followed.  I was young.  So young
You were so handsome, “Greymuzzle!” I sung.
Bridges: we burned them, me Lady, you Lord.
Forever we'd love... and then you got bored.

 
“The problem, my dear: you're immature”
“You seemed a good choice, when choices were fewer”
“It's best I move on, to seek 'fresher fruit'”
Then you turned and left.  Cold, cruel, Malamute.

 

 
 
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on December 04, 2013, 06:04:44 AM
Tarzan: ''It's very nice''


Yes, I Agree. I Implore you keep up the good work.
You don't have to though but it's all your choice
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 04, 2013, 06:07:27 AM
Will do!
 
Tarzan?
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Post by: Tim Siguire on December 04, 2013, 06:19:26 AM
Will do!
 
Tarzan?

O_O  O_O  O_O  O_O  O_O  O_O

My Childhood Has Been Questioned Again....
Disney... man who grew up in the jungle, had a cartoon show and 2 movies.
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 04, 2013, 06:37:25 AM
Oh, it was a quote.  I wondered if you were losing it..
 
"So is Tarzan in the room with us?"
 
Hahaha
 
Anyway thanks, that was a pretty personal post.  I'm feeling SO brave today!
 
*exhales nervously*
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Post by: Tim Siguire on December 04, 2013, 06:48:24 AM
Ha, ha, ha. Well, It's all great, and I think it means more if it's personal.
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 04, 2013, 06:50:46 AM
I won't say ALL Malamutes are jerks, but...
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 05, 2013, 04:53:00 AM
Another poem inspired by Maine's superpower thread:
 

I don't have any superpowers
But I can watch the clouds for hours
I don't have any bravery medals
But I decorate my hair with petals
I've never traveled around the world
But a kiss will leave my toes curled
I've never rocketed into space
But I can make a silly face


Superman saves the Earth from trouble
But I've seen a bathtub full of bubbles
Batman is the hero Gotham needs
Well, my anklet has eleventy beads
Spiderman's spider sense tingles
But I can find the hidden Pringles
The Incredible Hulk gets angry and smashes
But I have naturally curly lashes

I feel sorry for them super fellas
I bet this super vixen makes them jealous
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Post by: Tim Siguire on December 05, 2013, 05:20:28 AM
It's a cute and kinda funny poem. I Like it.
I Like what you did at the end.
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 05, 2013, 05:57:34 AM
Hey, loving the new threads!  Yeah it's a bit of fun.  Anything with eleventy is good stuff!
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Post by: Tim Siguire on December 05, 2013, 07:08:41 AM
Hey, loving the new threads!  Yeah it's a bit of fun.  Anything with eleventy is good stuff!

My favorite number in the whole world.
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 06, 2013, 11:27:40 AM
Eleventy hugs Tim  :)
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 06, 2013, 11:30:08 AM
Dunno if this is song parody or what.  But apologies to Badfinger and Harry Nillson.  Mariah Carey can just build a bridge  ;)
 
To the tune of Without You:
 

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Post by: cliffy on December 06, 2013, 02:56:30 PM
That song... Made me ROTFL  XD
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 06, 2013, 07:08:12 PM
Yeah, me too Cliffy.   I dunno if the neighbours have enjoyed the singing as much  XD
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: cliffy on December 06, 2013, 08:16:18 PM
Neighbours: DEAL WITH IT  B)
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Post by: HyenaKing on December 08, 2013, 04:43:34 PM
I poke my head around the corner, Hello? Am i welcome?
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Post by: MaskaTheOtter on December 08, 2013, 05:33:56 PM
I poke my head around the corner, Hello? Am i welcome?


All are welcome to this party! Whoomp there it is!!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 08, 2013, 07:24:35 PM
Maska knows me!  All are welcome, including you Vulpes!  Wrote a new poem, just have to type it up.
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Post by: HyenaKing on December 08, 2013, 07:27:33 PM
Oh, Cool!
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 08, 2013, 11:00:26 PM
Here's one, I won't explain it.  You have to take your own thing from it.  But it's called Sometimes:
 
 

Sometimes, I think about Now
Like that Now there, that just passed
There goes another!
Don't worry if you missed it
They come around like Simpsons repeats

Sometimes, I think Now is like a tree
With deep roots, tangled and buried
So many little threads
All converging on one single point
Though no single root creates the Now trunk

Sometimes, I see all the possibilities
The branches spreading out from the Now
Diverging, yearning
Though we like to see just on branch
Calling it 'real', not 'just possible'

Sometimes, I think if we could step back
We would see a forest of madness
Where branches are roots
A multitude of twisting branch-roots
Converging then diverging, linking all the Now trunks

Sometimes, people say 'can't see the forest for the trees'
I think they can't even see the trees
Just crazy branch-roots
So many that we pick one root and one branch
And think one root creates one branch, nice and simple

Sometimes, a branch-root is rotten or severed
And we dismiss or grieve the whole Now trunk
Because that's simple
Though it is a terrible waste of Now
Believe a tree is a pole is what stops us stepping back

Sometimes, I think about Now... and step back
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Post by: HyenaKing on December 08, 2013, 11:04:28 PM
*applause* *claps*
Great Job! I wish i knew how to poem, i know how do golf cart though. i wonder if that makes up.
What inspired you?
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 08, 2013, 11:09:36 PM
Um, a few different people: Maska, Terry Pratchett, my surprise visitor, David Lewis (I guess)...
 
Off topic I haven't checked out the Paint online thing you recommended but I'm very excited to.
 
I went to bed and hoped to work on Tim R's picture, but didn't feel like drawing and this came out!
 
Usually I like rhyming poems, but not always.
 
*hugs Vulpes for being a great cheerleader*
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Post by: HyenaKing on December 08, 2013, 11:28:19 PM
Aw, you too sweet
Just remember, there will be about 10,000,000,000 ads saying DOWNLOAD HERE, but most of them are lies. go to the download tab, and the thing that does not look like an advertisement is the download. i guess, that is how it is still free..
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Post by: Alex Laetus on December 08, 2013, 11:42:17 PM
Holy wow that's impressive ^O.O^
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 08, 2013, 11:51:49 PM
HAHA!
 
I can't tell you what this forum has given me in such a short time.
 
"Either die in the vacuum of space or... tell me how good you thought my poem was" - Vogon Capt.
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Post by: HyenaKing on December 08, 2013, 11:53:07 PM
Are'nt we all nice people, huh?
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 09, 2013, 12:28:58 AM
Well, let's just say I'm on both of Santa's lists  ;)
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Post by: HyenaKing on December 09, 2013, 12:32:03 AM
I have been called both a bad boy, and a goodie-goodie, so, i don't know
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Post by: Modemkill on December 09, 2013, 01:44:00 AM
Bahaha!

That without you parody was awesome. :'D

I'm liking your work, enjoyed the story too, hope you do more of that, had a nice, mystical feel to it.
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 09, 2013, 02:02:42 AM
Thank you kind wolf!  I would like to write more in that vein.  (the story)  currently I feel like I have so many projects in me they are just falling out at random.
 
I don't like to edit, I just like to get it out as quick as I can while the idea is in my mind's eye.  Kinda like a splinter *cough Star Wars reference*
 
I still crack myself up singing Without You.  It's the lighter side of the Malamute story which itself barely changes the names to protect the guilty LOL!
 
Comedy = tragedy/time
 
 
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Post by: Modemkill on December 09, 2013, 02:38:54 AM
I can respect that, my own method for writing isn't all that different.


I seem to get short periods of spontaneous drive, where I'll do nothing else but work on a story for days, or even a few weeks, followed swiftly by burning myself out and not wanting to touch it again for a good month.  :P [size=78%] [/size]
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 09, 2013, 03:06:44 AM
I can't remember the quote but there's something in the Naked Lunch about redrafting being self censorship.  I don't fully agree (esp not for academic writing) but for other stuff, I agree in part.
 
Hey you're from Ireland!  Beatrix (er my human) just met a really nice girl from Ireland.  Are you all so *ehem* passionate?
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Post by: Modemkill on December 09, 2013, 03:15:54 AM
Hah!  XD


Well now, that would be telling, wouldn't it?  B)
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Post by: Tim Siguire on December 09, 2013, 03:41:48 AM
That's an interesting poem, Trix! An interesting PoV, an insight really.
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 09, 2013, 10:32:52 AM
Thanks Tim
 
In my head I kinda see it like a wire fence (the sort with a diamond pattern) but the imagery of a fence suggests a different subtext and a forest is more in-keeping with my foxiness.
 
I was torn between getting technical and keeping it a poem.  So.... did I mention I'm cute?
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 09, 2013, 10:20:04 PM
Couldn't sleep, so wrote a limerick and a haiku on related themes ( I don't normally do limericks so stop judging me!)  0:)
 
Have you heard of the fursuiting Aussie
Who went to a Con with no cozy
Though he went on all fours
He was stopped at the doors
Just being bare does not make you Fozzie
 
 
and
 
Summer winds blow mates
Where words don't mean what you thought
Furry conventions
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Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 09, 2013, 10:45:23 PM
They are both very nice and the Limerick came out nicely :)



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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 09, 2013, 11:07:33 PM
"You have such good taste Jolly!"  :D
 
 
So here's something for you:

 

You're so hot, but I don't care. I press my lips into you, I feel your warmth and you wetness on my mouth. Then there is no holding back, you are so smooth, your taste filling my senses! I love the feeling of you on my tongue... then as I pull away I feel the rush spread through my whole body. I want to go again straight away but instead resist, and savor you: my first coffee of the day![/font] [/color]

 
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Post by: HyenaKing on December 09, 2013, 11:17:28 PM
I wish my coffee was that good.
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Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 09, 2013, 11:36:39 PM
"Thank you"  ^_^




Now its my try :D


You stand tall and proud not afraid to let them know who you are, A bit of good and a bit of evil heck never hurt anyone. From your cheery red coat to your white tipped tail you are as happy as a Quokka. An irregular outback girl this is for sure, noting too steep nothing too gradual. This will be an Adventure not at all counter-factual.




I tried usually it takes me 3-4 hours to write one  :$

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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 10, 2013, 12:02:52 AM
Oh I love it sweet Green!  No wonder you are my favourite colour  ^_^ ^_^ ^_^
 
*dancing!*
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Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 10, 2013, 12:21:06 AM
Yay...i'm surprised that came out so well  :) :) :)


*Dances with Trixsie*
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 10, 2013, 12:24:17 AM
Does this mean I'm rubbing off on you?
 
Also, I have a thing for counter-factuals.  I once wrote a 3000 word essay on their impact on top down vs bottom up explanations.
 
By choice!
 
*twirling*
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Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 10, 2013, 12:33:09 AM
a little bit maybe :)


Really....i tried to find something to rhymed with Gradual lol


only thing i ever wrote by choice were the poems for English lol


*Bows and puts my hand out to dance as one*
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 10, 2013, 12:53:30 AM
*takes hands and allows Jolly to whirl me around the forum*
 
I guess, I don't write by choice either, I just can't help it!
 
Words are my toys and my weapons, I always keep a few spares tucked behind my ear *twitch*
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Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 10, 2013, 01:01:33 AM
It normally just feels good to let out feeling in writing :)


*Spins slowly around and moving diligently*
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Post by: MaskaTheOtter on December 10, 2013, 01:09:51 AM
It normally just feels good to let out feeling in writing :)


For me I let it out through singing... I am not even that good but it is what I do
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 10, 2013, 01:14:00 AM
"Sing with me Maska!  Blackbird singing in the dead of night..."
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Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 10, 2013, 01:20:10 AM
Too each their own i don't mind singing
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 10, 2013, 01:24:10 AM
*tries a dip*  D:
 
"don't forget to dance Jolly!"
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Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 10, 2013, 01:31:39 AM
Gahhhh
*Catches Trixsie before she can hit the gound then pulls her up slowly with a sheepish smile*
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 10, 2013, 01:43:43 AM
*has trust exercise flashbacks!*
 
Relieved!!
 
"...take these broken wings and learn to fly, all your life..."
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Post by: Tim Siguire on December 10, 2013, 01:50:27 AM
Quote
So.... did I mention I'm cute?
You did, there.

Also, that coffee poem kinda made me laugh. :)
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Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 10, 2013, 01:51:38 AM
*Spins slowly moving my feet around and between yours*
"Have you ever heard Dean Martin?"
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 10, 2013, 02:06:51 AM
Oh yeah, Dean and Sammy are the shizz!
 
"That's amore!..."
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Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 10, 2013, 02:09:38 AM
"Bells will ring ting-a-ling-a-ling, ting-a-ling-a-ling"
I know right :)
*Dips Trixsie slowly*
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 10, 2013, 03:18:06 AM
That old black magic has me in it's spell!
 
I swear music died the day I was born.
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Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 10, 2013, 03:35:59 AM
*Pulls Trixsie up from the Dip*
"Thats true....now all music is, is cusses and repetitive nothingness"
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 10, 2013, 03:52:53 AM
Though I do like plenty of metal too... and funny stuff: Tenacious D and Steel Panther swear but they are awesome.
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Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 10, 2013, 03:56:06 AM
Yeah but they are older ya know what i mean better
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 10, 2013, 06:03:31 AM
Even my modern music is old!  Like Radiohead and Ben Folds.  CW Stoneking is new, but he plays pre-war blues sooo...
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Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 10, 2013, 06:06:05 AM
Older is better it seems huh?
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 12, 2013, 12:17:01 AM
OK, here's a little something I wrote:  is it a poem?  Is it prose?  It's called Stoopid Hoomans


Some humans said:

“Let's collect food, let's hunt animals”

“OK, but it seems like hard work, I have an idea:
“Let's grow food and farm animals”

“OK but we each can't grow and farm everything, I have an idea:
“Let's each farm different plants and animals and swap”

“OK, but I can't swap a cow for an apple, I have an idea:
“Let's pretend these rocks are food, and we can swap different amount for cows or apples”

“OK, but we'll need lots of rocks to make this work, I have an idea:
“Let's work together to collect the many rocks near my farm and we can share them”

“OK, but that seems like hard work, I have an idea:
“Let's get more people collecting your rocks and we will all share”

“OK, but they are my rocks and I don't want to collect my share myself, I have an idea:
“Let's have the collectors collect all the rocks for me and I'll repay them with rocks”

“OK, but you can't pay too many rocks or you'll have none left...”

So the humans paid rocks to collect rocks to to have rocks to swap for plants and animals.  Soon they were so busy growing and farming and collecting and swapping and counting rocks: their stupid, stupid rocks.  But no matter how many rocks they collected and swapped, when they counted there was never enough rocks.

The other animals saw this and said:

“Let's not collect rocks, it seems like hard work” 
“OK, I have an idea: let's just collect and hunt food”
“OK, let's!”

Epilogue

One chimp says:

“But we can't each collect and hunt every food”

The other animals say:

“Good!  That seems like hard work”
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Post by: HyenaKing on December 12, 2013, 01:40:21 AM
I think that is classified as a mini-story.
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 12, 2013, 01:52:22 AM
A good mini-story?
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Post by: HyenaKing on December 12, 2013, 01:54:01 AM
It was great, i enjoyed reading it, the title drawed me in, and i like the subject!
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 12, 2013, 02:05:02 AM
"Thanks Vulpes"

*hangs head, insecure*

 The TL;DR would be money is pretend, no body should die from lack of it.

But, that's a bit of a downer.
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Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 12, 2013, 03:22:02 AM
But people do sadly *sighs* and i will never understand it
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Post by: Tim Siguire on December 12, 2013, 03:43:37 AM
I have a 50 / 50 understanding of it, but i'm floating on melting ice here.
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 12, 2013, 07:21:48 AM
Melting ice can't be good, ask a Polar Bear!

They don't have time for counting rocks :/
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Post by: MaskaTheOtter on December 12, 2013, 05:41:06 PM
That was fantastic.  XD .  GO hunters and gatherers. That is still the way I live... it works.


Oh by the way... You rock Trixsie I give you an A+
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Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 12, 2013, 05:42:39 PM
HEY MASKA *hugs*
Whats up :D
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Post by: MaskaTheOtter on December 12, 2013, 05:47:49 PM
I am still alive and kicking... By the way thank you furs for all of your support in my time of need. Especially to my mate Alex, my sister Trixsie, and my good friend the Jolly Green Fox. I can thank you for my live.
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Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 12, 2013, 05:55:41 PM
Well thats good to hear/know, rather see you alive an kicken than Dead and stiff ya know.....no fun
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Post by: MaskaTheOtter on December 12, 2013, 06:02:16 PM
Not at all... Thank you again.
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Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 12, 2013, 06:03:40 PM
Always and im always reachable....i have tapatalk on my cell, and tablet lol :D
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 12, 2013, 09:04:31 PM
Thank you Maska, I had you in mind when I wrote it!

I think I shall write something next about how wonderful Jolly is and how mean it is that Foxes get stalked by the Black Dog  :(
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Post by: HyenaKing on December 12, 2013, 11:49:42 PM
Oh, I cannot wait!
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 13, 2013, 03:45:16 AM
Maples in Autumn
Beautiful colours falling
I'm on my last leaves
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Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 13, 2013, 04:04:14 AM
*Hugs*


Small but Lovely
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Post by: MaskaTheOtter on December 13, 2013, 04:07:15 AM
Size doesn't matter... It is how sweet it is. And Trixsie is just about as sweet as it gets
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Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 13, 2013, 04:11:20 AM
That is true :)
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 13, 2013, 04:23:16 AM
I like the challenge of fitting a lot into a little space.

*giggles*
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 13, 2013, 05:24:51 AM
I can not say what i wanna say but...that is true for a writer of your standing :)
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 13, 2013, 06:40:12 AM
Wow, I'm a Chatty Cheetah now!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 13, 2013, 06:55:32 AM
YAYAYAYAY!!!!!!!!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: HyenaKing on December 14, 2013, 12:34:58 AM
*grumps*


Trix has been around shorter and has posted more.


*Mneah*


Mak sense no.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 14, 2013, 04:01:52 AM
Who you callin' short!? ;)

*hugs*

S'OK Vulpy, it's quality not quantity that counts!

Winds blow chaff past wheat
Vulpy's cruel Summer zephirs
Updates profile: Pwnd
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: MaskaTheOtter on December 15, 2013, 07:11:29 AM
*Shouts to the sky*  Another masterpiece!! All Hail Trixsie Vixen


That one reminds me of the field in Ohio
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Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 15, 2013, 07:23:00 AM
Very Awesome
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 15, 2013, 07:30:10 AM
Hardly  XD

But I like Vulpes enough to tease him, and he's a chatty cheetah nwo anyway.

If you're gonna be teased, let it be via haiku!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 15, 2013, 07:34:02 AM
smart way to tease tho :)
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: MaskaTheOtter on December 15, 2013, 07:45:11 AM
Everyone is passing me... D:
What happened?
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 15, 2013, 07:51:27 AM
Im sorry my eyes are burning and i have missed somethings :(
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 15, 2013, 08:07:12 AM
No shame in being a boisterous bear!

Did I mention I started a thread Maska?  Jump on that southbound train my brother!

I remembered something I wrote, I just have to find a copy.  It's I guess a song parody fanfic from a different song with a Jungle Book theme!

So just the same ol' same ol'!

Also, I must put some effort into this PC thing it's crashing like the Cleveland Show!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 15, 2013, 08:09:38 AM
Got any canned air? have you blown it out before?


i wish i could be there to help you fix it :( i feel bad and plus its hard to tell if your online or offline lol
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 15, 2013, 11:48:04 AM
I have not canned air.

I did, clean it with a stupid ear bud.  BUt I need more conductive goo stuff.

Am I online or offline?  Sound like a Matrix thing - There is no spoon!

I'm like Trinity, but with better bones structure ;)
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 15, 2013, 01:42:31 PM
Ooohhh well the goo is only about 5 maybe 6 bucks if you order it online

And that is true
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 15, 2013, 03:05:31 PM
Lao Tzu warned vixens
Do not shop online for goo
*Sleep-buys cookie dough*
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: HyenaKing on December 15, 2013, 03:07:52 PM
Oh gd, i once ordered a bunch of tv products when i was sleepy on prescriptions for when i was sick.
A week later, 20 packages of dart,nerf, whatever kid guns you can think of.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 15, 2013, 03:15:12 PM
Lolololol!

The meds should have borne the warning MAY INDUCE NERF WARS!

I can't take stilnox, I sleep send really terrible emails falsely marked SFW... and other bizarre nocturnal weirdness.

Ha!  This isn't even the Embarrassing things thread...

Is time relative for you too?

*giggles*
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: HyenaKing on December 15, 2013, 03:21:56 PM
I did not even remember ordering, my bank account was ok, everything worked out, but i decided to go and give these to the toys tots foundation, because i lost intrest in nerf wheni was 10.
I once had a 90 degree tit on my  skeep sxedule, awake from 12 pm to 12 am, and slep the rest. After quitting youtube with 5 ubscribers, and more than enough effort to get me sick, idec8de to move on, have a normal sleep sced, and start coding java. I now am making apps, sometime.
Time as easily l9st when i had that off-kelter scedule.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 16, 2013, 05:58:30 AM
OK Computer!

This little number by Shower-radiohead goes out to Jolly!: 

Though I was new to Fur, you looked me in the eye
You're just like an Angel, fell from on high
I float like a feather, coz you're in the world
I wish I was special, you make me feel special

Coz you're my creep, and I'm your weirdo
What the hell are we doin' here
Guess we belong here

Don't care if it hurts, I wanna have control
Don't want a perfect body, don't want a perfect soul
I love that you notice, when I'm not around
You're so special, you make me feel special

Coz you're my creep, and I'm your weirdo
What the hell are we doin' here
Guess we belong here, uh-oh!

I'm running off again
I'm running off, I run, run, run, run

Whatever makes us happy, whatever we want
We're so special, you make me feel special
Coz you're my creep, and I'm your weirdo
What the hell are we doin' here
Guess we belong here

Guess we belong here

Creep - Gina Jeffries (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uyw0kkwttf4#)
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: MaskaTheOtter on December 16, 2013, 06:02:32 AM
Oh you two are just so gosh darn cute together
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 16, 2013, 06:03:34 AM
........ :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(


So beautiful I love it.....it started making my heart beat so hard my chest hurt and it's the most beautiful thing i have ever read.... :'(
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 16, 2013, 06:08:12 AM
Hey if you're thinking of trying guitar or some virtual guitar, it only has 4 chords, all the way through verses and chorus.  Good beginner song!

I have so many versions & covers of this song, but I like this one (the link) equal best with Frank Bennett (the first version I ever heard).  This was the version I was singing too with these words.

I need a shower proof notepad :/
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Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 16, 2013, 06:11:20 AM
Why not a waterproof paper? lol and maybe i will....if i can find my guitar
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on December 16, 2013, 06:21:10 AM
Wow that is so special, and beautiful.
I agree with Maska.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: MaskaTheOtter on December 16, 2013, 06:31:28 AM
Sir I will give you my guitar if it means you will play it... You all are awesome   
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 16, 2013, 06:40:46 AM
I have one around i need to find it :) thank you for the offer tho :D
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: MaskaTheOtter on December 16, 2013, 06:42:34 AM
Anything for a bro... I wish I could play stringed instruments
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 16, 2013, 06:44:47 AM
I  cant play at all :(
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 16, 2013, 06:48:32 AM
If you're looking to take up an instrument google saxaboom
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 16, 2013, 06:51:50 AM
Awesome i should try it lol....i remember i got a V-neck guitar
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 16, 2013, 07:01:33 AM
Sir I will give you my guitar if it means you will play it... You all are awesome   

How much do I like this?

^ My first ever use of Insert Quote
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 16, 2013, 07:07:14 AM
YAY a 1st for everything
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 16, 2013, 07:22:23 AM
Experimentation FTW

Who's tech-savvy and got two thumbs?

 XD
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Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 16, 2013, 07:24:36 AM
That Girl?
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 16, 2013, 08:11:56 AM
Yes!

IS that a hint of suspicion over my techsavitibitiness(?)

 ;)
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 16, 2013, 08:19:37 AM
Mmmmaybe ;)
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 16, 2013, 08:36:32 AM
I learned everything I ever learned about computers from the Song It's All About the Pentiums

Techxpert  B)
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 16, 2013, 08:38:49 AM
I learned it all from my boss lol
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 17, 2013, 06:43:45 AM
Started this after surf life saving training.  Apparently coloured it in today after already being awake for 27 hours!

My hair really looks like that after the beach!  Sadly...

Have made some progress with you pic Tim, design-wise.  Don't think you've been forgotten buddy! *hugs*

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Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 17, 2013, 06:46:42 AM
I like your hair after the beach ;) but that is awesome :D i really wish i could draw likt you :)
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Post by: Tim Siguire on December 17, 2013, 07:05:45 AM
Started this after surf life saving training.  Apparently coloured it in today after already being awake for 27 hours!

My hair really looks like that after the beach!  Sadly...

Have made some progress with you pic Tim, design-wise.  Don't think you've been forgotten buddy! *hugs*

lol, hey, Time is Effort, and Effort is Success.
I trust your still working on it. I don't expect to be done in a week, lol.
I Mean, i'll be sure to thank you and i'll be grateful when it's finished. ^_^
Ooh, Have Fun!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 17, 2013, 07:11:27 AM
Ooops, I posted this in the wrong thread! 

Tech fail - I wonder if I can move it easily?

I guess I should repost.

 @.@ @.@

*hugs* I wish you could draw, maybe you need the right subject?  Have you tried drawing robots?
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 17, 2013, 07:13:37 AM
mmmm maybe who knows....i can try tomorrow if my dad doesn't make me work my ass off lol
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on December 17, 2013, 07:20:39 AM
*Reading.... Realising pics don't belong in writing & lit.*
LOLOL, You are so right! XD
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 19, 2013, 11:35:04 AM
My loneliness is like a shadow
The people around me are lights
Their brightness doesn't smother the shadow
It just highlights its darkness

The lights move and dance
Like fireflies or stars or candles or cars
My shadow just stays the same, sometimes sharp
Sometimes fuzzy around the edge

But I keep looking for lights
As though this time the shadow will die
But the light just makes my shadow deeper
I cry for darkness, a dark to drown the shadow

Occasionally people hear me cry
But they don't understand I want darkness
So they turn on a light and ask “are you OK?”
I sigh: “I'll be alright, just turn off the lights as you leave”
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Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 19, 2013, 01:04:29 PM
...Very Dark....very lonely sometimes how i feel on my bad days or upset days  :'( 
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 19, 2013, 08:55:48 PM
*kiss*  I was feeling that way and knew you would get it.  If got another one to type up... shorter, bleaker.  Paws too stiff... bring the coffee!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 19, 2013, 08:56:45 PM
*Kisses* I can bring coffee :D
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 19, 2013, 09:15:34 PM
AND MY AXE!

*sips coffee*
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 19, 2013, 09:27:01 PM
*Hands a tiny hands axe*


I guess
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 19, 2013, 09:41:12 PM
What would Gimli say?

OK here's the other middle of the night writing.  Thing.

Bubbles burst
Cartwheels fall off
Kisses spread germs
Arms tire

Light fades
Friends leave
Family dies
Hearts break

Love sours
Hope fades
Stars explode
Earth turns

Life strives
Day dawns
Poems end
Entropy wins
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Post by: HyenaKing on December 19, 2013, 11:19:53 PM
*Claps*

*Claps*

Great job!
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 19, 2013, 11:35:41 PM
I take it that was a clap for each new poem Vulpy? ROFL
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: HyenaKing on December 19, 2013, 11:38:05 PM
Indeed.

You decipher my riddling ways.

WHY YOUTUBE SO SLOWS?
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 25, 2013, 10:06:38 PM
When I do a RPG a backstory as a DM I like to go back quite far:

Before time, there was oblivion, unmeasurable and without variance.

The endless nothing was so consistent that it had a pre-awareness of itself. Not a mind but basis for certainty, a confidence of how things were. That things could be different was impossible. That certainty revealed the notion of potential difference and then possibility came to exist; to have always existed. Possibility and difference resolved in multiple ways, this was the creation of the eight Fundaments: Connexion, Time, Thought, Life, Air, Earth, Fire and Water.

Time allowed a new freedom and the Fundaments clumped together to form the Fundamental planes: the Astral Sea, which radiates the Divine force, and the Elemental Chaos, which radiates the Elemental force. These forces in turn spawned the Gods and the Primordials.

They in turn created the Incidents, reflections of the Fundaments. They were:

Isolation from Connexion
Prisma from Time
Void from Thought
Death from Life
Spirit from Air 
Vacuum from Earth
Cold from Fire, and
Blood from Water

The mighty Fundaments swirled together and made Balance, while the lesser Incidents eddied and formed Stability. Balance birthed Concordia, also called Concordant Opposition, which sat between the Fundamental planes and radiates the Primal force. Stability birthed The World, a fragile speck which nested within Concordia.

The Gods and the Primordials tried to circumvent Concordia, so that they might have influence on each other. However they could only do so when they acted simultaneously. This only happened twice, once by design and once by accident. When the planes touched the first time they formed the Feywild, when they touched the second time the formed the Shadowfell. These are the parallel planes that mirror The World.

The Fey and the Fell radiated Enchantment and Gloom, the essences which distinguish them from The World, and they shone through Concordia which focus them on the fragments of Astral and Elemental debris, causing them to germinate. But the Arcane force and the Shadow force were alien to the Divine and Elemental forces which had fallen into The World. They blended and made demi-forces, but those forces were unstable.

Divine and Arcane formed Benevolence
Elemental and Shadow formed Malevolence
Elemental and Arcane formed Caprice
Divine and Shadow formed Corruption

The demi-forces broke down violently, ejecting some of their energy back through Concordia, filling the voids between the Fundamental and Parallel planes and overlapping them. They are quasi-planes and connect the outer planes into a continuum. The remaining energy from the demi-planes absorbed Primal force and formed the four types of Mundane force: Ki, Martial, Psionic and Tech.

The Mundane forces settled, concentrating in different parts of The World, the majority of each force attaching to a separate continent.

Time passed.

Mortals fell from the mouths of the Primordials and dripped from the fingers of the Gods, and the mortals multiplied and spread throughout the Multiverse.
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Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 26, 2013, 07:45:29 AM
Wow that is so well thought out....my mind kinda turned off
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 26, 2013, 08:51:07 AM
There horrible thing is it has all the clue the PCs need to solve their current time dilemma if only they can match it all up with the 4th ed cosmology they have access to.  IF they can only keep awake!!

BWAH HAH HAH!

Evil DM for the win  >:3 X3 :3 0:)
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 26, 2013, 08:52:54 AM
Awake is hard....atm
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 26, 2013, 09:05:29 AM
*facepaw*

I forget timezones

"Silly Trixsie" :)
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Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 26, 2013, 09:07:48 AM
Yeah hehe....if time zones didnt exsist....that would be the day
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 26, 2013, 09:19:01 AM
I keep meaning to ask if it's your back in pain by PM, but then keep forgetting.

Poor Jolly :(

 :*
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Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 26, 2013, 09:28:09 AM
No my Knee...left knee has Osgood Schlatter


http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Osgood%E2%80%93Schlatter_disease (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Osgood%E2%80%93Schlatter_disease)




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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 26, 2013, 10:33:39 AM
^The gift of a kiss and rice!
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/RICE (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/RICE)
 :*
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Post by: HyenaKing on December 26, 2013, 03:30:47 PM
Gift of imlnformation
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 26, 2013, 10:05:19 PM
*taps foot*

Where is my review TFV?

Did you find page 1 of my 10 page backstory inscrutable?
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: HyenaKing on December 27, 2013, 03:22:56 AM
No cartwheels! Morecartwhells!


In all honesty, my brain is fried.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: JollyGreenFox on December 27, 2013, 04:29:58 AM
Im so lost,  *Pokes tfv* he okay?
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Post by: MaskaTheOtter on December 27, 2013, 06:37:57 AM
I really liked your backstory
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Post by: HyenaKing on December 27, 2013, 06:45:45 AM
Im so lost,  *Pokes tfv* he okay?

*Stcks tounge out and twitches*
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: MaskaTheOtter on December 27, 2013, 06:46:44 AM
Im so lost,  *Pokes tfv* he okay?

*Stcks tounge out and twitches*


I think he needs vinegar
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: HyenaKing on December 27, 2013, 06:48:48 AM
*flops*
Aughuhuhh ... phgheaw!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: MaskaTheOtter on December 27, 2013, 06:57:04 AM
Let me just say a lot of things have changed in a week
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 27, 2013, 07:38:53 AM
Thank you Maska!  At least someone likes my work  XP

What a busy week.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: MaskaTheOtter on December 27, 2013, 07:42:29 AM
What a busy week.
You have no idea... :o
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 28, 2013, 08:34:37 AM
What kind of world would it be if we were all predictable?

As Spring hunts Summer
Raccoons spend a week away
Yet return to Fall
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 31, 2013, 01:22:07 PM
So here is part one of a two part story about Malatrix the Defiler, critical feedback would be appreciated:

Malatrix had thought about this day every day of the last nine years. Working and training; studying every text and every artifact.  Laying her plans.  She had studied at the feet of three masters.  As the rotting carcasses of the centaurs attacked her in a pincer movement, which revealed intelligence despite their zombified appearance, Mala thought of master Ashclaw.  From him she had learned the primal energies: chaos summoning and light conjuration.  The grizzled, old Badger would have dispatched these foes with an arc of plasma.  He would not have even missed a step.  Malatrix needed to save her power.  She ducked at the left-most centaur swinging her staff in a wide arc.  Side-stepping between them she struck at her true target on the right as the first enemy reared up to dodge the attack.  Mala struck the second of the undead with her staff.  The dull, milky-grey crystal at the tip darkened briefly as it touched the beast’s chest.  Before the centaurs could press their flanking advantage the crystal drained the water from the victim.  Its dust blew away in the hot Solstice winds.  Reversing the weapon, the pointed tip pierced the knee of the first assailant as it came back down on all four legs.  The limb gave way and the rotting face hurtled into the ancient carved paved road.  Spinning the staff in disdain she made the centaur pay for her delaying blow with all of its moisture.  People we so quick to use fire against the undead without thinking that their lack of water could be exploited in other ways.

The foul particles of dust whipped around Malatrix' face so she pulled up her cowl covering her cherry red ears and wrapped her wet scarf around her lower face.  Time to step up the pace.  Jogging then, Mala held her staff out behind her horizontally, as her second master Whitekelp had.  The albino sea-lion was deadly with many weapons but chose the staff most often.  He taught Mala about the Flow and how to power magic from the Arcane river which generated it.  Since learning defiling sorcery Malatrix had not tapped the Flow, but she could feel it, just beyond, but within reach if she needed it.

She was close enough to the tower now that details were visible, which is to say the lack of details.  It appeared to be hewn from a single piece of bloodstone, impossible but none-the-less true.  A modest sized building at the base, tapering gently to form a cone. No doors or windows marred its wall.  No creeping plants clung to it as they did to the other landmarks nearby, no living thing dared approach it; except Malatrix.  Then the fire-snake attacked.  Springing from its perch with the Sun behind it, it was virtually invisible.  However it drew primal energy from the Primordial plane.  The ripples that made in the fabric of reality were like a hawk cry of warning to Mala. She had been expecting this foe, counting on it in fact, and released the spell she had delay-cast.  It disappeared, the faint whiff of ammonia the only clue that it had teleported.  Her third and final master Xarienne has taught her how to create a magical form in her mind and draw on the power to make it reality yet not allow it to release.  The Dragonborn had been so pleased when her student mastered the technique.  Xarienne was very supportive, frequently offering positive feedback.  Malatrix sometimes thought the sunny disposition perfectly matched her teacher’s bright yellow scales and gold skin.  Just thinking of Xari made her lose focus in a wave of hatred and Mala chastised herself for the split second of weakness.  Murdering Ashclaw and Whitekelp had been a necessary and she took no particular joy from it.  Killing Xarienne the Wonderous was necessary too, though the pleasure of it might have been incentive enough, but that same joy would threaten the success of the mission. There would be only one chance and Malatrix would take it.

Closing the final distance to the base of the tower, Mala stowed her staff on her back and drew a pair of silk gloves from a belt pouch.  The Gloves of Lloth were cold and rough inside, though outside they were silky and smooth.  Ignoring the discomfort she did them up tighter than seemed necessary.  Placing her hands on the bloodstone wall, Malatrix started crawling up the side of the tower.  Within a few minutes she had climbed halfway to the top.  When the Archon appeared it was more fearsome and potent than expected.  Part man, part bird, but every aspect blazing with divine might.  It spoke its dread warning: “Do Not Seek To Enter This Demesne!  Only Death And…”, Malatrix gripped the wall with both gloves, bracing for a sudden weight and shattered the glass bead secreted in her mouth with her teeth.  The glass cut her but not badly and the deadly poison escaped.  The cloud of Void Breath expanded around her, a magical poison so deadly it was said nothing could survive it.  As she died Malatrix hoped that it was true, but could not see whether the Archon succumbed. 
 
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: MaskaTheOtter on December 31, 2013, 04:03:07 PM
As Spring hunts Summer
Raccoons spend a week away
Yet return to Fall
Just...  <.<
....Well >.>
I.... LOVE IT ^_^
My sister you have done it again.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: HyenaKing on December 31, 2013, 08:23:37 PM
Ah.
The mega story i jsut red, i think it has a little bit af a brupt stop, even though it ooked liked it was gradually abrupt.
Indecisive on wather its a abrupt or a gradual ending.

THE SMART VULPES HAS ARRIVED!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 31, 2013, 10:04:21 PM
YEs it does stop abruptly.  That is meant as a shocking cliff hanger!


Will there be a part two?  I hope so or Malatrix is doomed!!


Tune in next week...
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on January 02, 2014, 03:46:10 AM
An ending to an unanswered question, BAH!! It's too early to die!
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 02, 2014, 09:12:17 AM
What will become of our beloved protagonist? D=


She has a plan
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Post by: JollyGreenFox on January 02, 2014, 09:21:26 AM
Aint there always one :)
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Post by: HyenaKing on January 03, 2014, 12:03:34 AM
ohmygosh
so drama
parts 2
coming soon to a theatre near you
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 03, 2014, 12:22:32 AM
Yeah, I've written about a 3rd or part 2, but I have the structure in my head so.  It's just finding the time
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: HyenaKing on January 03, 2014, 12:22:59 AM
You'll find the time eventually!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 03, 2014, 12:30:40 AM
Yeah I wrote last night coz skype was dead
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: HyenaKing on January 03, 2014, 12:34:19 AM
WAT I WAS ONINE
YOUZ APPARED OFFLINE
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: MaskaTheOtter on January 03, 2014, 05:05:57 AM
Skype Can be a tricky one.



Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: HyenaKing on January 03, 2014, 05:10:27 AM
No, i'm jsut trying to gert out of a habit of telling people what to do.

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: MaskaTheOtter on January 03, 2014, 05:17:04 AM
No, i'm jsut trying to gert out of a habit of telling people what to do.


Have you tried taking sting and having it tied around your finger?
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: HyenaKing on January 03, 2014, 05:31:27 AM
I've put a gun to my head!


I Guess that does not pertain exactly.


I'll try that.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: MaskaTheOtter on January 03, 2014, 05:33:32 AM
*Takes gun*


Oh no you don't T_T
Maska's job is to protect you... No GUNS
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: HyenaKing on January 03, 2014, 05:34:37 AM
Ok.


I WANT PART 2 NOWWW
TRIXIE
THE HAPPY ONE
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on January 03, 2014, 05:37:44 AM
A second part would be nice... but she needs time.
Part 2 FTW
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: HyenaKing on January 03, 2014, 05:38:59 AM
PAAAARRRTT 2
Yes!

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 04, 2014, 04:44:08 AM
You sillies. :3

Here is a poem about my old dog (RIP <3).  Coz that's what came to me while I was doing some drawing.

My dog got lost in the town
It made me frown
I wrote it down
The biggest lie I’ve ever told
Since the Pink Sasquatch
When I was ten years old

I looked for my dog in town
Made a report
You know the sort
Where it asks for size and breed and such
It asked for colour
Their options were not much

My dog had eight shades of brown
Orange, choc, honey, tan
Strong tea, dark sand
I could not write down caramel
Brown dog betrayed him
Why not write ‘dead’ as well?

My dog got lost in the town
I looked up and down
I called the pound
They made me say a dirty lie
An obscene half-truth
That brought him home alive


Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: HyenaKing on January 04, 2014, 04:45:57 AM
Wow!
That is great.
I could hear emotion.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 04, 2014, 04:49:17 AM
I miss my ol' boy :')


But he got back from that adventure alive thanks to surgery.  But my face was grey with worry.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: HyenaKing on January 04, 2014, 04:52:16 AM
Color was brought to your face immediately after you heard/saw he was okay.

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 04, 2014, 04:57:33 AM
Yeah a bit of a story that in itself.  He was hit by car and another family found him and took him to a vet a long way from where he was lost so, it took a lot of finding.  But the family thought he was so lovely and well natured even while injured they would have adopted him.  His microchip had come out :(


Anyway I hope people like it.  It's pretty much what I think now when I hear the words "brown dog" but with rhymes.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: HyenaKing on January 04, 2014, 04:59:10 AM
I do like it.


I have a small red/brown dog on my lap now.
She's very cute.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 07, 2014, 03:01:57 AM
OK, the exciting conclusion to the Adventures of Malatrix the Defiler!


When last we left our protagonist things were looking grim:[size=78%] [/size][/size]The glass cut her but not badly and the deadly poison escaped.  The cloud of Void Breath expanded around her, a magical poison so deadly it was said nothing could survive it.  As she died Malatrix hoped that it was true, but could not see whether the Archon succumbed. [size=78%] 
Let's see what happens next! :D


It was cold.  Yet the pain in her arms felt to Malatrix like burning needles.  Her eyes were dry and she could not open them.  If her plan had worked, then she was still hanging from the tower by her gloves; their Spider Climb still working despite her lack of command.  Her death should have triggered a Contingency spell which released two minions: an Invisible Stalker and an Unseen Servant.  The Invisible Stalker had already been given its one command only to then be imprisoned in Malatrix’s laboratory dungeon.  Upon release it should have raced to her to read Mala a Scroll of Cure Poison, an estimated trip of three to four hours.  The bile taste in her mouth was consistent with that having happened.  The scroll neutralised most natural poisons instantly and the most powerful magical poison she had tested it on, Wyvern-spider venom, had taken nearly a full hour to leave her body.  That hour was filled with terrible visions which still disturbed Mala, visions worse than the madness of the eddies in the Arcane river or the writhing corpse pit she endured at the whim of the sorcerer king Wcjek ul’Gorthrasch.
 
She had allowed for three hours for the Void Breath to become neutralised, but allowing for delays there could have been over five hours until her second minion reached her.  Anything longer than four hours could leave lasting effects not restored by the Cure Poison.  Her Unseen Servant had been instructed to follow the Invisible Stalker to her location and place an amulet of Resurrection around her neck.  Its trip Mala had estimated at seven to eight hours.
 
By now her health should have been restored by the Resurrection spell.  Malatrix felt near the Threshold of Thanatos.  Something was not right, but what could have happened?  If the plan failed she should not be aware at all.  SPLOOSH!  A bucket of something masquerading as water was tossed in Malarix’s face.  Opening her eyes she could see she was not on the tower wall but hanging from shackles in an unknown dungeon.  She reviewed what she knew: she was no longer poisoned had felt the familiar effects of the Cure Poison spell.  So the Stalker had reached her.  She was alive but not well.  She was both injured and drained of vitality.  She felt her health had paid a terrible price.  An outcome more expected from the inferior Raise Dead spell, a spell she had decided against due to its limited restoration and terrible toll on the constitution.
 
“So delighted to see you awake Malatrix”, Xarienne’s voice was loud and clear.  Malatrix couldn’t bear looking at her.  She glanced at the ladybird crawling in a cage nearby, it’s red and black beetle wings a vivid contrast to the pale grey surroundings.  Steeling herself she turned to her master, “so my Master, is this a new lesson?  Am I to guess why you have imprisoned me?”.  The dragonborn laughed, her laugh earnest and bright like her face.  The sound evoked warm, lazy days just as her body evoked the Sun.  “That is so lovely that you would even continue your ruse little vixen” said Xarienne, “but you can spare us both, I know you planned to assassinate me.  I merely wish to discover why before I put you out of your misery”.  The gesture of mercy was offensive, but Mala replied “Do not concern your self overly with my misery most erudite of mages, I shall endure”.  The twinge of irritation at Malatrix was a petty trophy but satisfying, so she continued “Tell me O great Conjuress of yellow light, is there any reason I would want to kill you?  Not that this humble vixen could achieve such a feat anyway of course”.  Xarienne smoldered her breath weapon, as she did when she was doing minor adjustments to a potion, “don’t ask me what I asked you!” she snapped, “you know full well that is the thing I like about you least and the reason you have never achieved your full potential!”, Malatrix yawned.
Xarienne’s patience had run out, she slapped Mala’s cheek and drew back her claws preparing to cast a spell but held herself fast.  “Oooh” crooned Malatrix, “if this is what you wanted me for you should have said all along or are you saving yourself to catch a unicorn?” Xari snarled and cast her spell: Lightning Strike, her own variant spell, more precise than Lightning Bolt.  The spell Xarienne used against dangerous pests and vermin.   
 
Xarienne knew that her spell would do little damage, but so near unconsciousness Malatrix would be easy finished off.  She had wanted to know why Mala hated her so much, but would manage without the knowledge.  As the beam shot from her finger straight at Malatrix’s plain circular necklace Xarienne mused fleetingly that she had always hated Mala’s plain taste in jewelry. 
 
This particular necklace was one Malatrix had chosen specifically, it was the same one she had worn each time she challenged Xarienne’s authority or  did something particularly infuriating.  Malatrix had taught Xari to hate this necklace without her master ever realizing.  Mala held her breath, the necklace sitting high on her chest.  The Lightning Strike hit the reflective metal and reflected into one of Mala’s shackles exploding the dull metal and singeing the fur on her wrist.
 
Xarienne’s expression was still triumphant, realization many fractions of a second still to come.  With one paw free Mala released the fire snake.  It had not teleported fully waiting for Malatrix’s command to be released from its inter-dimensional conduit.  Unaware of the time that had passed, the fire-snake continued its attack, only with Xari now the unintentional target.
 
Preparing for her next attack, Malatrix summoned the defiling sorcery, draining the moisture from living things around her.  Xarienne’s ubiquitous Shield spell resisted the flaming fangs of the snake but she buckled over in agony as her life was sucked from her.
 
Feeling the temporary strength flow into her, Malatrix began the somatic gestures required to release an energy blast at her master.  Xarienne was impressed that Mala could cast the single paw variant with such ease and decided that she would end things quickly and decisively.  She began casting her own spell, a faster spell: Flower of Death.  It would erupt around her causing massive damage to those adjacent but doing significant damage to Xarienne herself.  And acceptable and temporary loss she reasoned.
 
Mala cast her defiling spell, the most powerful she had yet learned, though any Cleric of note could do better.  She cast a healing spell, her gestures merely and empty motion without the Flow of the Arcane river to make them become alive with magic.
 
Her health exploded and a sense of youthfulness flooded Malatrix just as Xari’s Flower of Death engulfed her.  The pain was irrelevant but the damage to Mala’s body was catastrophic.  She continued draining moisture from Xarienne to extend the Healing spell.  But she could see Xarienne would survive the combined assault whereas her own survival was not so clear.  “Just one pretty blossom?” taunted Mala and Xarienne took the bait and used her Repeat Cast feat to set off another Flower.
 
Malatrix drew her hidden stiletto from her hair and threw it at the ladybird’s cage.
 
The fire-snake confused after it struck Xarienne found its true prey and reared back to strike Malatrix.  The second Death Flower exploded tearing the snake apart and knocking Xarienne unconscious.  The blast smacked into Malatrix and ripped the flesh from her arms a she shielded herself in vain.
 
The stiletto cracked the lock of the cage and the three foot wide bug burst free from its prison.  Outside the cold steel it could reach out telepathically to its Owner  #Malatrix, I feared you would not come for me# Mala let the mind of the ladybird envelop her and felt the long absent but precious connection with her Familiar.
 
The bond between Owner and Familiar allowed for the sharing of strength and skill and health and Malatrix drew every spare spark of health from Esmeralda, her childhood companion.  And the blast from the Flower subsided.  Malatrix was barely alive, Esmeralda was on the verge of unconsciousness, but the snake was destroyed and the dragonborn was incapacitated and bleeding from the nostrils.
 
Together, Owner and Familiar, the two approached Xarienne.  Malatrix retrieved Xari’s own bloodstone handled Vorpal dagger and slit her throat with it.  There was no malice in her final cut, and she sheathed the weapon at her own belt.
 
The Sun was coming up as Esmeralda and Malatrix hefted the haul of treasure from the tower and started down the trail.  #I guess nobody comes between you and your Pet then Trixsie?# thought the Familiar, Malatrix smiled “You know I hate it when you call me that Esme”.  They walked into the dawn.
 
   
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: HyenaKing on January 07, 2014, 05:15:57 AM
cool story, cool beans, you did grreat!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 07, 2014, 05:50:37 AM
Thanks TFV


*hugs*


I dedicate it to you, my number one fan!


*hands trophy*
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: HyenaKing on January 07, 2014, 05:53:23 AM
*Takes trophy and starts hopping around*
I need to make some more writing tings, i've got some ideas.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: JollyGreenFox on January 07, 2014, 07:55:38 AM
*Claps*


YAYAYA Brilliant :D
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 07, 2014, 10:48:38 AM
*Blush*

Awww really, did you like it?  I wanted to keep you guessing: How Will Batman, I mean  Trixsie Escape?
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 20, 2014, 02:59:42 AM
Here's one.  It has a swear word in it but it passes quickly.

**censor** you cancer, you’re bad
You’ve taken everyone I’ve ever had
You took my step-father, my Mum, my Dad
I’d declare a war, a jihad
If I could just catch you
Ubiquitous creeper!  Rue
The day I vow to do
Whatever it takes to see it through
To put an end to your foul face
I have your scent, you left your trace
Ruthlessly I would track you to any place
Until we lock eyes and I chase
You and run you down and end
Your malicious life just to send
 A message to all you cancer friends
That I will not stop and will not bend
Yet I will tear you out, every spot
Then you’ll fear what this vixen’s got
But because I’m fair I’ll tell you what
We can do a deal, I don’t ask a lot
I’ll leave you and all your sleaze
Ignore your evil stain and freeze
All of my hostilities...
Just avoid my loved ones, vile disease
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: HyenaKing on January 20, 2014, 08:02:10 AM
great job.


cancer is a bad one.
Would have to say it's worse than many ways to lose a person.






*Calps!*
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 20, 2014, 08:59:13 AM
Yeah, my warning to cancer: wanna make it personal?  come at me bro!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: HyenaKing on January 20, 2014, 09:13:33 AM
Yeah, watch out, cancer.

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: MaskaTheOtter on January 20, 2014, 04:35:47 PM
... Drink Vinegar to help prevent cancer
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 21, 2014, 09:47:06 AM
Vinegar is one of the few thinks I can't swallow.

I think this has come up before but I had a vinegar drinking competition as a cub.  Maybe I've had my share for life?
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: HyenaKing on January 24, 2014, 06:20:31 AM
Vinegar potato chips!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 24, 2014, 10:13:07 AM
Salt & vinegar!!


*noms chips*
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: HyenaKing on January 25, 2014, 05:32:25 PM
And this is supreme writing write here.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on January 27, 2014, 05:12:48 AM
Wonderous Applause & Flourishes and Fanfares!
Well done Trix, well done!


Love it, good ending.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 27, 2014, 09:46:11 AM
Hey!


Glad you liked it Tim :D 


*hugs*


I wondered if you'd seen it  :S
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on January 28, 2014, 04:22:14 AM
Hahaha, i'll read your wonderful work whenever I notice... plus I was waiting for that ending :3 :P
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 28, 2014, 05:41:53 AM
Bless your longtail  ^_^
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on January 28, 2014, 05:43:59 AM
So, ambivalent? Hmmm
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 05, 2014, 04:04:25 AM
Must be due for a new poem I guess.



Joker, lover, servant, son
He would try to help out anyone
Puts himself second to the needs of those
He cares for, trying to ease their woes


Yet, as is often times the case
By putting others first he comes second place
His tender heart leaves him no choice
So he gets used and gets no voice


Time and again he suspects
Surely it is his turn next
For some kinds soul to put him first
To say “here’s a drink to quench your thirst”


Or “let’s go out, this one’s on me”
“Your money’s no good sir, it’s free”
Instead he ends up hurt and bruised
And becomes resigned to being used


But if no other will take a stand
Or raise him up or lend a hand
There is one who is ever grateful
That he is kind instead of hateful


And so I choose to take my turn
To put him first, though others spurn
Him and not see his heart needs fixin’
I would take blade in paw and slay my vixen


And return to the shadows from whence I came
A memory, a ghost, an empty name
But for now I live and with every part
I love the fox whose paw print’s on my heart

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: JollyGreenFox on March 05, 2014, 04:18:29 AM
Very sad yet very touching :3
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on March 05, 2014, 04:46:14 AM
^ What Jolly said. It's heartwarming and tear making, sort of.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 05, 2014, 04:50:40 AM
I guess you could say I was going for bittersweet.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on March 05, 2014, 04:53:17 AM
Makes sense. That last part had a dark twist.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 05, 2014, 05:02:14 AM
Makes sense. That last part had a dark twist.


This is what they will write on my tombstone
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on March 05, 2014, 05:20:22 AM
*Gasp* NOoo. They couldn't, would it fit?
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 05, 2014, 05:45:13 AM
You can make anything fit if you really want it to ;)
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on March 05, 2014, 05:56:39 AM
Oh gawd my mind lol... it's not fair. XP  CLEANSE THY THOUGHTS

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Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 11, 2014, 02:43:25 PM
It's been a while since I posted a song parody, so this to the tune of Elton John's Saturday Night's Alright for Fighting.
(warning the scenarios depicted in this song are fictitious and any resemblance to vixens living or dead is purely coincidental) :D


<REMOVED>
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: ShiroTenshiRyu on March 11, 2014, 02:45:46 PM
XD Oh my Elton would be shocked yet intrigued :P
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: George on March 12, 2014, 08:30:09 AM
...that was all too real. Someone clearly RP's. XD
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 12, 2014, 09:31:13 AM
Call it a lucky guess ;)
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: George on March 12, 2014, 09:32:27 AM
(http://gifrific.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/08/Ron-Burgundy-Saying-I-Dont-Believe-You.gif)

XD
You sound like you have experience with this sort of thing...
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 12, 2014, 09:37:38 AM

<





You must be this tall to go on this ride :3
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: MaskaTheOtter on March 17, 2014, 05:14:08 PM
Yeah I am that tall.

sweet song BTW
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 17, 2014, 06:02:00 PM
Height to spare I would think!  XD
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: MaskaTheOtter on March 17, 2014, 06:36:23 PM
I like being tall
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 17, 2014, 07:28:23 PM
I'm average height exactly for ladies, but I'd like to be tall like Galadriel.


I think I'm past my growth phase though :/


Shoulder ride?
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: MaskaTheOtter on March 17, 2014, 07:41:11 PM
Jump on. I am a strong raccoon
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 17, 2014, 10:07:38 PM
*Leaps on Maska's shoulders*


"Yay I'm Rainbow Dash!"


<3
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: MaskaTheOtter on March 17, 2014, 11:09:35 PM
*Keeps you balanced*
we only need one more pair and we can play chicken
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 18, 2014, 03:06:04 PM
(Latest writing, I guess it's a poem)


I Learned a Lesson:



I saw you, just standing
You saw me dancing
We spoke
I joked
You laughed HAHA!
I blushed
We hung out
You were kind
I made a move
You played it cool
We we're still cool
I found someone
You were supportive
We did our own thing
I had a heartbreak
You were busy
I took the hint
You fell for me
We spoke
I gave you a chance
You wasted it
I let you in
You saw my vulnerable side
I saw within you
You were empty
I was disappointed
You are gone
We are over
We never really were
You don't know
I learned a lesson
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: ShiroTenshiRyu on March 18, 2014, 04:36:23 PM
That's so beautiful Trixsie <3 So very beautiful
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: nixon/monto on March 18, 2014, 04:38:25 PM
So amazing much wow


Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: MaskaTheOtter on March 18, 2014, 06:14:46 PM
Oh Trix. that is amazing. you have such a way with words
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: NautilusWolf on March 18, 2014, 11:14:25 PM
That was BEAUTIFUL Trix.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 18, 2014, 11:30:27 PM
Thanks guys... I was thinking about Ben last night.  I didn't even know what I was going to write when I started with "(Latest writing, I guess it's a poem)", it was just a swirling something.  That's how it came out I guess  :(
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 19, 2014, 08:14:10 AM
Here's something special to me.  I hope people like it:






<REMOVED>
Yet I ache and it won’t go away
Can the sense of time cause an aching heart?
As I feel time dilate when we’re apart


Now my heightened senses feel the fire in the frost
And only my common sense have I lost
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on March 19, 2014, 11:19:56 PM
That's nice poem. Like the one before. They're good.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Nobi on March 20, 2014, 11:23:22 PM
*posts in this thread to receive updates on your writingz* :3
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 21, 2014, 02:55:06 AM

For lack of button
Of 'erudite following'
Procyonid posts



Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 24, 2014, 08:46:32 PM

Maybe I can put on a ribbon
So I will be more present
Or do more crosswords
So I can be more considerate
If I read more books
Will I be more understanding?
Should I not be a Buddhist
To be less self-centred?
If I drink enough
Maybe it would make me simpler
Then I could laugh a lot
And I wouldn’t be so sad
If I could just borrow you
I would be satisfied with forever a loan

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: JollyGreenFox on March 24, 2014, 08:48:43 PM
Awwwww :(
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 24, 2014, 09:04:17 PM
 :'(


My sweet, perfect fox.


If I had three wishes I would give you one, you have already granted one for me.


<3
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: JollyGreenFox on March 24, 2014, 09:09:35 PM
I seem to grant one for alot of furs maybe
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: MaskaTheOtter on March 25, 2014, 06:21:01 AM
*Gives sister a hug* That is so understandable
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 25, 2014, 08:44:45 AM
*hugs brother*


So many demons to exorcise at the moment  :(
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: MaskaTheOtter on March 25, 2014, 04:50:00 PM
Well you always have a shoulder to lean on with me
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 25, 2014, 09:08:54 PM
A lone raccoon, loyal brother
Trudges on one step after another
Slings and arrows, ice and snow
They do not stop him the merely slow


A yoke, by Fate is laid upon
His shoulders though he trudges on
Part Teddy Bear perhaps part ox
Inspiring me to be a better fox


And like Sisyphus's boulder
There is no respite for his shoulder
Yet still he always leaves a space
And says "dear sister dry your face"


He soothes away me silly tears
Holding in his woes and fears
This time is for another
Selfless hero, spirit-brother
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: George on March 25, 2014, 09:11:41 PM
JEE I W0NDER WH0 THAT'S AB0UT!

XD


That's actually really pretty, though. The chances of him feeling honoured are like


117%.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 25, 2014, 09:17:08 PM
117%  XD


 B)
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: MaskaTheOtter on March 25, 2014, 09:22:39 PM
Awe... That is so... Perfect (and true) I thank you. you are the greatest sister ever *Holds you close* Thank you
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: nixon/monto on March 26, 2014, 01:26:08 AM
;( the love...there's so much. It just makes me want to cry. ;(  you are a true poet trix...to good to be true.


Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: MaskaTheOtter on March 26, 2014, 02:32:10 AM
She is truly amazing in every way
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 26, 2014, 02:35:43 AM
I've been singing this song over and over recently and it has the line "anywhere below the mason dixon line" and I started singing monto nixon instead.  now it's become furry!  will post it later when i'm on a proper pc.


this laptop just gives me ragequit XD
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Post by: Tim Siguire on March 26, 2014, 04:27:52 AM
That poem appears to describe Maska so well.
A fair king is he, and a very good friend he is to be.


You are a cool guy Maska, Beautiful poem Trixsie!
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 26, 2014, 07:25:03 AM
Thanks Tim!

I think you are my most dedicated reader, so I like to keep you happy! :D
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Post by: nixon/monto on March 26, 2014, 09:48:46 AM
A song? What's the song called?


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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 26, 2014, 10:00:05 AM
This is the song


www.youtube.com/watch?v=IWrPlExOgWc[color=rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.498039)][/size][/color]
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Post by: nixon/monto on March 26, 2014, 10:07:05 AM
Cool! I'll give it a listen after school. :)


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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 26, 2014, 10:11:23 AM
I'm just typing up what I sing to it. 
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 27, 2014, 12:13:09 PM
But before I post that coz oooh something shiny!


 >.>


A poem/letter  :?



Dear buddies,
Forgive me please, for every word (including these)
That didn’t say the things they could or said something else, not what they should
You call me Trixsie, that’s just a name; the topcoat on our little game
And yet, in a peculiar way, it is me, more than I can say. 
It’s not just the things I do, the job I have, the housework too
It is the part of me that is lost, dreams that died, what my choices cost
Would I do it over?  It’s hard to tell.  Things are trixsie IRL
I’m more and less than what I seem, for here I get to live my dream
There is so much I’d like to say to all the furs who make my day
Like thank you, love you, ROFL, squee!  Instead I’ll just keep on being me
So, dear buddies, forgive me please, for every word including these

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Post by: Tyga on March 27, 2014, 12:16:05 PM
you, madam, are out standing


~bows~
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 27, 2014, 12:27:33 PM
Thank you!


*curtsies tipsily*


It's my first time using IRL or squee in a rhyme :3


These are the lyrics I sing in place of the proper ones to the Jerry Reed song.  Didn't plan it, it started with Nix and I'm a narcissist.  In a way it was inevitable XD



Well hello there buddy howdy do?
There’s somethin’ I’d like to say to you.


Are you from the Forums?  Those Furry Forums?
Aww
Now tell me fur could it be?
Yeah!  Well alright!
D’you know Trixsie?
D’you know Trixsie?
Coz this here boy, he knows Trixsie too. Haha!
Listen!
D’you know Trixsie?
I said “know Trixsie”
Coz oh!  Here ears o’ cotton lawd they beckon to me
I’d like to squeeze her, ‘n’ I’d like to please her babe
And all my furs back home they’d like to see
So if you know Kimmy/Foxie
BillyBob or Anoni
Or even if you know that Monto/Nixon guy
Then you’ll know Trixsie
Hooray for Trixsie!
Coz this ol’ boy knows Trixsie too
Drop in on her son!


Oh yeah!


Well if you know Luggz or Maska
Maine and Nobi
Kimmy/Foxie
Shiro, Jolly
BillyBob or Anoni
Or if just by chance you know that Monto/Nixon guy
Then you’ll know Trixsie
Hooray hooray for Trixsie
Coz this ol’ boy he knows Trixsie too
Yes if you know Luggz or Maska
Maine and Nobi
Kimmy/Foxie
Shiro, Jolly
BillyBob or Anoni
Or just even if by chance you know that Monto/Nixon guy
Then you’ll know Trixsie
Hooray hooray for Trixsie
Coz this ol’ boy he’s a furry too





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Post by: nixon/monto on March 27, 2014, 03:24:01 PM
Very catchy...I love it! I'm totally going to try and make this a song. Don't believe it? Watch me. ;)


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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 27, 2014, 03:56:19 PM
I'm watching!  :D
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Post by: MaskaTheOtter on March 27, 2014, 04:09:55 PM
I am watching too
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 29, 2014, 01:46:00 PM
Eyes dilated, I waited
Watching the future unfurling
Lips parted, I started
To explore the possibilities whirling
In my mind just to find
The thread of the future curling
Back more, to take my paw
And lead me safely... into danger


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Post by: Tim Siguire on March 29, 2014, 07:57:47 PM
Absolutely Wonderful!


Lets see.... The one with Squee in it, the letter... Very friendly, Empathetic.
The song, I laughed while I was reading it.. I just found the song a bit humorous.
This one under me... what's the word?... Mysterious?.. Imageful... I can't describe it Lol
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 30, 2014, 09:57:03 AM
Thanks Tim


I like to know how people interpret them, I just let them out of their cages XD
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Post by: Tim Siguire on March 30, 2014, 06:23:20 PM
You're Welcome.. I gotta say, you had me hooked on your poems and stories in the first 3 days you started them.


I guess i'm very much interested in your work.
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 01, 2014, 05:28:37 PM
Speaking of being interesting in my work...


I often seem to hear the phrase "marry me".  So for anyone considering my paw in marriage, see below.


On behalf of TrixsieCo incorporated, thank you for your interest.  All applications will be assessed and considered seriously.  A list of full selection criteria will be made available upon request.


To proceed beyond the first stage applicants are strongly encouraged to meet the following challenge:



First you must capture the Evening Star
Then marry it to the Morning Star
Imprison them both in a claw of gold
Gold that you found in a silver-mine
Set the claw atop swept shoulders
Support the shoulders with a slender band
Bevel the edge with a vorpal blade
Temper it all with dragon-fire
Engrave it with the secret words I sing to myself in my sleep.
With that ring you may propose to me.



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Post by: Tim Siguire on April 01, 2014, 11:01:49 PM
 :? @.@  Im soooo not understanding... or getting it... What.. is it a reference?
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 01, 2014, 11:18:23 PM
Nope.  I just really do often hear people say "marry me".  So for any prospective mates interested in catching a vixen, that will weed out the quitters.


XD


I'm told I'm a catch, but are there any hunters up to the task?
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Post by: Tim Siguire on April 01, 2014, 11:25:25 PM
Hahaha.... I would LOVE to try to survive this quest. :P
Good method... it basically asks: Are you going to work to get my hand? (heart, ring, etc.)
right?
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 01, 2014, 11:33:16 PM
Yup.  Pretty much.


You have my blessing to try Tim :)
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Post by: Tim Siguire on April 02, 2014, 12:13:58 AM
I don't feel worthy enough, :S
O.O honestly, I have thought about it.
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Post by: nixon/monto on April 02, 2014, 01:10:35 AM
I don't marry because I would never make one person higher in my eyes then any other. That would be like back stabbing my friends. Friends are all I look for and if any one has or does marry you trix then may they be as amazing as you. Love is hard to find but when it is found it is the most glorious thing you will ever see. (As I have once experienced.)


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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 02, 2014, 11:59:36 AM
I am lucky to have all of you in my life.


Tim to this day you have said the single most insightful thing about me I have ever heard.


Nix, I sing about you everyday :D


There is no one buddy who's relationship is the same as another and that's more precious to me than the uniqueness of snowflakes.  In a group they all look the same, but in a group you guys are... a beautiful jumble.
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Post by: nixon/monto on April 02, 2014, 07:10:49 PM
Awwww thank you! That was a prom it's self.( The bottom section.)


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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 02, 2014, 09:41:47 PM
Yeah, that's me: accidental poet! XD



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Post by: Tim Siguire on April 03, 2014, 03:30:56 AM
Heh, that means a bunch Trix! Glad you feel that way.
I will also agree on our friend group. More unique than a snowflake.
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 03, 2014, 10:35:28 AM
Here's one for a tiger I rather like ;)


Warrior poet
Hunter of hearts
Trapped in a shell
Of sorrows past

Wears the husk
Like second skin
Armour for future
Arrow or sling

Until a song
A silly laugh
Cracks the shell
Clean in half

Not you, but shell
Is all that's broken
And freedom's song
Is what you've spoken
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 04, 2014, 04:10:38 AM
Seawall

Life’s troubles, external and inevitable like an earthquake
I sit on the shore and know it is only a matter of time
Until a tsunami hits – unforgiving and devastating
Nowhere to flee, no time to get there, I wait
Resigned to my fate I watch the water leave
Borrowed by the sea only to be returned in anger
Ahead of the tide a wave of sadness breaks over me
My stoicism fails me and I cry out
A small, sad sound, tiny and piteous
Above the clamour and the uproar
Keen ears hear my feeble sob
A predator’s reflexes spur mighty muscles to bunch and flex
One powerful leap and before me stands the Hunter
He pounces and for a fleeting moment I am stunned
How could the universe be so cold?
Face in shadow, his chest towers above, his claws close around me
And again I resign myself to my destruction
The tidal wave hits then
It’s leviathan strength crashing and swirling
My final act of futility, I hold my breath…
I must've started breathing again because that is all I hear
Slow steady breathing
Then I hear my heart strong and rhythmic
Then another sound, rapid, a humming bird’s wings
I gasp for air!
My breathing ragged and desperate, like a thirsty dog
A moment of clarity then
I am the bird, I am the dog then who?
I open my eyes I didn’t know were shut
The steady breath the strong heart the face in shadow
The pain on his face a mirror of my own
Another wave hits then, of relief
Washing away my sadness
And the mirror smiles, relief in symmetry
The waters drain away and he holds me safe
Sleep comes upon me then
I barely hear his first words:
“It will be OK, you are safe, I am here”
 
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Post by: Tyga on April 04, 2014, 04:18:55 AM
My god, thats incredible  :o




Thats one of the best..poems?..no thats not right, poem doesnt come close....epics I think I have ever read. It took my breath away
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Post by: MaskaTheOtter on April 04, 2014, 04:34:06 AM
Tyga is right. That is one of your bests without a doubt. I am glad to see that you got your spirit back
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 04, 2014, 06:05:19 AM
Thank you Maska!  Credit from Tyga seems apropos, credit to him for being my seawall <3
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Post by: nixon/monto on April 04, 2014, 04:54:06 PM
You truly did capture the true meanings of most human emotions. Scared,sad,happiness, and relief. You did 110% with this epic. Very inspiring   


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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 05, 2014, 03:33:35 AM
Aww thanks Nix!


*hugs*


I'm particularly proud of it... I love it when an idea comes out better than I hoped for.


As a cub I had a recurring dream of watching a giant wave approach.  Like a giant breaker.  Used to scare the fear outta me until I was just empty and waiting.  I'm sure I tapped into that.
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 06, 2014, 06:17:05 AM
This thread of mine has many views
That's not my doing, I don't choose
Who looks where and who reads what
I just write stuff and post the lot
But of late I've wondered and have confessed
Who looks most: buddy or guest?
Lurkers lurk and look unbidden
What's a User status "hidden"
Well for the record, I'd like to say
Thanks for looking, I don't mind, OK?
So friend or stranger, near or far
I really wonder who you are
If you like my stuff, or think it's shit
Please comment... I guess that's it.
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Post by: Tyga on April 06, 2014, 06:56:03 AM
~applause~ well said Miss Trixsie
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 06, 2014, 07:40:26 AM
On the topic of people taking an interest in me.  I special big cheerio to all those furs interested in my love life!


Want to know more?  You're always welcome to PM me! :D  But for anyone too shy, here's a little insight.





What do you think I am, a hussy?
Because I feel like I’m just too fussy
I want young at heart in an older guy
Who asks what I want not questions why
Indulges my most silly whim
But tells me no when I need that of him
Laughs at my jokes because he gets them
Dries my eyes instead of wets them
Is a mighty beast yet a stronger man
Both a critic and an ardent fan
Who knows the joy of time in pubs
And that nothing comes before your cubs
Shares my taste in children’s shows
Says he loves me once he knows
Loves that I’m a woman grown
Knows in a crowd I feel alone
Will scoop me up and spin for fun
Will wind me up and let me run
Doesn't just want my looks
Improvises when he cooks
Writes me poems that give me wings
And a million billion other things
I may as well wish upon a song
As hope this guy will come along
If he even exists, it’s too late
A fool falls for someone with a mate
In a world without radiation, I’m Geiger
I’m done, I give up!  "Oh, hi Tyga... "
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Post by: Tyga on April 06, 2014, 08:00:08 AM
Beautiful as always. You just keep going from strength to strength with your writing


<3
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Post by: MaskaTheOtter on April 07, 2014, 03:06:14 AM
Let me first say that you two are beyond perfect,

and now I will say that that is a really good poem
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 07, 2014, 05:01:11 AM
Cold winds scatter seeds
Biding time til Spring nurtures
Love's first tender roots
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Post by: George on April 07, 2014, 05:02:44 AM
...


Applause (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IxAKFlpdcfc#)

That was truly special. :o
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 07, 2014, 06:00:24 AM
Let
Other
Vixens
Envy


Highly
Improbable
Meeting

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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 07, 2014, 01:15:28 PM

Sometimes I cry
It makes me cross
I don’t know why
I feel a loss


When everything
Is going well
I feel a sting
And I can’t tell


What to do
Or where to turn
Enjoy the view
And watch it burn


Keep it safe
Nestled unseen
Am I a waif
Or warrior queen


An iceberg alone
Part of the herd
Immobile stone
A soaring bird


I don’t know
What did you think
Some just so
Answer and a wink


Was coming up
An ironic laugh
I’m just a pup
I don’t know half


The things I’d like
To puzzle through
No day’s alike
But I love you

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Post by: nixon/monto on April 07, 2014, 06:16:46 PM
You poems bring me joy and sometimes they make feel strong but I more think of you. Like a rose in the morning covered in glistening due. That strong heart of yours is like a tiger, that fights it's way to tyga.  "May your days be Prosperous and fruitful."


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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 07, 2014, 11:57:36 PM
I can't tell how much it means that you say this Nix *hugs*



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Post by: nixon/monto on April 08, 2014, 01:00:58 AM
*hugs back* you bring the light to my day sometimes. :) keep on keeping on trix! (My favorite moto!) ;)


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Post by: Tim Siguire on April 08, 2014, 01:03:49 AM
Wonderful poems Trixsie... I want to say.... im happy for you!
And good workings.
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 08, 2014, 01:12:59 AM
Buddies


I want to say a buddy's a friend
But my friends send me round the bend
Or buddies are like family
But they always abandon me
Buddies, are they the ones who lurk?
Nah, I know that type of stalking jerk
It's hard to say just what they are
No one's the same but they're all on par
I guess they love instead of hate
In Australia we just call them "mate"
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 09, 2014, 03:51:13 PM

I turned my head and the wind turned cold
I left a space in my bed for you
I woke and looked at the emptiness
I could not face what I knew was true

I felt the rain and I felt alone
I must have left the window wide
I woke and looked at the crying glass
I knew the storm was just outside

I couldn't wake, but I couldn't sleep
I pulled the covers and clutched my hair
I thought maybe you had stirred, but no
I cried, it was a dream that you'd been there
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Post by: nixon/monto on April 09, 2014, 04:44:56 PM
Ok this is a "legit!" Poem. This is absolutely amazing!! I must know, what was your inspiration?


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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 09, 2014, 05:25:52 PM
Thanks Nix, I hoped it would connect with someone.


Inspiration-wise...  Basically I missed Tyga, and no matter how much I suspend my disbelief I go to bed alone.  To emphasise that I chose to start each line with 'I'.


I woke up today and it was raining, but I was too half-asleep to open my curtains to look and all I saw was grey sky.  The rest is poetic license.
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Post by: MaskaTheOtter on April 09, 2014, 05:30:02 PM
Oh Trix you are a truly amazing. You word show your inner beauty and shows the great knowledge that you have
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 09, 2014, 05:33:56 PM
Thanks Maska


I do my best :3


The only other details I can ad Nix, is I chose to repeat a word in each stanza's first line just as a rhythmic device and I kept thinking about the word ghost in every line, I just never used it XD


If anyone would like me to write a poem on a topic just give me one and I'll write something for you.
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Post by: nixon/monto on April 09, 2014, 06:27:12 PM
"It's the saddest that smile the brightest."

How about a person (thing) who loved it's life so far but now hates it? I can't think of a plot. :)


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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 09, 2014, 07:17:18 PM

How's this Nix



The shadows of the desert clutched at the man
He staggered on, gritted teeth full of sand
To find the Cave of Wonders he could withstand
A brief discomfort to grasp the Lamp in his hand


His map was expensive but money's just stuff
The power he sought could repay him enough
He was young but ambitious, wiry and tough
His father said get a job this plan is just fluff


He found the cave and he set up his camp
Like a cat he trod the subterranean damp
Ignoring all else he ascended the ramp
Until finally he grasped the Wish Genie's Lamp


He rubbed the lamp with its coating of dust
The genie appeared "MAKE THREE WISHES YOU MUST!"
Abundant power and wealth and his object of lust
And for many years hence he ruled and was just


But as the years passed and his youth slipped away
The things that he'd wanted were hollow and grey
His real happy times were watching the play
Of his children as they laughed through their day


Until a plague struck that spread through the land
And Death claimed his children with his bony hand
The man's spirit was broken and his palace so grand
Just mocked him with memories so at last he did stand


And walked once again through desert wind so strong
But his heart was deaf to the shrill howling song
As he returned to the Genie he had thanked all along
Not for wishes this time but to ask where he went wrong


The Genie appeared and saw the man's eyes
And he took pity and said "MAN, EVERYONE DIES"
"But I wished for the things a young man should prize"
"FOOLISH OLD MAN, YOU SHOULD HAVE WISHED TO BE WISE"
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Post by: nixon/monto on April 10, 2014, 12:31:43 AM
Awesome! Very very great. (Oh and btw you should join the party. There a rave party. It's called "rave it out!!" It's in the fun or section.) you have a true natural talent my friend! ;)


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Post by: Tyga on April 10, 2014, 02:41:35 AM

I turned my head and the wind turned cold
I left a space in my bed for you
I woke and looked at the emptiness
I could not face what I knew was true

I felt the rain and I felt alone
I must have left the window wide
I woke and looked at the crying glass
I knew the storm was just outside

I couldn't wake, but I couldn't sleep
I pulled the covers and clutched my hair
I thought maybe you had stirred, but no
I cried, it was a dream that you'd been there


you made a grown man cry. Happy now?
<3
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Post by: Tim Siguire on April 10, 2014, 03:16:19 AM
OOH!!... Oohoohoohoo! The ending of the desert journey thing is... ooh it gave me feels lol. It also made me laugh a bit. It's great.


And Tyga, the feels of that poem, heh. Strong feels.
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 10, 2014, 06:37:21 AM
Thank you gentlefurs.  I'm glad you liked it Nix, that's your poem to spec.  I must have been mad to choose that rhyming scheme.


Tim, it is serious and funny and poignant (or so I'd hoped) but remember, you read it as a young man.  Learn the warning it holds or find yourself learning its lesson in old age. :D


Tyga, I love you and that's what I feel when I wish I could hold you but can't.  It's devastating.  And completely worth every moment I have online with you.


For the record, real men don't cry, they eyejaculate *giggles*
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Post by: Tim Siguire on April 10, 2014, 06:54:58 AM
So, Enjoy what I have now, and Don't wish for it when i'm older?
I'll take it to heart.
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 10, 2014, 07:19:01 AM
That is another good philosophy.  But the lesson is if you want to be happy when you're old, don't plan to be an old man with the trappings of a young one.  If you meet a happy old man, ask him what he did right :)




Anyone else dare to risk a poem to order?  Can you handle dem feelz? ;)
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 10, 2014, 03:22:44 PM

The Bad Voice

You blew into my life
I thought the window was shuttered
A blazing inferno


One flash, you engulfed me
My tiny candle's flame guttered
As oxygen fled me


You said you were a spark
And I the Sun, pure, uncluttered
My voice tried to say no


That I was a nothing
SILENCE! you cried and it stuttered
Then the horrid voice fell silent
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 11, 2014, 02:13:28 AM

There is no sun today
I am cold and sore
I do not like the way
My rich heart feels so poor


My piano is cold
Ivory and death
Unburst clouds look old
Sighs syncopate my breath


Sad, rural, beach-side town
Mad ghosts in my head
My poor tiger is down
I’ll put him back to bed


Then snuggle in with him
Close up stripes a blur
Fox and tiger both grim
Together fur on fur

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Post by: Tyga on April 11, 2014, 09:19:41 PM
You give me feels, such mad feels.


Excellent as always
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 11, 2014, 11:53:58 PM
There’s a tiger in my bed!
I did not put one there
I wonder if he’s friendly
He gave me quite a scare
 
There’s a tiger in my bed!
He has a hungry face
Do you think he wants to eat me
That would sure mess up my place
 
There’s a tiger in my bed!
With great big pointy teeth
It’s best that he is on my sheets
Instead of underneath
 
Because I do not have much room
That’s just how it is
So if he wants to sneak inside
We should go back to his
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Post by: Tyga on April 12, 2014, 01:49:16 AM
I found this hilariously adorable




sadorable if you will
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Post by: hdrgn on April 12, 2014, 09:05:13 AM
Wow trixsie  :D you make som really good poems
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 12, 2014, 01:13:32 PM
Thanks hdrgn!  If you tell me your favourite, I'll give you a cookie :D
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Post by: hdrgn on April 13, 2014, 01:11:03 AM
The genie one

*opens mouth*

cookie?  :P
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 13, 2014, 12:57:24 PM
Cookie living wyrm
Open mouthed he awaits noms
Vixen plugs his hole


:D
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: hdrgn on April 14, 2014, 06:53:12 AM
*swallows cookie*

thankyou trixsie  ^_^ i love cookies
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 14, 2014, 02:39:47 PM
This one's a shout out to Blues Traveler



Anything is possible
My wildest dreams came true
I wanted something better
I had problems making it through the night
I think you make me happy
You think I’m kinda special
One way or another you treat me well


You weren't wrong thinking I wanted something better
You weren't wrong thinking I had a problem making it through the night
You weren't wrong about any little thing
You weren't wrong, and you are so right

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: George on April 17, 2014, 05:42:02 AM

Vixen plugs his hole


:D

dat line tho  D:
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: hdrgn on April 17, 2014, 05:50:24 AM
What about it?
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Aiko Kitsune on April 17, 2014, 06:13:16 AM
-cuddles Trixsie from behind- hi there trixsie how are you doing  :D
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 18, 2014, 05:10:32 AM
*Snuggles Kimya*


Hey Kimmy, doin' good  ^_^


Just getting my senryu on, see:




I went down all day
Tyga was all I thought of
PC problems suck
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Aiko Kitsune on April 18, 2014, 11:10:28 PM
well that good  ^_^
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 19, 2014, 10:36:08 PM
The Cloud People



The cloud people, they are coming.
They always come.
Some times it’s the pale ones, the ones that glare.
Other times the dark ones, the ones that storm.
Almost, I think I prefer them both to the plain ones.
So drab they don’t attack, because you realise that they think they have already won.
I’m still learning how to read the signs:
Cloud people approaching!
The signs themselves can hide behind clouds.
Who saw that coming?
Someone told me they are made from tears.
But I am certain they are made from long sighs.
Some people don’t like the ones that show you a glimpse of blue sky.
The showers show the things you can’t reach.
But I still like to see the sky, so I always go out.
Whenever the weather report says chance of showers.




 

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: hdrgn on April 20, 2014, 04:50:46 AM
Absolutely wonderful  ^_^
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 20, 2014, 04:52:45 AM
*hugs*

Thanks buddy :D
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: hdrgn on April 20, 2014, 04:56:56 AM
*hugs back*

im just telling the truth trix...... if there is one thing i can do right, its to tell the truth
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 20, 2014, 11:11:11 PM
My words, they are my sword
And an anagram which is funny
My toys when I am bored
They can be vinegar or honey


The do so many tricks for me
Even my name is a cunning stunt
When I want them to flow free
They just obey, I don't have to hunt


I want to shout with joy
To share with others what I feel
I found the most amazing boy!
But that seems like no big deal


So if you have read my writing
And felt the clouds open up above
Shared my tears and playful biting
Know beyond words' grasp: my love

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tyga on April 20, 2014, 11:15:25 PM
Awww that's sweet, funny and adorable all at the same time  XD


~kisses~
<3
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 21, 2014, 09:24:38 AM
I tried to listen to music
Because I was feeling bad
But the sad songs were too happy
And the happy songs were sad


The blues just didn't cut it
Nor the lonely country strains
Even Mozart failed me
All I hear is pain


I wish I could blame another
For the music-less state I'm in
But there just is not a song
For what I've done to him
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 21, 2014, 12:42:24 PM
You can't know, what you mean to me
You can't see the things I see
You can't feel the hurt I've got
You can't cut out the deepest rot


But you just go and do your thing
You find me a new song each day to sing
You know of pain so you ease my strife
Effortless you grant my wish: new life 

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 23, 2014, 12:17:20 AM
You said you loved me
Loved me for my mind
Now I am stripped of my defenses
Please be kind


You said you loved me
Loved me for who I am
How could you even trust a fox
We're just lies and scam


You said you loved me
Loved me for how I made you feel
I said I would make you happy
Did I break the deal?


You said you loved me
And I said I loved you too
Now the future is a scary place
But I'm glad my future has you
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tyga on April 23, 2014, 01:02:12 AM
Beautiful Love, you continue to go from strength to strength


<3
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: hdrgn on April 23, 2014, 04:56:20 AM
You two are the poem professionals  ^_^
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: MaskaTheOtter on April 23, 2014, 07:13:33 AM
So beautiful.... cant help.... but cry.... Gahhhhh
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 23, 2014, 11:28:10 AM
Thanks guys <3

Yeah, underneath the awesomeness and chicken murder I'm really just a big softy :3
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 24, 2014, 05:02:52 AM
Based on 'The Tyger' by William Blake.  The original is the contemplation of the magnificence of the tiger and by degree the nature of the maker of the mighty creature. 





Tiger, tiger, burning bright
Give us a kiss you big sexy beast
No that doesn't seem quite right…
It’s not my fault you’re a sensual feast


The burnt fire of thine eyes
Reveals the immortal source of you
Likes brimstone raining through blue skies
Or maybe just too much home brew


And what shoulder and what art
Could reach beneath my tender breast?
To shoo away shadows from my heart
And cop a feel and make a jest


Why the hammer? why the chain?
Seriously dude what’s up with that?
Beyond mortal ken and mortal strain
Not some pretty, petty, fluffy cat 


<REMOVED>


 ;)
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on April 24, 2014, 05:17:10 AM
That just threw me all over the place o.o
He wrote well.... based on... Good touch Trix.
Didn't you have a thread with little, mini stories? (I can't help but put little and mini together >:( )
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 24, 2014, 05:19:04 AM
Tiger tiger burning bright
Can you feel the love tonight
No wait that's Elton John
This is the thread my stories are on
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: hdrgn on April 24, 2014, 05:19:33 AM
Wonderful *claps* absolutely wonderful  :D
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tyga on April 24, 2014, 05:20:32 AM
erhmahgerd!!!


Laughing so hard and yet D'awwwwwing at the same time


so sadorable <3
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: hdrgn on April 24, 2014, 05:22:52 AM
Isnt it just great?  ^_^  sooooooooo much talent and skill
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 24, 2014, 05:25:33 AM
It probably seems a bit random to anyone not familiar with the original, but I like to think it would make the original hard to read seriously again.


If only I could some up my feelings in a poem.  All of these are just dandruff compared to the shoulders of my Tyga.


Anyone who doesn't know the original, edumacate yourself.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 24, 2014, 08:48:56 AM

This is part one of a short story based on a idea for a painting I haven't done yet.


It’s late. Far from any city, no streetlights pierce the curtain of night.  Rain falls steadily from the heavy clouds that hide the stars.  By the side of the road a vixen walks.  She is soaked through and tired.  All hope is gone, just like her backpack.  After hours of hiking she had finally flagged down a car.  Some wolves, out for a hoon and a howl.  They said "throw your things in the back and get in".  So she had.  Then they started on her.  She should have seen that coming, but the evening chill had dulled her pessimism just long enough for her to put trust in strangers.

She trudges onward a little faster, recalling in anger how they had tried to play their wolf games with her... and the fight.  She sucks the wound on her paw, the blood long gone but the pain not lost in the cold.  She trips, again.  The old highway was now more edge-breaks than road.  If only she had her coat, it was waterproof and warm and there was a chocolate bar in a pocket... Don’t be a cry-puppy she scolds herself.  The wolves had that as well, no point padding over old ground.  The Old Forest take all wolves and oath-breaking foxes!  This road just keeps going.  Indeed the old highway had over twenty miles left of potholes and roadkill before it started up the mountains.  Then nearly ten miles of winding hairpin bends, snaking their way up to the table top of Old Dog’s Loft.  An ugly road up an ugly mountain in ugly weather.  The vixen’s mood was becoming ugly now too.  Trying to lift her spirits she thought of where she’d be this time tomorrow a fancy room, expensive linen, a full belly, the fire glowing through the night as she slept away her... She loses her footing in some loose gravel and falls hard, skinning her fore-paws and grazing her head.  In that moment the universe seemed to shift from uncaring to simply vile.  She sits up, checks her injuries and just bursts into tears.  A small, damp fox in the darkness, alone.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on April 25, 2014, 02:52:39 AM
you spelled rain wrong but I knew what you meant. I like it, very detailed, interesting how far forward it's going.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 25, 2014, 04:06:02 AM
Thanks Tim, I've fixed the typo.  That's just the sort of thing that bugs me, especially if I don't see it for months XD
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tyga on April 25, 2014, 04:07:07 AM
Im still waiting patiently for the next part :P


No pressure or anything  XD
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 25, 2014, 04:08:39 AM
I've just gotten out of the shower as you well know!  Don't make me choose between writing and getting dressed.   XP
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tyga on April 25, 2014, 04:10:48 AM
dressed is optional :P
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 25, 2014, 12:45:16 PM
The story continues...


Despite the aches and worries, the cold and hunger, sleep beckons the vixen.  She knows that would be dangerous and yet the oblivion is like a siren’s song.  Even the risks have a temptation… she shakes her head.  C’mon silly fox, big girls soldier on.  Standing up she rubs some feeling into her paws and strides on, avoiding the treacherous gravel edges.  It must have been another two hours she guesses before she first heard the noise behind her a car?  Moving out of the middle of the road she wrings out her hair, wipes down her muddy paws and then scowls at her blouse.  It was ruined already, but now it was ruined with fresh mud streaks.   The vehicle is drawing nearer now, a distant rumble in the centre of a misty halo of light, showcasing how many tiny droplets are in freefall.  Shaking her hair free it falls about her shoulders, wrung out but still quite damp, the vixen puts on her best smile and sticks out the hitching thumb: the universal symbol of hope.  It’s a truck!  The fox loved trucks, the smell the sound the names.  The drivers… Please have space, please have coffee and please have good music, please, please, please! 


The headlight themselves where visible now and the running lights too, she fancied she could see the driver, tall, rugged, handsome.  She knew she couldn’t really though and at this stage she’d accept short, bookish and ugly.  In fact she’d be happy with barely any space, no heater, no coffee and Slim Whitman B-side on repeat please just stop.   The driver dipped his lights, he must have seen her, and she could hear him slowing down with his gears.  Or could she?  He’s going too fast… The air-horn sounded: loud, abrupt, alien.  Not the sound of her childhood, when she would pump her paw in the air to mime sounding the horn to truckies, Truxsie some of the regulars called her at the Gravy Depot truckstop.  This sound was rejection, it said ‘get out of the way’, ‘get back in the gutter stupid fox’.  Her thumb had said ‘yes please’ but the horn replied ‘no thanks’.  The massive long-nosed eighteen-wheeler hurtled past.  A log truck, a Kenworth she thought distantly, dust and debris whipped around her like a hurricane and then she fell over in the vacuum of its passing.  Its tail-lights red and sinister.  Mere minutes passed and she was alone in the dark again.  Damp, cold on the ground and so, so tired.  Caught between wanting to lie down and needing to stand up she was frozen in indecision.  I’m not at the bottom, I’m not at the top coz this is the stair where I always stop.  She laughs then, the song had always seemed so sad and yet at this moment it was the most joyous thing she could imagine, it gives her the strength to stand again.  So she stands.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 26, 2014, 07:04:33 AM
I'm sick today
Please do not call
Just go away
Or don't come at all


Don't think me rude
Don't think me shady
It's not coz you're a dude
Or because you're a lady


It's because I'm sick
And don't feel well
If I act like a dick
It's because I'm in hell


So it's not you
It's me alright?
No guests is what I do
Except tigers, at night
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: MaskaTheOtter on April 26, 2014, 09:09:58 AM
your story is awesome. it tells the very unfortunate story but keeps giving you hope. I cant wait to see where it leads...


and your poem makes me want to make you some soup and give you a warm hug
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tyga on April 26, 2014, 09:31:11 AM
I would like to see more of the story, the foxes plight has drawn me in....I may have to resort to bribery to get some more


chocolates
flowers
baths ran
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 26, 2014, 10:44:25 AM
No one likes so see a vixen down on her luck. 


Or do they?
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on April 27, 2014, 12:43:20 AM
So hopeless, it seems. There is yet to be an ending!

Second sentence, it says The instead of She. just saying.

I wish for you to get better, I want you to get better.
No friends o'mine shall fall ill!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 27, 2014, 01:05:33 AM
Thanks Tim, correction made :)


Will write the next section tonight, stay tuned.


Slightly less sick today too, so keep that chicken soup coming Maska!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: MaskaTheOtter on April 27, 2014, 03:12:13 AM
*brings in tray with bowl of soup and some crackers* here you go big sis. careful it is hot
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 28, 2014, 07:53:49 PM
Soup powers my next installment!







The vixen walks a while longer and the rain becomes heavier.  Before she has reached the foot of the mountain the temperature drops further and the rain turns to hail.  Looking to the sky, the ice pelting into her face and battering her useless clothes, she draws strength from her anger.  Someone up there hates me, and they’ll be sorry if I get my paws on them… but her train of thought is broken by the approach of another vehicle from behind.  Again she straightens herself out as much as she can and offers her jauntiest thumb and warmest smile to the oncoming headlights.


With a shudder of relief, the thought of getting a ride somehow forces her to notice how cold she has gotten.  Stray facts about hypothermia wander through the vixen’s mind, then suddenly everything seems to slow down… the hail drops from the sky at forty five degrees impossibly slowly like diamond snails descending an invisible hill… the lights belong to a car its indicator pulsing like the ancient heart of a Balrog, slow and inexorable… Trixsie’s smile softening with relief as the car begins to pull over then falling like ice calving from a glacier as recognition hits… THE WOLVES! Adrenaline flows and the fox leaps to the side, falling badly into the culvert.  Time returns to normal as their howls Doppler past, the sudden stab of pain in the fox’s ankle from an awkward landing then a blinding lightning bold through her field of vision as her backpack connects with her temple.  The car speeds off in a spray of cruel laughter and cries of “got her” and “good shot”.  The vixen crawls back onto the road, not even with a purpose, her pack hooked on her sleeve, tearing her shirt as she drags herself forward, blood trickling down her face.  There is a bright yellow light and then darkness. Oh no, they've come back for me!

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 01, 2014, 01:54:31 AM
Before the next installment, a brief lighthearted interlude:



And as I lay me down to sleep
I know that Tyga a watch shall keep
And if by chance I do not wake
I hope he shags me for old time's sake
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 01, 2014, 06:17:05 PM
The fox's tale continues:





The vixen cannot move.  Cannot even open her eyes or speak.  She can tell there is bright light and a deep rumbling noise… and warmth.  Footsteps, slow and heavy… no quick and agile.  A voice says “Little one, can you hear me?  You’ve had… an accident.  I’m just going to touch you okay”.  A gentle paw feels the fox’s head, checking her injuries.  “Well we can’t leave you here little one” the voice says and the vixen feels strong arms scoop her up like she were a damp rag.  Opening her eyes just a crack she can see a white furred paw grabbing her backpack without supporting her any less.  Beyond it she can see a truck, the source of the rumble and the heat, this close she can’t make out much about it except the license plate: W1947, then she is being lifted warm, dry fur soft against her face, and her senses are again filled with a rumble and heat.  He’s a truck, she thinks, a truck that drives a truck and lets out a faint giggle.


“Well hello little fox, you’ve had a rough time, but I think you will be alright.  Not far up ahead is a place we can stop and I shall make you some soup.  Later you can rest but for now it’s best if you can stay awake.  My name’s Tyga, how do you feel?” Trixsie opens her eyes and takes in her surroundings.  She is in the cabin of a truck travelling at high speed, the wipers fighting furiously against the downpour.  Across the engine tunnel a large white tiger sits behind the wheel, his black stripes looking like windows through to the night.  Neither shaggy nor primped, his fur matches his demeanour: casually confident.  Watching the road, but turning to check her regularly, his eyes are kind.  Pale blue like meltwater and tired, like they have had to see too much recently.  Oh that smell, that smell is heaven she thinks and says “you have that new truck smell…” and falls silent as she hears her own voice, dry and crackly like poplar leaves in autumn, she barely recognises herself and wishes it was someone else when she realises what she said.  Tyga raises an eyebrow ever so slightly and then a laugh explodes from him, a deep natural sound, like someone tickled a stormcloud.  “Well fair vixen, that’s most likely the truck itself you can smell, though maybe she’s rubbed off on me already.  I’ve certainly been accused of smelling of worse things in my time.”  Looking at the showroom condition upholstery, the fox sees she has got mud and blood and Dog knows what on her seat and blanket I have a blanket? “Oh what must you think of me?  I’m so sorry, and so rude.  I can’t believe I’ve made such a mess… my name’s Trixsie” she says and her eyes well up suddenly.  Tyga’s amused expression turns serious then “no” he says “don’t even think it.  Wight here is a nice rig sure enough, but she’ll be dirtier than this before the week is out”, the tigers face softens again “it’s you I’m worried about… Trixsie”.  Blushing slightly the fox says “so your truck is called White?  Is that because, um, you’re a white tiger?  She is lovely, she’s an FH right, one on the new ones, Volvo sure make a nice truck don’t they?  Is that a Swedish thing do you think or just good business sense or… I’m asking too many questions aren’t I?  Ooops, that’s another one isn’t it?  How many horsepower?  Six hundred I guess… wow this cabin is big”.  Finally the fox takes a breath and the silence drinks in her awkwardness, but Tyga chuckles at her excitement and does his best to answer her, relieved that she seems to be gaining strength.  “Well Trixsie, first up I didn’t name her Wight.  Perhaps it’s because of her number plate”, though something guarded in his expression tells her there’s more to it, “and yes she’s a Volvo FH.  You seem to know a thing or two, was your Dad a trucker?  And you were close, the D15G engine comes in six hundred horsepower but this is the seven.  I dunno if it’s a Swedish thing.  Anyway, we’re here now, let’s get comfortable, get your fed and you can machine gun questions at me until you need to sleep, sound okay?” Trixsie nods silently in agreement, suddenly hungry as Tyga pulls off into the car park of a recreation area with toilets and play equipment.  Finally able to take his eyes off the road, he shifts in his seat to face the vixen and her breath catches at the sight of his muscles rippling smoothly beneath his lustrous fur.  “Really, nothing to say little one?  What’s the matter, cat got your tongue?”, and in the face of his lopsided grin for a moment she thinks that doesn’t sound like a bad idea.

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on May 02, 2014, 05:19:49 AM
Would have never guessed Tyga to be the 'hero' of this story. It's good, the tension was relieved and safety was delivered. Great.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 02, 2014, 05:46:06 AM
Well, don't count your vixens until their hatched  o.O  there is at least one more installment to come.  Though I have a feeling it may blow out to two.  I'm worried we haven't seen the last of that worrisome wolf gang  D:
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on May 02, 2014, 06:01:52 AM
Those wolves are just puppies with muscles! Troubling Delinquents!
But they did seem to do some damage to the fox, not again D:
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 02, 2014, 06:16:50 AM
I know what jerks!  I can't wait to find out what happens next (I mean, I know what I'd like to see happen, but I can't control what I type.  Or at least that's what the Judge said) XD


Also, I hope other fur want to find out too.  It's hard to know when you write something you like yourself whether others will too  :$
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 02, 2014, 11:41:25 PM
I've been finding I can't enjoy singing my parody of Saturday Night's Alright for Fighting now that I'm not part of the free-wheeling single crowd, so for my own high-volume, driving pleasure, Saturday Night's Alright parody version 2:



<REMOVED>
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 04, 2014, 01:30:15 AM
Happy one month anniversary Tyga <3



Every day that races past
Reminds me the universe is vast
The astronomical facts is
Earth spins once on its axis

A year to give us some contrasts
Is how long the journey lasts
For the Earth to orbit mother Sun
But in between is much more fun

The seven day week we’ve got
Is that natural?  Surely not!
It’s just a throwback that we use
If you want to you could blame the Jews

Months as well are they made up?
Some arbitrary thing?  I say nup
Not a lot of people know
A month is the time it takes to go

In an orbit around my heart
All the way ‘round and back to the start
Through the dark side and back to light
Only the brave travel that strange night

Yet there’s one who took a chance
And joined me in a merry dance
And showed that while he orbits me
I orbit him, entwined and free
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 04, 2014, 12:10:01 PM

 >:(
Hey wolf you should reflect
On how to talk with more respect
There's some ignorance that needs fixin'
Don't ever cross a vixen
You messed up the shit you started
It stinks, so don't be like "Oh who farted?"
You think I care if you self-harm?
Just go and buy the **censor** farm!
Did you think I should give you pity
Is that why you got so shitty?
I'm the queen of vixens, I'm the best!
Who are you?  *pokes chest*
I know it's not who you say
Catfish-wolf stay out of my way!



Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tyga on May 04, 2014, 12:13:20 PM
uh oh....




~breaks glass on the "in case of angry vixen" emergency supplies~
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on May 04, 2014, 12:18:59 PM
For some reason, this reminds me of this:

Ken Ashcorp - Olympic Gold (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZiGoGHXT0Ys#ws)
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 04, 2014, 12:30:51 PM
Maybe coz I can't rap either XD


I'm so white.


It's touching you even looked WWG
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on May 04, 2014, 12:37:01 PM
I have to read almost every post on this forum, it's part of the jobby.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 04, 2014, 01:09:14 PM
Dawwww, did you hear that, he tries to read everything I write  ^_^
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on May 04, 2014, 01:10:52 PM
Tyga's thread is MORE interesting though...

(http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m3knjkKy2e1roc8peo1_500.gif)

Just kidding, but dem errors make me raugh.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: George on May 04, 2014, 05:54:56 PM

 >:(
Hey wolf you should reflect
On how to talk with more respect
There's some ignorance that needs fixin'
Don't ever cross a vixen
You messed up the shit you started
It stinks, so don't be like "Oh who farted?"
You think I care if you self-harm?
Just go a buy the **censor** farm!
Did you think I should give you pity
Is that why you got so shitty?
I'm the queen of vixens, I'm the best!
Who are you?  *pokes chest*
I know it's not who you say
Catfish-wolf stay out of my way!
(http://i.imgur.com/IzJjZZv.gif)


Also I know what this is about. I don't like 'im either.  :P
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on May 05, 2014, 12:20:37 AM
That poem could be put in a short cartoon. Heheh.


It's interesting.... I could try to mix it with Intergalactic by Beastie Boys.


That farting line made me laugh... sometimes I feel mean when I find humor in serious stuff.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 05, 2014, 12:35:33 AM
Thanks Tim, I'm always interested in what you think of my work.  Hopefully I will have time to do the next part of the short story tonight.


Sometimes humour is the anaesthetic that lets me get the fishhooks of seriousness out of my brain.


Have Intergalactic in my head now XD
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 05, 2014, 06:23:17 PM
And the adventures of Trixsie, Vixen at large, continue! (in part 4):



The fox leaves Tyga setting up the sleeper cab and heads to the toilet block to clean up.  Her pack is soaked and her shattered art set and toiletries have leaked and almost everything is ruined.  The lighting is cold and flickering from cheap fluorescent lights and the mirrors are metal but she could still see she looked terrible.  She fills a sink with hot soapy water and takes off her blouse, washing it as best she can.  Once sleeve is ruined and she tears the excess away and removes the other side to match, drying it off under the pawdryer.  Setting it aside she rinses her hair, the warm water like the reviving breath of a paramedic first on the scene of an accident.  To think, a day ago I would have worried that I don’t have conditioner.  She puts her hair up wet while she cleans her injuries and does an all over wash.  Those wolves are gonna pay, I’m sure it will spare some poor future vixen harm, but it’s not for them, it’s for me, for revenge, for justice.   The fox lets her hair out and uses the pawdryer again smiling that this is the first time she’s done this outside of a nightclub.  Getting dressed she heads back to Tyga only to find him sitting on the swings.  He turns his head at her near silent footsteps, wordlessly beckoning her over with a soft smile.  The vixen sits on the swing beside him facing the opposite direction and swings while he remains still.  “Wow, um, I mean… “ Tyga stares at the transformed Trixsie clearing his throat he starts over “I didn’t realise you were a red fox, figured you were a Rodent Of Unusual Size”, the fox laughs at his Princess Bride reference, throwing her head back in the joy of the moment as he continues “I just wanted to talk briefly before we eat.  You might say talk business before we relax.  I’m not sure where you’re headed but the next town along the highway is Lextalionis.  I can take you there, but I can’t take you further… my uh, current contract is very specific about no passengers” the tiger’s pale blue eyes search the ground idly, a look of doubt on his face.  Bringing her swing to rest the fox stands before the great cat, his soft ears still higher than hers, despite sitting so low.  “Tyga” she speaks his name like a blessing but he continues to study the dirt “you saved my life.  You’ve been thoughtful and chivalrous and you’re worried you can’t take me further?”  He looks up then and sees her expression as their eyes meet, a low growl of desire escapes him involuntarily and the impulsive vixen kisses him suddenly.  His reservations forgotten, he returns her kiss, wrapping an arm around her waist and lifting her off the ground as he stands.  The fox, oblivious to the fact she has been swept off her paws, has her eyes closed, lost in the sensation.  Her mouth filled with his breath and the touch of his tongue, her mind filled with his eyes and his strength; time is lost to her.


The mid-morning sun wakes her and she scents her favourite prey: bacon.  Opening her eyes she sees she is in the luxurious sleeper cab, she is bundled in blankets.  It is not clear whether the second bunk has been made or not unmade Oh my Dog… coffee! “Morning little one” calls the tiger and continues his whistling as he tends the small cooking fire.  The bacon is crisp and the coffee is bitter, they tiger and the fox sit in pleasant silence, neither aware that this is the happiest the other has been in a long time.  They work as a team to break camp and before long they are on the road again.
“So” asks Trixsie “what is there in this…” “Lextalionis?” Tyga finishes her sentence, “not much, a general store, a mechanic, a hotel or brothel depending on the time of day and… I suspect the wolves will be there too.  If they are the ones I suspect you had your run in with”.  The fox grins “well, that’s for the best then.  It doesn’t sound like a place to linger in and the sooner I explain their mistake to them, the sooner I can leave the town and the wolves behind me”.  Her eyes are bright and Tyga is wise enough in the ways of vixens that he spares them an argument she will never concede.  As they journey onward they talk of music and books and jokes and realise over and over how much their tastes overlap.  Tastes overlap thinks Trixsie and remembers their kiss, the rest of the night as blurred as the ‘Welcome the Lex Talionis Falls’ sign they race past.

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Post by: Tim Siguire on May 06, 2014, 04:15:30 AM
Two words.... Passionately Progressive ;)
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: ShiroTenshiRyu on May 06, 2014, 09:51:02 AM
Trixie once more your words hypnotize me. I'm beginning to wonder why I stopped reading your stuff. But seeing as I read a month's worth of beautifully illustrated and perfectly tampered writings I believe I've earned some forgiveness <3
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 06, 2014, 03:43:09 PM
*hugs*


Forgiven, you've been busy!
So long as you EVENTUALLY read my stuff ;)


Stay tuned for the next exciting episode!
*dramatic musical sting*
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: ShiroTenshiRyu on May 06, 2014, 04:00:40 PM
I did read it allll silly fox
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Post by: Tyga on May 07, 2014, 09:39:19 AM
I want more storeh! That Tyga fella seems nice.


 <.<
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 07, 2014, 12:39:41 PM
Meh.  I think that fox sounds like a cool chick ;)
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Post by: ShiroTenshiRyu on May 07, 2014, 12:43:28 PM
I like them both. Not enough lynx if you ask me though :P
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 07, 2014, 10:02:41 PM
^A little lynx goes a long way, maybe it needs more dragon :D


Here's a poem that started writing itself before I woke up.





My sweet tiger, he is my rock
He has a great, big heart and a great, big shock
Would not shake him from his love
So pure he took my foxglove
In his paw and drew me in
To that sacred place beneath his chin
We I can hear his fiery heart
Beat in time with that special part
Of me that is kept deep inside
Now that sacred place is where I hide
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 08, 2014, 12:40:45 AM
Sunlight reflected
In my canary's bright song
Remembers Summer
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 08, 2014, 01:49:19 AM
Fox: Smoke across clouds
Shortcuts through night's longest reach
Private equinox


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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 10, 2014, 11:23:15 AM
The other day I met a fur
I did not know I knew of her
Though quickly did I realise
She was 'the ex', not mine, my guy's


Here we go I told myself
I she some mischievous elf
Does the cat come to play
Or is she after other prey


No fur wants a tigress stalker
Jungle hunter, shadow walker
So best to give a friendly shout
Not assume what she's about


And so I have a tigress friend
Who's back I'll have until the end
Don't fear the stranger in your place
Give the shadow a hug and a face
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Post by: ShiroTenshiRyu on May 10, 2014, 03:34:39 PM
I love it Trix I really really love it!
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Post by: Milly Snowpawz on May 10, 2014, 07:56:46 PM
Trix! *hugs Gal~ Big hugs*

beautiful.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 10, 2014, 10:51:03 PM
:3


Thanks guys


Sometimes poems say it best!


Happy Mother's Day Milly! <3
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 12, 2014, 02:58:06 PM
Still waiting on some good writing time for the story.  Either too busy or not in the right headspace.  This poem gives some insight.



People don’t believe me
When I say how I feel
Unless I say I’m happy
It’s dismissed as not real
Or they’ll tell me some equation
About how to judge my worth
The things I do or say or think
Or compare everyone on Earth
But how I feel is not a function
Of merit based on my utility
No matter what I accomplish
I feel this dark futility
That all my effort will go to waste
That the things for which I strive will fail
That those who say they love me lie
And I just want to hug my tail
And curl into a soggy ball
To cry until the pain subsides
But I know that rarely does it help
To release the hurt I feel inside
I know that people care for me
And want to make me feel some joy
Well at the moment there is one
Who helps and he is my tiger boy
So if I’m having Tyga time
It might be that I must ignore
So please don’t think I’m being rude
But I need him to hold my paw

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Milly Snowpawz on May 12, 2014, 08:00:00 PM
Thats georgous Trix it really is, and so very touching <3 Loves Girl!
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 12, 2014, 08:20:13 PM
Cheers stripy ears!


I think more people should use the words 'equation' and 'utility' in poems about their mood disorders.


:P
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on May 14, 2014, 04:24:40 AM
Thats georgous Trix it really is, and so very touching <3 Loves Girl!

Yip Yep! ^_^
You two are great.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 14, 2014, 06:36:37 AM
Thanks Tim! :D

*Grins at Milly*

Should we take a bow babe?

>.>
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 18, 2014, 12:34:50 AM
Too late!  The next chapter Truck Trials and The Hitchin' Vixen?  Yeah but nah XD  That's not it's name but here it is:







The fox walks around the truck as the tiger locks up.  Wight the truck is black and for the most part still shiny.  The trailer reminds Trixsie of the waste management trucks she used to share the early morning roads with.  Not square but rounded like a carton of bad milk, with two rigid bands reinforcing it.  There are signs warning of contamination risks.  “So, what is in here?  I’ve felt it shifting all morning” asks the vixen, holding a paw to the cool metal.  “Well” begins Tyga, “did you hear about that landslide, the big one in New Arcadia?”  Trixsie nods, her face solemn.  “That’s right” he continues, “though technically a landside obliterated Old Arcadia and a mudslide took some of that debris plus the old cemetery and buried New Arcadia… anyway there was a lot of public pressure to make a monument to the dead and rehouse the remains from the old cemetery, but money dried up and now there is to be one great mass grave and memorial.  This is the first of about thirty loads for the new memorial”.  Trixsie pulls her paw back from the metal suddenly less comfortable.  “I’m gonna go order something, what d’ya fancy?” asks the vixen, recovering quickly, only to receive a naughty grin in reply.




Entering ‘the diner’ as she was charitably thinking of it, Trixsie queues to order.  Immediately she sees two wolves leaning over a worried cheetah girl.  One senses he is being watched and turns to face the fox recognising her immediately.  The wolves break off from the poor girl who makes a run for it and approach Trixsie “How ‘bout that Halffang, looks like you just can’t dump some trash” jokes the scrawnier wolf, the fox slaps his face leave four deep scratches.  Halffang grins but the bleeding wolf lunges forward and launches a calloused fist at the vixen.  She faces it unflinching, but the fist stops short with a dull smack, caught by a much larger paw.  “You need to learn how to talk to a lady” says Tyga, now applying pressure to the seemingly tiny wolf’s paw, “BAD DOG!”.  Halffang is holding a butterfly-knife and Tyga and Trix are suddenly in motion.  The great cat extends his claws destroying the wolf’s paw and leaps at Halffang, taking him down through the countertop in a storm of splintered wood and wolf blood.  The vixen backflips, landing on her hindpaws behind a third wolf wielding a fire-axe as he heads towards Tyga.  The wolf with the shredded paw bolts for the exit and Tyga stands up from the remains of the counter and the wolf, he stands alone.  The fox attacks the axeman biting deep into his neck with her sharp but small teeth, he merely throws her aside as he raises the axe and swings it hard and low at the tiger.  The fox hits a pole hard and goes down, Tyga already moving to her, steps on the axe in mid-flight, jarring it from the grip of the wolf who only realises his blow will never land even as he himself is toss aside with a broken neck.  Picking up Trixsie, Tyga sees she is conscious while outside a car revs loudly.  “I’ll be fine Tyg” whimpers the fox, then growling deep “go after them, GET THEM FOR ME!”

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Post by: ShiroTenshiRyu on May 18, 2014, 01:18:18 AM
Well that... Escalated. Oh well I still love it!
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Post by: Tim Siguire on May 18, 2014, 04:31:13 PM
The short action sequence. OOH IM FOAMING WITH EXCITEMENT!!!
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 18, 2014, 04:50:41 PM
Hoo hoo!  I hope it's exciting, I wanted to have more in this installment but ran out of time.  Action continues soon!
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Post by: HyenaKing on May 18, 2014, 06:21:11 PM
Great. It is fun to read slowly.
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 18, 2014, 06:34:30 PM
Thanks Vulpy!  Once I'm done I'll have to cut and paste it all into one entry and read it myself with the objectivity of distance.
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 19, 2014, 06:40:35 PM
Moar action?  Yes sir I want moar...



The vixen stands and walks slowly to the exit as the tiger runs outside after the injured wolf.  The wolf is not in sight but Tyga sees more of the pack.  One, having tagged the engine grill with ‘Trash’ is smashing in the windscreen with a hatchet, a second is writing ‘Victim’ on the trailer then throws his spray can as a ’68 Mustang convertible pulls up.  The car is red with chrome and the driver is jet black.  The car revs as Trash and Victim jump in, Tyga reaches Wight as the three wolves accelerate away.  In the sleeper cab is a compartment; Tyga takes out a double-barrelled shotgun engraved with the name ‘The Kindest Thing’.  Now the truck is in motion and the loaded shotgun and spare shells sit amidst shattered glass beside the tiger.


Behind Trixsie, the injured wolf sneaks up on her with a knife in his good paw and stabs viciously at her back!  She turns around just as he falls from a frying pan to the head; a young she-wolf is holding the pan and wears a staff name badge saying ‘Juliet’.  She kicks the fallen wolf for good measure and an old score, and grins at the fox.  Trixsie looks her up and down, her big bright eyes, denim cut-offs and t-shirt that declares ‘The Customer is Always Right Stupid’ but they are interrupted by the sound of the rest of the wolf pack in a tow-truck speeding after Tyga and sending a cloud of dust into the air from the gravel carpark.  “Uh oh… I’ve got to help Tyga!” cries the fox.  Juliet, a quick judge of character throws Trixsie her keys “Sky-blue Triumph Tiger 800XC, and not a scratch on her” she says and kicks the wolf at her feet as he starts to move.


The Mustang rockets down the straight, flat highway, the Volvo not far behind, looming tall and menacing.  With the windscreen smashed out the truck’s cab looks like some giant robot locust fresh from being bottled in a bar fight.  The face of the driver is grim but obscured.  Jet drives and Trash howls and hoots at the truck while Victim drinks from a stubby then hurls it at Wight.  The bottle shatters on the air dam and Victim grabs another.  Trash loads a crossbow as Victim throws another half-drunk bottle, smashing the driver’s side mirror.  Far behind a dented old tow-truck is following but not gaining any ground.  Meanwhile further back, Trixsie’s hair and tail blaze behind her like an angry red comet as she rides, head down.

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Post by: ShiroTenshiRyu on May 19, 2014, 07:02:54 PM
Gotta love how red she is ^°^
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 19, 2014, 07:11:35 PM
Hey time for a joke?


Q: What's black and white and red all over?
A: Tyga when Trixsie's in the mood! XD


Stay classy TFF :D
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: HyenaKing on May 20, 2014, 10:02:29 PM
Oh, a new type of writing i absolutely loathe.
Stick to storywriting?
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 24, 2014, 10:29:23 AM
He tucks me in and kisses my hair
Says "I'll be here, whenever you're there"
Reads my nonsense, laughs at my jokes
Nuzzles my neck and surprise snugglegropes

Lets me find out just who I am
Cheers  me on when I don't think I can
Knows my dark moments and loves me in spite
Wakes at the same time as me in the night

Surprises me each and every day
Make me feel like the song 'She's Got a Way'
Makes me feel like I actually matter
Is amused instead of annoyed by my chatter

I want him to know that we are absurd
Some crazy tale I wouldn't believe if I heard
My love with all of my heart and my mind do I send
So much more than a mate: my dearest, sweet friend
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Post by: HyenaKing on May 27, 2014, 02:23:20 PM
Oh excelent. I find it cute.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 27, 2014, 02:36:16 PM
Glad you like it!


Keen to do the final installment of story, but have been so busy.  Maybe tonight...
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Post by: ShiroTenshiRyu on May 27, 2014, 02:41:42 PM
Yay! *Hugs* I love it!
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Post by: Senjiku Ayakashi on June 03, 2014, 05:11:06 PM
Well to start off the writing from beginning to end really improves, though several small grammer and punctuation errors are made the stories are well written. (who doesnt make mistake i have no clue if you do let me know!) i enjoyed the stories most because i have written a few short stories and am currently working on one now. poems i enjoy but yours i loved i read from beginning to end and felt like i sorta related to them. the one on page 9 i believe was really dark and i loved it the most. hope you keep going ill continue to read.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on June 06, 2014, 03:16:10 AM
You sent a message an hour ago
At least the computer tells me so
Just an hour, barely a blip
The time of day you take a trip

So why do I feel so alone?
Why do I desparately want you home?
I'd thought since you are always there
For me, today's my turn to care

To say it's OK to take a rest
You try so hard to be your best
Swat aside the buzzing flies
The hiveminds and the emocides

Let today be an easy run
Mass Effect 3 sounds like fun
If anyone, your time does waste
Put a vixen in their face

You know, O love of loves
What I'm like without my gloves
And yet I find that this hour
Only the length of a lazy shower

Has gone on now for o'er a day
Or two, or ten, I cannot say
Why do I feel like life has left
Am I so weak as to feel bereft?

When I must sit and watch TV
Hardly a global tragedy
I guess sometimes we feel apart
And sometimes not, it's like my heart

Plays tricks on my silly head
Like when desire for you keeps me from bed
And you must take from me my phone
Yet stay with me so I'm not alone

You messaged me an hour ago
At least the computer tells me so
Silly fox trumps silicon
Time means nothing when you're gone
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Post by: NautilusWolf on June 06, 2014, 05:33:33 PM
Mind= BLOWN.
So much imagery, amazing vocabulary choice, and as always a work fit to be displayed at the highest honors! Also, MASS EFFECT 3. 'Nuff said.
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on June 08, 2014, 04:52:31 AM
Night
 The hunter approaches from downwind
 The prey, seemingly oblivious
 Sits at ease

Close
The hunter coils for the strike
The prey, closes its eyes for a second
She strikes!

Success
Rewarded for her patience the hunter feasts
Her mouth watering with hunger
The prey grins
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on June 10, 2014, 06:10:40 PM
"But what about the story?" I hear you asking.  Well, I've been busy so here's a little more  :*



The truck thunders down the highway.  Less than a pony’s length ahead the Mustang races on, devouring the white stripes before it as the flicker by.  Taking aim, the wolf Trash fires on Tyga, the bolt rips the through the big cat’s shoulder pinning him to the seat.  A mighty roar erupts, more rage than pain and in fear Jet swerves slightly and loses speed.  Wight smashes hard into to the rear of the car buckling the chassis and making it fishtail to the side.  The Mustang’s rear axle is flush with the front axle of the Volvo: the perfect position to side swipe the car and make it spin out of control and Tyga knows it.  Victim knows too and in a desperate move leaps from the car onto the truck clinging to the passenger side door.  Tyga turns to see him climb through the door, his shoulder pinned he cannot reach for his shotgun.  Realising this Victim grabs for it and lifts it ready to get the upper paw.  The white tiger slams on the brakes and everything not nailed down flies forward suddenly: the shattered glass the spare shells and the shotgun wielding wolf.  The Mustang hurtles ahead too, Trash watching as Victim flies out the shattered windshield and falls.  Victim, as a reflex reaches back with the gun.  Too far beyond the rig he runs out of time and hits the road half grating, half bouncing he loses his momentum the shotgun thrown into the air and he goes under the truck.
Only dimly aware of the noise of the wolf slamming up and down as he is battered beneath the truck, Tyga is focused on the trailer swing resulting from his sudden breaking, the trailer resolute on maintaining its original speed had swung out on the driver’s side.  Accelerating and veering to the same side. “This isn’t gonna work” growls the cat and the rear most wheels of the trailer clip the body of Victim and get air.  Is if the universe wanted to make a liar of him, the trailer falls into line after the tractor unit, it’s traction and speed traded for the life of a wolf.  Bargain the tiger chuckles at the thought.  As he bears down on the Mustang again he spares a glance at his shoulder, considering whether he should do something about it only to see The Kindest Thing returned to the seat beside him.  “Well I’ll be buggered, I should have bought a lottery ticket” he says, unable to see the tow truck closing on him from behind due to the busted wing mirror.

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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on June 16, 2014, 03:22:07 AM
That terrible distance
How I hate it
I sense it and wonder
Is it just in my head?
Do you feel it too
And if you do
Could it not just be
In both our heads?
It makes me want
To draw you close
Closer than I've ever known
But if there's one thing
One thing more frightening
Than that terrible distance
It is the distance up close

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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on June 18, 2014, 04:12:39 AM
Here's one I wrote for Ben:

Time's passage
Turning wounds to scars
Making comedy from tragedy
Being killed in bars

Sometime the mind
Watches it go
But not very well
Too fast or too slow

And when we fail
To follow time right
It can make us bored
Or anxious or can excite

But time only varies
With gravity and speed
Not with our mood
For it pays us no heed
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Senjiku Ayakashi on June 22, 2014, 08:30:34 PM
HOW COULD I NOT respond to this loveliness when others havent. Bens was awesome but i truly like the hunter one
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on June 22, 2014, 08:39:07 PM
Thanks Sen!


Glad to know someone's still reading :)


I must do the final installment of the story too...
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Post by: Senjiku Ayakashi on June 22, 2014, 08:43:18 PM
*uses jedi mind trick* you must also message me back!!!
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on June 25, 2014, 01:00:43 AM
I miss him
I miss him
Not just to kiss him
Or things I want to tell him
Or things that I told him
Not just to hold him
To snuggle in close
Isn't what I miss most
Nor when he tucks me in bed
And kisses my head
I miss my big cat
Just a silly old chat
About music and stuff
Old pm's aren't enough
Not even by half
They don't make me laugh
Not like when he's here
My sweet lover dear
Knows just what to say
Huggles all my sad away
Circumstances I hate
Keep us apart of late
It just can't be fixed
And so I'm betwixt
The time that was
And the future because
That is when
At last in our den
We'll look back to this
When I no longer miss
My light, my spark
My kumfee in the dark
I miss him
I miss him
My every, my all
I miss him
I miss him
My one true Seawall
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Post by: Ben on June 25, 2014, 01:31:51 AM
That was Beautiful
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on July 22, 2014, 02:10:40 AM
I'm really, really trying
So hard, to be good
To take my pain and push it down
Because I promised I would
But even though I've locked it up
And buried it inside
I can still feel it wiggling
Like some maggots being fried
Stabbing me with every move
So I try to stay so still
Lest the hurt drive its hooks in deeper
And it makes me feel so ill
When I see a new offense
I can't help but want to cry
But instead I ball the fresh hurt up
And push it down to die
So now I play the waiting game
To see which crumbles first
My resolve, or someone's dream
And try not to think the worst
But I made a promise, I took the bet
If I lose I just hope I know I've lost
And if I win the bet I lose the hurt
And recoup this awful cost
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Post by: Ben on July 22, 2014, 02:57:57 AM
What are you holding down my dear friend
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Post by: HyenaKing on July 22, 2014, 05:10:09 AM
I'm really, really trying
So hard, to be good
To take my pain and push it down
Because I promised I would
But even though I've locked it up
And buried it inside
I can still feel it wiggling
Like some maggots being fried
Stabbing me with every move
So I try to stay so still
Lest the hurt drive its hooks in deeper
And it makes me feel so ill
When I see a new offense
I can't help but want to cry
But instead I ball the fresh hurt up
And push it down to die
So now I play the waiting game
To see which crumbles first
My resolve, or someone's dream
And try not to think the worst
But I made a promise, I took the bet
If I lose I just hope I know I've lost
And if I win the bet I lose the hurt
And recoup this awful cost
You made me cry.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on July 22, 2014, 10:21:34 AM
@Ben, if I told you I wouldn't be holding it down.


@TheUnknown, I'm not sure if I should say thanks... but thanks.  I couldn't cry, but I had to let a little out :(
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Post by: Ben on July 22, 2014, 03:02:12 PM
It made me cry a bit too it made me realize that everyone holds things down and that helped me let some of it out
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on July 22, 2014, 03:14:55 PM
Sometimes I cry, but today I just feel tired and my eyes burn instead.  I have to let stuff out in little bits.  If I just let go completely I'd be a total wreck and I have too much to get done to breakdown.  :/
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Ben on July 22, 2014, 04:02:24 PM
I know what your saying it's the same with me
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on July 22, 2014, 08:28:42 PM
When I see an old black stump

Hollow and dead
I used to think
That's just empty
A shell for bugs and worms
Maybe even pity it
Compared to the trees around
A burned out, hollow dead husk


But now I understand
That is the price
That's what is left
After the lightning strikes
The memory of heat and light
The experience of such raw power
So don't pity the stump
Pity the trees, those poor, lonely trees





Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Ben on July 22, 2014, 08:56:33 PM
Very good
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on July 23, 2014, 08:36:10 AM
All the words are turned to dust
I can't see what can follow
Only anger if this was for lust
I choked on the poison I tried to swallow


Can't think straight for need of sleep
Can't sleep for broken thinking
Darkness closes in and bites deep
The pain grows yet I am shrinking


Now I beg for oblivion
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: MaskaTheOtter on July 26, 2014, 04:12:37 PM
*holds Sister in my arms*
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on July 28, 2014, 11:45:24 PM
*huggles*
Poplar leaves flutter
A blade of sunlight slays them
Scent of victory
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on July 29, 2014, 03:57:48 PM
Sunlight and flowers..
Cool, you got your Deep Jungle outfit on. Rockin!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on July 29, 2014, 04:02:55 PM
Yep, just derpin' through dat jungle XD


I love poplar trees.  They smell nice.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on July 29, 2014, 04:08:29 PM
Never seen or heard of a Poplar Tree... I Must see! O_O
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on July 29, 2014, 04:15:17 PM
That's what my haiku was about.  My primary school had a row of poplars but they got cut down.


:(
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 11, 2014, 02:23:34 AM
I'm me, as hard as I can
Whether I'm with a girl or a man
When I'm in a group or on my own
I'm me face to face and me on the phone


That's me, that's how I am
Don't order turkey if you want ham
If watching me fly is what you love
Don't give me a cage just sky above
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 12, 2014, 07:01:13 PM

Month One
My heart sings of thee
I wrote this poetry
Contemplate your face for hours
See your eyes in wild flowers
To be with you I stay awake
Missing you is an unbearable ache


Month Two
I love you now more than ever
It is a travesty we are not together
My ever-lasting love you'll learn
Can overcome any concern
That this is not what we expected
Should make you joyous not dejected


Month Three
I can't watch them follow and fawn
I have to move on it's such a yawn
But I shall always be here baby
Except this week or next maybe
Sorry I've been so distant of late
I'll come good, it's fine, just wait


Month Four
Are you shutting me out? No? Good
Do better than me you could, you should
Oh, there's not someone else you'd rather?
What makes you think I've found another?
Oh no it's not like that, all is well
But it's not working out and don't ask, don't tell







Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: NautilusWolf on August 13, 2014, 01:01:21 AM
Amazing display of talent! Each work has it's own voice, and emotion! You could say they're living beings in a sense.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 13, 2014, 01:58:38 PM
I want to write a happy poem
It's still too soon to know
How my poem plan in going
Let's see how I go


Lala la lala lala
I'm a bobble-head
It's sort of like a song so far
I should pick a theme instead


Hmmm, what's bouncing 'round my brain?
I'll try to grab a thought
They can be hard to restrain
Okay, let's see what I've caught


FUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!!!!!!!!
Whoa, that one's mostly rage
Probably best I let it out
So I won't put that back in the cage


Okay, let's try another one
NONONONONONONO!
Well that one doesn't seem much fun
I guess the happy is all below


I want to write a happy poem
But I cannot find my laugh
I even tried to crack a grin
But I think it cracked in half





Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: ShiroTenshiRyu on August 13, 2014, 03:18:23 PM
<3 This is amazing Trix!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 13, 2014, 03:37:47 PM
Thank you sweet Shiro :'3
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 14, 2014, 04:36:14 PM
Angel and Demon
Combined the pure essences
Sweet vanilla Coke
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on August 15, 2014, 08:35:23 AM
Amazing display of talent! Each work has it's own voice, and emotion! You could say they're living beings in a sense.
These ARE amazing! Like CoriShepard said. Givin me feels man, they do. *Hug*
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 16, 2014, 03:27:06 PM
Here's a poem about the value of friends :D



In the dead of night
I heard the knock
A jackboot maybe
Or a rifle stock
Then in they came
Seeking in turn
Gerdanken verboten
Sweet books to burn
Poked every corner
Checked every nook
My eyes were dry
From the tears they took
And then one trooper
He spoke to me
“Pardon Fräulein, dein Kostbarkeiten
How you say… quality?”
In that moment
The torn floorboards
The shattered glass
And officious words
Faded
And I saw a man
With heart and soul
And tender hand
“Thank you” I said
“I do not hide”
“My treasures, as you say”
“They are my pride”
Their truck was loaded
They were gone
As suddenly
As they had come
I was alive
The world didn't end
My things were broken
But I’d made a friend

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: ShiroTenshiRyu on August 16, 2014, 04:21:57 PM
I love it Trixsie! Down right perfect!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 16, 2014, 04:32:38 PM
Thanks Angel, believe it or not it reminds me of a Key and Peele sketch featuring Ty Burrell XD
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 18, 2014, 07:23:12 AM
The fox stands at a crossroads
She wants to choose the right path
She stands and waits and thinks and thinks
Then she decides that it isn't a right path
That she must take
But a wrong path
She must avoid
So she thinks and waits and stands and thinks
Until she realises there is only one wrong path
The centre of the crossroad
For it leads nowhere
And she had trod that path too long
So she starts walking and doesn't choose
The path choses itself
And it was the right one
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Grey on August 18, 2014, 09:59:33 AM
That's a great poem! I really like that one, Trix.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 18, 2014, 10:37:47 AM
Thanks Grey : 3


Wrote that half asleep, so kinda glad was actually English XD
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Grey on August 18, 2014, 10:39:03 AM
It reminds me of a poem my English teacher showed me. Can't remember much of it though. All your poems are great! :D
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 18, 2014, 10:59:43 AM
Greyfloof Wolfcoon
Fluffy with stripes
Can't remember poems
But knows what he likes
Loves everybody
From White Wolf to Luggz
And is there when you need him
With cookies and hugs
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Grey on August 18, 2014, 11:01:30 AM
Aw, Trix this is awesome. Thanks! X3
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 18, 2014, 01:18:56 PM
You're welcome littlest brother :)


Now taking requests for personalised silly poems people!  B)
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on August 18, 2014, 07:47:25 PM
*Waving claws* I like that Path Poem, very insightful, good point of view.

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 18, 2014, 07:56:55 PM
:$  Perhaps I should write more when I'm asleep XD


Mysterious Tim
He has amazing magic
And not just back rubs
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 19, 2014, 01:33:04 PM
Shhhh *finger to lips*
Don’t say a word
I can’t recall
What I never heard
If you don’t say it
Then it’s not a lie
Did you want so badly to hello
That you could not goodbye?
If I must I will grieve
Though I can’t pass this stage
I’m stopped at the first
Not even to rage
I don’t even know
Should I hope that I’m wrong
Would I rather that lie
Than for you to be gone?
 
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Grey on August 19, 2014, 04:19:20 PM
Another good poem, Trix. I remember the poem now. "The Road Not Taken", by Robert Frost.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 19, 2014, 04:31:32 PM
There's no doubt about ya Grey, you come through in the end.


Ignorance is bliss they say
And all wish for happiness
But no one says I wish I was dumber
And assume being smart is best


But as money won't buy happiness
Intelligence won't content
We must simply accept what we already know
Then give it one hundred percent

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Grey on August 19, 2014, 04:45:34 PM
I like that poem! So true!


I found my book of poems. >.>
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Ben on August 19, 2014, 05:34:43 PM
Your poetry is wonderful as always
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 19, 2014, 08:18:35 PM
Well, as poetry goes it's complete doggerel, but I do think some of the ideas are good.


And anyway, I LIKE doggerel!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 20, 2014, 06:27:37 PM
Go, find love, be happy!
Hold her tight, dance and laugh!
Shout out your love
Tell the whole world, not just by half
Don't let her wonder
In your heart she's your wife
Build up her hopes
Then bring them to life
Be like a rock, reliable and strong
But be soft too, a pillow to fall on
Just three things I ask
Don't call her chook
Don't forget I love you
And don't make me look
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Grey on August 20, 2014, 06:29:50 PM
That's a very sweet poem. I love it. :3
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Ben on August 20, 2014, 07:06:25 PM
Very good trix
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 01, 2014, 04:09:24 PM
Um, since this last post I estimate I've received about 90 views.  So a big thank you to whoever's watching!

I was having a think and feel like I understand something better today than I did yesterday.  I didn't realise and then write a poem about it, I just started writing and had an epiphany as I wrote.  So if it changes tense or perspective part way, don't wish I'd done a redraft because this is the record of my thought process.



What you think you know
What you think you see
It’s not the whole story
It’s neither him nor me
Therefore when I say
That I still love him so
Don’t think that I’m crazy
Of course, I might be though
I just want that person
That when I reach out
Is there when I need
To ease my pout
To stroke my brow
And kiss my hair
Say “bed time silly fox”
And lead me there
I know it’s selfish
To expect such doting
At all hours of the day
When such devoting
Of time, in fact, is
Really waiting
Just the sort of thing
Which I would find grating
Something which must
Already be
Part of the routine
Of “The One” for me
But danger exists
In fact it’s inherent
When you’re watching and waiting
No one is inerrant
And while you wait
You are bound to see
Some other person
In need of a devotee
If only the two
Who needed your care
Could arrange schedules
Like some time-share
Maybe that’s the lure
Where it starts to go wrong
“It could all be so perfect…”
Efficiency’s Siren song

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: LeoSpice on September 01, 2014, 05:39:59 PM
Wonderful Trixsie XD
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 01, 2014, 05:49:51 PM
Thank you dear Leo!  It has a lot of detail for those in the know.  I wonder what my stuff must look like to other people  :?


And seriously who ARE you people?  14 more views in 1 hour!  I know my profile says Watched at the moment but sheesh! XD






Senryu time:


Silly old vixen
Waves paw to get attention
Gets it, then feels shy



Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: George on September 02, 2014, 12:10:50 PM
Siren song
If this isn't a pun, I dunno what is!  XP
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 02, 2014, 02:22:18 PM
It might be an allusion on a secondary level >.>


But primarily it simply references Homer.






DON'T MAKE ME COME BACK THERE DRAGON! :P
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: saph the sergal on September 02, 2014, 02:23:39 PM
great as always and i am glad u were going at george and not me  XD
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 02, 2014, 02:50:09 PM
LOL


Billy's safe, he knows I love him  :*
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on September 02, 2014, 07:57:12 PM
Is your signature from Zoro?
I wanted to tell you, I adored the Haiku you made a little while back. About me.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 02, 2014, 08:29:44 PM
Aww thanks Tim, a pleasure.


The lyrics are slightly altered but come from this song:


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=09xd8iMEtxs (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=09xd8iMEtxs)


Technically Zorro is Spanish for fox and Zorra would be vixen but it has acquired other connotations which I don't like.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: George on September 05, 2014, 02:41:55 AM

Billy's safe, he knows I love him  :*

D'awwwww I lurv you toooooo~  :*
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 11, 2014, 12:45:29 AM
William Robert Joseph George
Ancient wyrms your heritage
Methinks you seem like a collage
With a mammal in your lineage

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: George on September 11, 2014, 12:48:10 AM
0h man.  XD That's great, and probably true.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 11, 2014, 01:00:00 AM
I wonder if that's how your Mamma Draggy addresses you when you're in trouble?

*hugs BillyBob*

It's a shame you don't breathe fire, forge is about the only rhyme for George I can think of XP
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: George on September 11, 2014, 01:03:32 AM
*hugs da Trix*

What about Billy?
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 11, 2014, 01:19:29 AM
Wobbily?

Frilly is a nice word...

Bilirubin is less nice.  Billy Ruebin, gunslinger!

Silly fox.  Hey wait...
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: George on September 11, 2014, 01:24:12 AM
I knew you'd figure it out eventually. ;)
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Grey on September 13, 2014, 08:35:04 AM
Nice poem! :3
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 13, 2014, 10:52:34 AM
Where has all the laughter gone?
Spring rains cry mud through the dust
Gaps in the cloud show old sky
Tired, blue eyes


Where has all the music gone?
Echos of old songs rattle off the walls
Looping words twisting their truth
Dire, double ears


Where did I go?
And what can be left if not "I"?
A false memory, a nostalgic phantom?
Phoenix or ash?
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 17, 2014, 02:11:07 PM
Another one?  Seriously?
Is it an act, a joke, a sickness?
What a silly, fool I am.
Astounded by my own thickness!


Serial flatterer, my God!
Dabbler in verse, patron of the arts
What is it that you collect
Portraiture or self-doubting hearts?


No doubt you can Kenobi this
Our truths and a certain point of view
Well I know when my time's not valued
It wasn't me, it was you
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Grey on September 17, 2014, 10:00:52 PM
Nice poems, Trix! I wonder if the second one is adressed to anyone in particular?
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 18, 2014, 02:12:32 PM
@Grey.  These poems are a work of fiction and any resemblance to persons living or dead is entirely coincidental.


Six down
One to go
There's not enough time
But it still goes slow
Eyes dry
Back is sore
I just don't wanna
Be here no more
Princess
Gotta suck
It up, a big girl
Has to earn a buck
Six down
One to go
Just get through seven
That's all that I know

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 25, 2014, 11:21:39 AM
Just let me have a moment
A little moment free from care
A fleeting instant of no second-guessing
To not think about elsewhen and elsewhere


Just let me be my own fox
Run and jump and dance and fly
To chase or evade, watch and wait
Be daring and bold, nervous and shy


Just let me stop the bus
The endless over-thinking and such
Let me close my eyes and float free
To the stars, then light them with a touch



Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Fenox Helkiin on September 25, 2014, 01:02:23 PM
Damn trix I didn't have you down as a poetic type...


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Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 25, 2014, 10:05:46 PM
Just when you think you know what I am, it turns out I'm something else :D


Like quantum mechanics... or hotdogs!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Fenox Helkiin on September 25, 2014, 11:58:40 PM
Ahh there that trixsie i know.


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Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on September 26, 2014, 02:47:15 AM
*reading things* .. Chicken Wire??
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 26, 2014, 03:15:47 AM
To anyone not familiar with my poetry, I thoroughly recommend some of it.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 27, 2014, 07:51:37 AM
Where have all the wolfcoons gone?
Days gone they did frolic o'er every thread
Now clouds disperse and Grey is replaced
By blue
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Grey on September 27, 2014, 06:31:22 PM
Be blue no more! The Grey has returned! :D
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Fenox Helkiin on September 27, 2014, 07:14:08 PM
Yay! Party!


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Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 28, 2014, 04:27:24 AM
Calloo callay o frabjous day!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: George on September 28, 2014, 12:50:30 PM
What's with the chortling, Trix?
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 28, 2014, 01:29:30 PM
I have a jabberwock to slay BillyBob!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: George on September 28, 2014, 01:31:03 PM
I thought the day was frabjous because you already slew the jabberwock.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 28, 2014, 02:43:08 PM
Nah I have tons of frabjous days XD






Cool pillow, take my pain
Draw the heat from my face
Cool night, wrap me in shade
Carry me to a calm, safe place


Cool sheets, fresh and crisp
Be my magic carpet tonight
Cool friend, take me as I am
Be gentle, I'm delicate.  ALRIGHT?!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on September 29, 2014, 04:27:23 AM
LOL You yelled at your friend. XP
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 29, 2014, 02:02:51 PM
It's because I get over-excited.


SEEEEEEE?!?!?





Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on September 29, 2014, 04:04:50 PM
Yes, I see now. Hehe, you are like a child, but not childish.
Yet you feel like a child, but act like a mature lady.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 29, 2014, 04:38:58 PM
You might say Trixsie is Beatrix's inner child, and she's loose!


Here a poem for the vampires!




Arteries are red
Veins are blue
Bite my neck
And I'll stake you


:P
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Grey on September 29, 2014, 05:24:40 PM
That one gave me the giggles!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Aconitum on September 29, 2014, 05:26:30 PM
Don't stake me Trix, I'm sorry!!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: saph the sergal on September 29, 2014, 05:51:33 PM
lol trix thats a good one
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 29, 2014, 06:54:13 PM
@Acon, well a pretty girl like you, maybe one little neck bite ;)
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: saph the sergal on September 29, 2014, 06:58:51 PM
im just waiting for one about me XD
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 29, 2014, 07:33:09 PM
Well I'm working on one for my sweet Kimmy, but maybe I'll do one for you soon Saph?


I'm rather excited to be coming up to 4000 views on this thread!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Fenox Helkiin on September 30, 2014, 12:48:48 AM
Would that call for a party?


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Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 30, 2014, 06:00:44 AM
Party!

I was asleep and missed it D=

Silly, silly, silly girl
Silly vixen, foolish fox
I would have better luck
Finding happiness under rocks

Although the grass seems greener
Close inspection has revealed
There is grass both brown and green
Plentiful in either field

Risky vixen, gambling fox
Make a choice and roll those dice
If I can't even then I'll odd
All I really want is... nice
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 01, 2014, 10:38:33 PM
You thief!
You stole my years away
In a moment,  in a flash
Left me nervous like a little girl
Nervous like a bride


You cad!
With your consideration
How could you be so nice?
Your complimentary nature
Naked like a baby


You beast!
With your best laid plans
And yet always taking things
Taking things one day at a time
Embezzling my heart
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on October 02, 2014, 04:30:49 AM
Idk what it is, but there's so much emotion in these! *tearing up* Sometimes even relate to them..
*flies away shedding tears in disheartenment* Nahh, i'm standing right here. Trixsie, how do you do it?
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 02, 2014, 06:37:14 AM
I poem from the heart Tim.  My most uncensored feelings at the time of writing and no redrafting.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on October 02, 2014, 01:47:54 PM
That's the best place to write Trix.


I love how my first page view is Purple Trixsie Vixen EVERYWHERE!!
I just laughed a little hard and said: "What the hell? Lol"
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Thalion on October 03, 2014, 03:18:08 AM
It's always best to take one day at a time! X3
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 05, 2014, 01:39:04 PM
Sitting on a cloud
Rainbows in my hair from dew

The sun, warm on my face
The sky turning my eyes blue


A world of troubles
Below, out of sight and mind
Above, perpetual twilight
My favourite stars aligned


The Sun and the Moon
Form a syzygy with my heart
From that eclipse he called:
Don't be alone!  Don't be apart!


Then he floated up
Sat next to me on my cloud
He took my paw in his
Then breathed: be happy, you're allowed
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Thalion on October 05, 2014, 01:59:50 PM
ehehehe x3!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Ben on October 06, 2014, 03:12:44 AM
very nice Trixsie
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 06, 2014, 12:16:15 PM
Glad you like it gentlefurs! :3
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Ben on October 06, 2014, 12:53:07 PM
 :P it was good  ^_^
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 06, 2014, 02:01:44 PM
It's my first poem for Thal ^_^
And this haiku just happened:

Build a better trap
They'll beat a path to your door
To catch mice, use love
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Ben on October 06, 2014, 02:05:52 PM
 :) cute
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Post by: Thalion on October 06, 2014, 02:55:08 PM
Because love is the best way to catch a mouse! x3
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 06, 2014, 03:05:33 PM
That's me!  Catchin' dat mouse ^_^




I'm in Emotions R Us
Shoplifting all the happiness
Stuffing it greedily into my pockets
Trading in sadness, I kept all the dockets
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Post by: HyenaKing on October 06, 2014, 10:06:55 PM
Well, that was simple pleasant and nice.
(*Contributions*)
But I just read a couple pages back, I didnt get to read all since I was goone. It feels like your getting better without my help. xD
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 07, 2014, 10:20:03 AM
Cheers Vulpy!

I try XD
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Post by: HyenaKing on October 08, 2014, 12:34:40 AM
Try? More like do. Your totally being the living example of Practice makes WONDERS


But now is the time to write fance fancy words. o-o
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 08, 2014, 09:54:52 AM
Sometimes I feel alone
And all I want is a friend
Sometimes I feel alone
I wish the peace wouldn't end
Sometimes I feel alone
And I want to scream out loud
Sometimes I feel alone
And need to escape the crowd
Sometimes I feel alone
And I just need to talk
Sometimes I feel alone
I love solitude when I walk
Sometime when I'm alone
And I reach out to you
Those times I don't feel alone
Because you reach back too



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Post by: Thalion on October 08, 2014, 01:46:29 PM
Ill always reach out to you hun!
Dont you worry about that....
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Post by: Fenox Helkiin on October 08, 2014, 03:53:24 PM
Same here trix. If you need someone to talk to I'm there.
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 08, 2014, 11:20:09 PM
I'm very lucky to have good friends ^_^


And over the moon to have such a lovely mouse... local fox does good :D
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Post by: Tim Siguire on October 09, 2014, 08:46:52 AM
Yep, i'll be round too if you need me! Here to help. :)
....mouse............
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Post by: Thalion on October 12, 2014, 04:59:38 PM
Hello, Bonjour, Salutations, Hola, Conichiwa, Aloha, and whatever else you can think of :P


I are da mouse :3
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Post by: Ben on October 12, 2014, 05:05:08 PM
You can count on me too :P
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 12, 2014, 05:31:28 PM
So, I shall be expecting volunteers to wash my dishes in about 4 hours then? ;)
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Post by: Ben on October 12, 2014, 05:33:41 PM
I just realized it would've been way cooler if I said got your six oh well opportunity passed


Sadly I can't make it there in time  :(
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 12, 2014, 06:25:15 PM
So far apart
Matching nocturnals
Who can't fit in
With the world around them
Yet defy to odds
Of crazy schedules
So that two hearts
Beat in time
And they dream
Their dreams together
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Post by: Ben on October 12, 2014, 06:37:12 PM
That's sweet you wrote that for me lol just kidding  XD
It's for your mouse :)

Love it
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 15, 2014, 06:45:50 PM
Zap zap zap!
Witness my amazing skill
Lightning leaps from my paws
Primal forces obey my will

Whoosh whoosh whoosh!
Flying clouds come to my call
Hurtling to the ground to heed me
I fly free and never fall

Pop pop pop!
Massive bubble can I summon
Not so useful, but way more fun
Than bubblewrap, I mean c'mon!
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Post by: Ben on October 15, 2014, 07:58:36 PM
Trixsie:   >.> B) <.<
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 16, 2014, 12:18:21 PM
I iz a silleh fox  B)
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Post by: Tim Siguire on October 18, 2014, 10:38:55 AM
cool Power Poem, Trix.
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 18, 2014, 12:58:04 PM
If only there was a special way to say thank you gentlemen :3


That's all, gentlemen. Thank you. That's all. | Sound clips from Batman (1989) | Fantasy Films Sound Bites (http://movie-sounds.org/fantasy-films-sound-bites/batman-1989/thats-all-gentlemen-thank-you-thats-all)
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Post by: Ryan Naismith on October 18, 2014, 01:11:50 PM
Pretty cool trix!
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 18, 2014, 01:25:23 PM
You should read my poem about the desert.  That's one of my best I reckon ;)


Wrote it for mah fur Nix!


Batman quotes are suitable for every occasion.

http://movie-sounds.org/fantasy-films-sound-bites/batman-1989/my-life-is-really (http://movie-sounds.org/fantasy-films-sound-bites/batman-1989/my-life-is-really)
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Post by: saph the sergal on October 18, 2014, 01:26:02 PM
im just waiting to log in one day and see one about me
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 18, 2014, 03:17:15 PM
Saphira the Dragon?
Have you guys met?
He's a dragon sure
But don't you sweat
He's as friendly as
He don't pose no threat
Coz he likes dem hugs
Not death and regret
He's no one's master
And he's no one's pet
Don't mess with his friends
Unless you like the vet
Or he'll teach you a lesson
That you won't forget
And has he taught me something?
Well sure, you bet
He taught me in life
If you've brave enough to ask
Then sometimes you get
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Post by: Grey on October 18, 2014, 03:20:11 PM
Nice poem Trix! Sums him up well. :)
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 18, 2014, 03:27:32 PM
Cheers Grey.  Dat's mah buddy Saph!
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 20, 2014, 05:19:37 PM

Here's a poem for a dear friend, so much more than a pet <3



Kimmy Kimya Foxie Fox
Short skirt and stripy socks
Snuggly is her soft, warm fur
Dark are her silky locks


If you need a hug or a friend
She's a fur on whom you can depend
And if you have some love to give
She's the perfect choice to hang out with


Whatever love you give to her
Comes back ten fold and fluffier
Just give a holler if you want to talk
Or grab her collar and lead and take a walk


She's a little shy but I don't mind
With loyalty and pluck combined
Most furs are shy, but she has moxie
My sweet Kimmy, Kimya/Foxie

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Post by: Grey on October 20, 2014, 07:51:24 PM
That's a sweet poem. I'm sure Kimya loves it!
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Post by: Ben on October 23, 2014, 04:42:28 PM
Very good very good

I remember one part from the poem you wrote for me

Turning chaos to comedy

Haha
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 26, 2014, 12:26:17 PM
LOL  Classic, that one's here somewhere a few pages back.




A small vixen hurts
Curled tight like a flower bud
To bloom or to die
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 27, 2014, 02:06:06 PM
Silly girl
Insecure
You see schemes when intent is pure


Foolish fox
Full of worry
Your thinking is flawed when you hurry


Sad vixen
Have a smile
Things are better than they've been in a while


Daft Trixsie
Don't seek sorrow
Play and laugh today, weep tomorrow
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Post by: Ryan Naismith on October 27, 2014, 02:08:23 PM
Awwww...*hugs trixsie*
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 30, 2014, 02:53:40 AM
I try so hard
So hard, I try
I know that I help others
So why do I want to cry?


I know there's worse
Worse off than me
Maybe it's the feeling that
I'm close to what I could be?


I want to stay
To stay right here
But I don't think here's helping
And it's been almost a year


I do spread joy
Everyone says
And I get love back to me
But I still feel depressed


I promise that
I'll try to shake
This atrocious self-loathing
But I think I need a break


So if I'm gone
I'm not gone far
So please don't forget me
You are all in my heart


There are some furs
I will miss most
I promise I will be back
As a vixen, not a ghost
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Post by: Ben on October 30, 2014, 02:56:14 AM
I'll miss you Trixsie!!
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Post by: Grey on October 30, 2014, 01:55:40 PM
Awww, Trix. :(
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Post by: George on October 30, 2014, 01:57:26 PM
I'll miss you Trixsie!!

Pretty much this.
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 30, 2014, 10:47:50 PM
Hey guys, sorry I freaked out completely yesterday... it's really important I don't miss my medication :(


Anyway, I had a really good talk with JollyGreenFox and BillyBob, Saphira and Thalion were really supportive.  So I'm just taking one day at a time.


Here's a poem:


I made up a character
Like I'd done so oft before
Except this time not a mage
Or multi-class warrior
She was a simple vixen
Goofy and full of fluff
I never once imagined
All this other stuff
That would follow on from it
Love and friends and pain
If I'd only know I wouldn't have
It's gotten quite insane
But it seems I am quite good at it
Although the details are blurry
So whether I wanted it or not
I'm Trixsie and I'm furry
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Post by: Grey on October 30, 2014, 10:50:21 PM
I'm glad they could help you. Stay strong Trix. :)
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Post by: Ben on October 30, 2014, 10:51:31 PM
Yeah!!! Hey trix
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 30, 2014, 11:01:40 PM
Thanks mah furs... I'll get there.  And I should mention Garmy who is always a great listener.



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Post by: Ben on October 30, 2014, 11:05:53 PM
I'm sad I didn't help
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 30, 2014, 11:12:01 PM
You helped Ben *hugs*

I might never knows who's watching and reading, but I can always count on one reply to know I still exist!
My best stalker ever <3
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Post by: Ben on October 30, 2014, 11:14:15 PM
Lol thanks  XD
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Post by: Tim Siguire on October 31, 2014, 04:10:56 AM
It's Halloween, 12:10 here. Happy Birthday Trix!! *Tight hugs* I'll still be here, i'll miss you as well.
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 31, 2014, 06:30:32 AM
BOO!

2Spooky4Tim :D



In a dark, dark wood
Was a dark, dark wooden swing
T'was Fall when she fell
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Post by: Ben on October 31, 2014, 11:14:36 AM
It's 7:13 ish here nows as good a time as any


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRIXSIE!!!!!!! <3 :D
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 31, 2014, 12:09:40 PM
Hahaha!  Thanks, I still have 50 minutes of birthday left!!
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Post by: The Magic Otter on October 31, 2014, 12:13:59 PM
Well, then happy 'last fifty minuets of birthday' Trixsie.
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 31, 2014, 12:22:11 PM
Thank Lotty!


There was a young vixen called Trixsie
Who had the eyes and nose of a pixie
Though she grew a year older
To the casual beholder
She was just as foxy and vixy
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Post by: Ben on October 31, 2014, 12:37:25 PM
I almost missed it
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 31, 2014, 01:13:38 PM
Did you get me sunscreen?
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Post by: Ben on October 31, 2014, 01:30:39 PM
You know it!
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 31, 2014, 01:54:05 PM
The fox stands atop her fort
Staring out across the battlefield
As the dread enemy stalks to and fro
The Black Dog


But long these two have clashed wills
Fought clean and dirty. gloves on and off
But the fox surround her fort with a wall
Of her friends
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Post by: Ben on October 31, 2014, 02:04:12 PM
But I'm a black canine   XD
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 31, 2014, 02:15:55 PM
Wolves are OK, the noble wolf values the clean kill.  The black dog just seeks to torment.


Wolfy, wolfy in the night
Do you have a toothy bite?
Please don't nom my little toes
Though it's your nature I suppose
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Post by: Ben on October 31, 2014, 02:30:07 PM
One shot, one kill that's my rule

Nibbles are the best
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Post by: Tim Siguire on October 31, 2014, 11:21:27 PM
BOO!

2Spooky4Tim :D



In a dark, dark wood
Was a dark, dark wooden swing
T'was Fall when she fell

spooky that is.
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on November 01, 2014, 10:13:52 AM
Haha!  Actually my Halloween horror haiku is my favourite poem for a while :3
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on November 06, 2014, 11:12:42 AM
Floating... adrift in the ocean
A shattered raft of debris
Hoping a ship soon approaching
A cold, tired furry

Asleep... a fitful dreaming
A paw drags me out
A start, a hope; salvation
No.  Just another man overboard.
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Post by: Grey on November 06, 2014, 06:54:57 PM
Super kewl poems!
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on November 14, 2014, 09:12:48 AM
Candlelight plays on the ceiling
 A yellow tongue, licking at the shadows
No sound, no motion, no feeling
Quiet and curtains hide the windows

The wind sleeps restlessly
A respite for the trees after the storm
No music to fill the voice in me
And I look at my inner form

I look with honest eye
Not needing to love everything
But refusing to flinch or shy
I have no answers, I've got nothing
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Post by: White Wolf Guardian on November 14, 2014, 09:14:42 AM
This poem makes me want to light my candles and stare at the computer monitor for a few hours.
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on November 14, 2014, 09:30:56 AM
I like the honesty of candles.

Monitor staring is legitimate meditation IMHO  B)
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Post by: Ben on November 14, 2014, 12:08:23 PM
I like fire
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on November 14, 2014, 04:49:58 PM
Here's poem a rather liked, it's not mine but I thought I'd post it anyway.


See what you thing and I'll tell you why it outsmarted me XD



Pleading, for this torment to end
Time left awake, to think about the souls I've damned
Stinging pain of the round comes back to hurt again
Death, towers over me in his shadow I stand
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Post by: Tim Siguire on November 14, 2014, 05:41:41 PM
I read it backwards.. Mind = blown.
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Post by: Ben on November 14, 2014, 06:14:07 PM
Haha whats the hidden message Tim
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Post by: Tim Siguire on November 15, 2014, 10:04:04 PM
I don't know :o


It hurts trying to find it X(
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on November 15, 2014, 10:29:05 PM
Instead of backwards, try reading it straight down...
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Post by: Tim Siguire on November 15, 2014, 10:36:17 PM
This is difficult XD


The 3rd sentence doesn't have a comma
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on November 15, 2014, 10:45:44 PM
I don't want to give to many clues :P

http://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Acrostic
Title: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: The Magic Otter on November 15, 2014, 11:20:06 PM
Pleading, Time , Stinging, Death,
?? Just random words...
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Post by: Ben on November 15, 2014, 11:22:20 PM
Damn you guys are bad at this  XD

It's PTSD
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Post by: The Magic Otter on November 15, 2014, 11:25:33 PM
PTSD... Umm... Sorry I'm half asleep... What is that?
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Post by: Ben on November 15, 2014, 11:27:36 PM
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder
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Post by: The Magic Otter on November 15, 2014, 11:31:54 PM
Oh, yeah sorry... As I said, I'm tired.
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Post by: Ben on November 15, 2014, 11:33:15 PM
It's ok
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Post by: Ben on November 15, 2014, 11:41:55 PM
Finding out who wrote it should be far easier
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Post by: Tim Siguire on November 17, 2014, 01:20:44 AM
Oh wow.. I would've never guessed that.
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on November 17, 2014, 12:54:11 PM
Stop!  Look out!
You never know
When there's a Hugger about  >.>


Scaly and small
Or fluffy and tall
They look just like us all  :o


Huggers!
Huggers everywhere!
Sneaky, snuggling buggers  :S


Run and hide!
I would, but I'd
Long ago joined the Hug-side  XP


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Post by: Ben on November 17, 2014, 03:19:39 PM
Hahaha lawl I'm on the hug side
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Post by: Grey on November 17, 2014, 03:33:18 PM
Hugs > everything else
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Post by: Ryan Naismith on November 17, 2014, 03:34:04 PM
Tactical boop hugs!
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Post by: Ben on November 17, 2014, 03:43:01 PM
Haha XD we are all on the hug side
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Post by: Grey on November 17, 2014, 03:43:37 PM
Because hugs are awesome!
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Post by: Ben on November 17, 2014, 03:48:34 PM
I agree, haha did you see I wrote a poem  XD
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on November 19, 2014, 10:15:25 PM
Silly old Time
Snaking by
Like a fat rattler
Sated


Or satiated
Um... ated?
That's what Time is like
A fat-assed snake


It can scare you
If you let it
But it doesn't bite
Not today


Shoo go away!
Fat old snake.  Boo!
Rest long, long belly
Cold scythe
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Post by: Ben on November 19, 2014, 11:12:09 PM
Haha love it
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on November 20, 2014, 05:15:35 PM
Thanks so much, for what you did
A half-assed job that you then hid
Pathed the way and burnt the bridge
And left a trap for my image


Well I bounce back and so will he
But he cost is a little steep for me
So if I seem just less than vibrant
Just ask me or read my poem rant
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on November 25, 2014, 04:52:59 PM
Never, never!
Never ever!
Did I say that?
Not real clever.
I guess I mean
I don't know
Maybe I mean
Just take things slow
Except for that
I've said that past
And things weren't right
Even not too fast
So maybe never
Or maybe not
If I could see the future
Then I'd earn a lot
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Post by: Ben on November 25, 2014, 04:54:28 PM
That was good :)
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on November 25, 2014, 05:11:31 PM
Thanks dude ^_^


Had someone, er something on my mind I guess >.>
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Post by: Ben on November 25, 2014, 05:12:17 PM
Who was it?
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on November 25, 2014, 05:33:12 PM
Pfft!  That's my secret :P


And you know who anyway, so don't use Socratic irony on me Mr Smugboots! Xd
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Post by: Ben on November 25, 2014, 05:34:35 PM
Haha it's what I do XD
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 02, 2014, 11:36:47 PM
Nightmares, headaches
Screaming and that smell
Sickness, vomit, sweat
An ice chill in the fires of Hell


Not war, not death
Just a mundane setting
A modest house and home
Filled with the pain I'm getting


Nowhere to run
No strength to run there
Just a friend's arm
And my pain laid bare
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Post by: HyenaKing on December 04, 2014, 01:05:15 AM

I like the atmosphere this one sets.
Feels like my dreams, somehow.

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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 04, 2014, 01:29:33 AM
I've missed you Vulpy


Post Merge: December 04, 2014, 05:04:59 AM
Stupid fox
Chasing dreams
Stay in your hole
Buried in your hole

Stupid fox
Hide your face
Spare the world pain
Don't share your pain

Stupid fox
Forget nice things
If you deserved happiness
If you could have happiness

You would have found it already
Stupid fox




Post Merge: December 04, 2014, 11:40:17 PM
Look but don't touch
Think but don't look
Don't even think
Just close the book


Get on your knees
Or even on all fours
Beg, pray, grovel or bribe
She will never be yours
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Post by: Tyga on December 10, 2014, 06:17:18 AM
Glad to see you're still writing Foxy
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 12, 2014, 03:03:20 AM
OMG!  How have I not seen this?


*hugs*


Hey cat!
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Post by: Ben on December 12, 2014, 03:54:18 AM
Love em all
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 12, 2014, 05:12:34 AM
Anarchist of the heart
Hears love's whispers as shouts
Wears the t-shirt, bought the app
Love 'em all! Let God sort 'em out!
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Post by: Tim Siguire on December 12, 2014, 06:17:32 AM
Ooh, so hipster. Very in-style. Chuckled a bit at the end.
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Post by: Ben on December 12, 2014, 05:58:15 PM
Haha that's great XD
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Post by: White Wolf Guardian on December 12, 2014, 06:18:33 PM
The colloquial references combined with an adulation of the bad consequences overlook settled by religion outset. Love all of this.

*SAGE SAGE SAGE*
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 12, 2014, 06:38:49 PM
Oh White, nobody's praise is as delightfully faint as your.


In a pretty, little wood
Was a pretty, little fox
With her pale, tail tip
And her fluffy, chocolate socks


At first she fluffed her floof
And then she floofed her fluff
Then finally fluffed her floof again
Just to make sure it floofed enough


Then when she was as pretty
As a pretty vixen gets
She thought "maybe I'll go back to bed"
So she did with no regrets
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Post by: Ben on December 12, 2014, 09:52:12 PM
Floof is nice  ^_^
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Post by: anoni on December 14, 2014, 12:55:26 PM
I giggled at that one
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Post by: Tim Siguire on December 14, 2014, 01:39:53 PM
That poem was cute. :p  it's so fluffy.
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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 15, 2014, 01:07:05 AM
Yeah, I thought I needed a change of tone.  Sometimes I can get a bit... negative.


@Anoni, that Santa avi XD


Post Merge: December 15, 2014, 10:15:24 AM
This is something I wrote in the Furry Cafe ages ago and decided to put it here.


The approximate-science is all based on real science, for anyone who cares feel free to ask what any analogy is referring to.



Hey Ray, let me tell you story.  It's the story of a pawful of atoms, about 7,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000 which seems like a lot but really isn't much for atoms.


Once upon a time, when these atoms were young, they were hydrogen and lived in a fancy, new, young star.  Back then the whole universe was still pretty young and things were simple.  The atoms were busy working with their atom friends to give life to the star.  Boy, did they have some wild times!  But giving life to a star is a tough job and it changes you.  So it wasn't long before some of those atoms were helium, they were still the same but they were different too.  They probably had squeaky voices!


But hydrogen or helium, they kept on making that star work, making light and heat.  They did such a good job that there is still echos of that party today!  But nothing stays the same for ever and even stars change.  They get bigger and bigger and sometimes too big and explode BAM!  And those atoms get shot out into space but that star dragged them back in.  That can really leave a mark let me tell you and some of those helium atoms changed into other sorts of atoms and then that star party got started all over again.


This probably happened a few times before those atoms finally did escape and when on a crazy journey through space.  Floating around doing space stuff.  You know the sort of thing.  Until they met up with a bunch of other atoms and hung out together.  The thing about that though is once a star always a star and atoms like to get together and try and relive those good times and so the make a new star with all sorts of different atoms.  And then that party gets going until it gets too big and off they go on their journey again.


Well our bunch of atoms they did that a bit until when they tried to reform a new star there wasn't enough other atoms and so the made a planet instead.  It was a pretty crappy looking planet at first but it made for great foundations.


Anyway those atoms just kept on trying to find ways of getting together to have a party.  So even when they formed little groups even those groups tried to join up and form bigger groups.  Until there were blobs.  They're like groups of groups of groups of atoms.  And those blobs started bumping into each other and little bits fell off some and stuck onto others by accident.


There were so many weird blobs back then on that crappy planet.  And only one in a billion was even a good blob.  But those few good blobs found a way to group together.  Then it was on like Donkey Kong!  Once the good blobs formed teams those teams started competing to be the best blob.  Some cooperated and some didn't, some had a good approach and some just got lucky, but those teams started building bigger and bigger teams.  And the teams worked out they could join together like Voltron.  More like vehicle force Voltron than Lion force Voltron probably, but that's not important.


And then those mighty Voltron forces started competing until he planet was crawling with them and wasn't so crappy anymore.


As they did their thing they developed more complex Voltron forces but they all still carried the blueprints of the older models with them.  Because it's important to remember the past when you are only together for such a brief flash in time.  And so those Voltron units which came after remembered those more complex ones in the same way.


Eventually the star that the planet orbits will continue the pattern and it's party will get too big and all the atoms from that crappy planet will be called back in to start a new party until they head back off on their journey through space.


Now I don't know about you but not matter how cool a Voltron force is, it's nowhere near as awesome as a bunch of star making cosmic wanderers.  So even if you loved one and it was the best Voltron ever, it was only ever filling time before the next star-party.  So don't be sad, just do what the teams do and remember the teams that have come and gone.


Because one of those Voltron unit is only about 7,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000 atoms, and it's important to remember the past when you are only together for such a brief flash in time.


Post Merge: December 16, 2014, 12:18:44 AM
I love you I love you
It's wrong but I do
I've tried so hard not to
I swear that it's true
If only you loved me
But I'm not for you
Then I'd still be sad
And you'd be sad too
I hope you are happy
That you're one of the few
Coz I love you I love you
And that's all I can do
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 23, 2014, 06:07:06 PM

‘Twas the night before Christmas
At least in Australia
And so the time is now ripe
For me to regale ya
So prick up your ears
And top off your drinks
And I shall tell you about
Our Aussie hijinks


Christmas in Straya
Is a thing to behold
A Wintery holiday
But in Summer, coz cold
So Santa’s sweats heavy
And trades reindeer for roos
Giving presents to children
Even the Jews


Coz how we do Christmas
It’s not just about Jesus
We mix up everything
That’s festive to please us
Thanksgiving turkey
Christmas fruit pud
Served with Pavlova
Coz Pavlova is good


Bon-bons or crackers
Whatever they’re called
Televised cricket
Once the eating has stalled
And families together
For one time of the year
When they pretend they’re not fighting
And serve custard with beer


So wake at the crack!
Ring out Christmas bells
Tear off the wrapping
As a tacky carol swells
Put on your elf hats
Adjust your antlers just right
Coz when it’s our Christmas morning
It’s your Christmas Eve night!

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on December 23, 2014, 06:10:41 PM
I love it. And happy Christmas Eve!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 23, 2014, 06:19:14 PM
Thanks Tim!  *hugs*


Merry Christmas Eve!


STRAYA! *hic*
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on December 23, 2014, 06:20:34 PM
*Hugs back*


Too much Nog in yer noggin! ;)
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 24, 2014, 05:31:35 PM
Finally found the eggnog at the supermarket and they're charging WAY too much for faux eggnog.


But I can't be bothered making my own :(



Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 01, 2015, 12:42:27 PM
I had a dream, a dream of peace and kindness
You were there, all of you and it was warm and bright
And then He came and we talked and laughed
It was like it was, the cool of my pillows, the still of the night


My shoulders were bare and free of tension
My heart was light, a twinkle in the eye of a joke on the breeze
At a distance you were strong and danced and sang
Up close your fur was pure and clean and I was at ease


Time didn't pass for the longest breath, a lover's sigh
Then my dreams moved on, not bad just different types
Until I woke and the pain came back, tightness of muscles
Shortness of breath, and the afterimage of stripes
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on January 03, 2015, 03:19:39 AM
Already at Tackling Tiger status, you were just at something something uhhh.. Stingray? Hehe, I don't know but.. back to topic. Good poem. I can only imagine this person's emotions.
Title: Re: Trixsie\'s odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 03, 2015, 12:56:16 PM
Stinky Stingray... previous rank was Rankled Ringworm.  This gives me an idea:


Fibromyalgic Vibraphone
Anecdotal Arachnid
Butthurt Beaver
Cantankerous Crab
Dirty Dog
Entitled Echidna
Fruity Fish
Good Goat
Hyperactive Hippo
Ignoble Insect
Jealous Jack-jumper
Kung Fu Kangaroo
Lazy Lemur
Manky Moose
Naughty Nematode
Original Octopus
Puerile Pussy
Quixotic Quoll
Rankled Ringworm
Stinky Stingray
Tetchy Turtle
Unappreciative Urchin
Vegetarian Vulture (or Voluptuous Vixen)
Watery Wasp
Xenophobic Xenomorph
Young Yeti
Zesty Zebu





Post Merge: January 03, 2015, 06:24:43 PM
She is the invisible ghost
Unseen though she doesn't hide
Like the feeling that someone is there
Just days after they've died


Unseen like a valet
Hidden in plain sight
Like an accidental ninja
And it's just not right!


She is kind and loyal
With a heart like a jewel
Quiet and gentle it's true
But don't think her a fool


For she thinks and she feels
To the heights and the depths
She has wisdom to accept truths
The hard truths she accepts


The only truth she can't see
Is because she's just up to close
That she is valuable and good
Beneath a shell of morose


So don't pass her by
Like the Sun heading West
Take a chance and say "hi"
Because Kimya's the best
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: anoni on January 03, 2015, 08:20:03 PM
A nice poem :3
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 12, 2015, 01:49:18 PM
A nervous glance
An awkward laugh
Then her familiar paw in yours
"Yes it's difficult"
Says that paw
Coded in it's gentle squeeze
"But we'll make it"
So you hold her paw
As she holds yours
And together they didn't give up
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 21, 2015, 04:21:27 PM
The red vixen chases her tail
Silly thoughts in her head
Chase themselves around and around
Then laughing they all fall down dead


Scary memories, all mixed up
Hidden and scattered throughout
Recollections of happy times
Gentle whispers and angry shouts


How can I know my own mind so scant?
I dare, I shy, I stop and start
Forwards, backwards, fast and slow
Poor bewildered, muddled heart


I want, I don't, I over-think
Lost for words, I ponder those you've said
More than all else one image stands out
Carried in your arms, to the peace of my bed
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 24, 2015, 04:53:18 PM
Today I learned to tell the time
I knew before and that was fine
But that old system was dumb
So now I have a better one


When I wake up I think of you
That's just the first thing I do
I don't lie in coz it's time to rock
That tells me it's Nik O' Clock


Later when I'm getting dressed
And making sure I look my best
I think of you and my heart beats fast
That's how I know it's quarter past


Then I drive myself to work
I yell "Learn to indicate you jerk!"
Or "Unless overtaking keep left dick!"
I think of you, the time is half past Nik


I arrive feeling eager, it's true
That's because it's quarter to
I know it won't be very long
Until I'm free and you are on


Until I see you and smile and then
It's back to Nik O'Clock again
Maybe it's not the best way to time keep
But it works from when I wake until I sleep


As I lay in bed without a care
And imagine that you are there
You're the last thing on my mind and then
I wake and it's Nik O'Clock again!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on January 24, 2015, 05:52:27 PM
Very warming. That's not the best way to keep time though. :P


I think I was giggling at Nik o' clock. Hehehe. It's really nice like all your poems.

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Nikolai the Lynx on January 25, 2015, 11:06:03 PM
You are way too sweet Trixsie. :D I might need to start going by the same thing. :P
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 25, 2015, 11:24:56 PM

 @.@
Finally a solution to time zones
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Nikolai the Lynx on January 25, 2015, 11:26:29 PM
Yep! Seems fine to me.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Senjiku Ayakashi on January 25, 2015, 11:27:51 PM
Havent read these in a while. Definately feels good to be back
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 26, 2015, 01:27:44 AM
I hope you are not sloping any Senji ;)

Good to see you back stranger
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Senjiku Ayakashi on January 26, 2015, 02:05:36 AM
Sloping what's that? And it's nice to be back
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 26, 2015, 04:03:02 AM
Geez

*Skipping
Autocorrect amirite?


As I lay down my weary head
I thank the Lord who made my bed
Who blessed me with friends of fur
And my snuggy Elmo comforter

Thank you Lord of linen clean
And The Forum admins who move unseen
And the carpenter who made my base
Hello Kitty pillow cools my face

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Nikolai the Lynx on January 26, 2015, 06:05:36 PM
Awww, that was so cute. :D
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Dr. Prower on January 26, 2015, 07:09:33 PM
*Saves your topic from having 666 replies*

I'm rather intrigued by your writing. Maybe I should put some of my writings up on this site sometime.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on January 26, 2015, 07:13:34 PM
I think she was the reason a few of us started our own writing threads!
Title: Re: Trixsie\'s odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 27, 2015, 02:20:21 AM
*Saves your topic from having 666 replies*

I'm rather intrigued by your writing. Maybe I should put some of my writings up on this site sometime.


Thanks Doc, it's a bit of a trawl.  I'm considering compiling my writing somewhere, but I guess (as Tim once said) my writing thread is what I have instead of a journal XD


Unfortunately I was mistaken about the suitability of some of my writing and it was removed.  I still haven't worked out what I want to do with that stuff.


If you see one called Seawall, I'm rather proud of that one ^_^


Post Merge: January 27, 2015, 02:41:56 AM
Unrequited Love
[/size]
[/size]It's like your throat is closing up
[/size]You can't run or fight or hide
[/size]Or even look away and you wish you could and it would be better if you didn't even know the person...
[/size]But you couldn't wish for that even if it were possible
[/size]
[/size]You hope that SOMETHING will happen
[/size]That will change things, and then!
[/size]It doesn't and it sucks and you just wanna die but then you still would have them and so you choose...
[/size]A shitty, empty life of pain and longing
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Nikolai the Lynx on January 27, 2015, 02:49:36 AM
That last post had the format issue problem. It is super tiny. Just a heads up.
Title: Re: Trixsie\'s odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 27, 2015, 02:55:13 AM
Unrequited Love

It's like your throat is closing up
You can't run or fight or hide
Or even look away and you wish you could and it would be better if you didn't even know the person...
But you couldn't wish for that even if it were possible

You hope that SOMETHING will happen
That will change things, and then!
It doesn't and it sucks and you just wanna die but then you still would have them and so you choose...
A shitty, empty life of pain and longing
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tyga on January 27, 2015, 08:04:07 AM
Adrift in the night paths did wander
Crossing and missing as both did ponder
What had happened in times long past
That caused them to drift apart so fast

Life came along and got involved
With problems and drama to be solved
Causing them to wander far
Without even a guiding star

But times do change, we shall see
How the next few months turn out to be
So, old friend, pull up a seat
Because kiwi and aussie just cant be beat

We'll have a drink, a laugh, a chat
And the kiwi will make fun of the aussies cork hat
While listening to endless jokes about sheep
Until its finally time to sleep

Though friends may come and friends may go
Some of them just want to show
That even through the silent days
Love for friends always stays
Title: Re: Trixsie\'s odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 27, 2015, 12:38:20 PM
Ha!  Ol' Stripey lives!  XD


*hugs*  Good to see ya Tyg.


I hope I do see you about over the next few months ^_^


I saw this and thought of you


Post Merge: January 27, 2015, 05:17:19 PM

I think these might be rap lyrics...
"I'm so tired" **censor**
That is what John Lennon sang
I wake up with last night's make-up
Still on coz that's my thang
Checkin' my TFF, bitches
Like some Faustian contract
But that's OK coz it's my way
Of maintaining social contact

Yo, MC Trixsie Vixen
Gots my paw on the mic
And my rhymes are more phat
Than the kid with no bike
Vix in the city, what
You ain't seen no urban fox?
Check it, the sound of the streets
Is my **censor**' beat-box

Now you're thinkin' that I'm white
Though I say that I'm red
Coz I think of a dog
When the name Snoopy is said
But I'm just like that beagle
Coz my ears are all black
Though the rest of me's white
Like mayonnaise, Jack

So that's how it is
Don't rap battle a fox
Coz you'll find that we're Snoopies
Instead of Woodstocks
And a vixen will lie
On her back for a tickle
But our heart's not a toy
Don't confuse dynamic for fickle

*Gang sign*






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Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tyga on January 27, 2015, 06:32:05 PM
Shhhhh that only happened once....or thrice....

It certainly livened up an otherwise boring flight

 >.>

I'm out of here ~whoosh~


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Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on January 27, 2015, 06:51:09 PM
Um, where's Trixsie and what did you do? Hi Tyga.


I have never seen a rap from you before :P
Im surprised.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 27, 2015, 06:56:29 PM
LOL  I was rapping in the car with my girl cub today.  About The Hobbit and having bags of stinky rubbish in the car.  I guess that got me in the mood.




Does this officially make me a rappist now?
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tyga on January 27, 2015, 06:57:22 PM
...I read that wrong


All ur fox r belong to me
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: saph the sergal on January 27, 2015, 07:03:07 PM
yea trix u might want to fix that because how its said  :o D: T_T
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 27, 2015, 07:09:56 PM
I shall be known as MC Therapist :D




A warm breeze eddies
Autumn leaves and grass clippings
Gardens of my mind
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Grey on February 03, 2015, 09:14:46 PM
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH I AM SHOUTING!


Hello people.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: anoni on February 04, 2015, 01:34:01 AM
That's a nice haiku
Great imagery of nature
Keep it up Trixie!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: MaskaTheOtter on February 04, 2015, 05:19:56 AM
^I see what you did there... very creative *round of applause*^
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 09, 2015, 09:56:20 AM
A thought, like a splinter
Like lemon in a paper-cut
The longest night of Winter
A longing, a sadness, a "yes, but..."


The knowledge that a thing
A person, a friend, a sweet lynx
Can be the song of hope I sing
The shield that guards my armour's chinks


Yet all I feel is the timezone curse
The dreadful passing of ships in the night
I know the pain just makes it worse
And patience will let time make it right


But restless, fox is ill at ease
And patience fits me like a child's glove
Tight and itchy with thorns and fleas
When I'm apart from the knight I love
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on February 09, 2015, 10:10:06 AM
Meep! It's a sweet poem! I finished part 7 BTW.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 09, 2015, 10:13:03 AM
Hey Tim *hugs*


Thanks, I'll catch it up.  Much pain now, very sad.


Just gonna lie down and have a little cry.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Nikolai the Lynx on February 09, 2015, 11:39:30 AM
Awwwh sweety. *Pulls you over here for hugs*

Don't cry. Your back needs a good massage to sort it out.

I love you.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 10, 2015, 07:47:20 AM
*rests my soggy face in Nikolai's shoulder fur*

Pain is a given
Life is a struggle
Love doesn't conquer all
And yet I still snuggle
There is a light
At the end of the tunnel
And we're all grains of sand
Falling down a funnel
So find all the joy
Endure the bad
And gamble on happy
Or there will only be sad
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: MaskaTheOtter on February 11, 2015, 04:49:37 AM
awe. so beautiful just like you
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 11, 2015, 12:32:43 PM
Thanks oppa!  And I think I'd like to see the otter Maska ;)
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 19, 2015, 04:24:37 PM
Once I heard a clap of thunder
Like a bomb home from the wars[size=78%] [/size]
And wondered to myself awhile
How many claps make an applause?


I never saw the lightning strike
No fork or ball or bolt
I fell in love like a gentle breeze
So it's not the thunder's fault
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Dr. Prower on February 19, 2015, 05:21:33 PM
Wow! That was a cool poem. I liked it!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 19, 2015, 05:23:34 PM
Thanks Doc!


Feel free to enjoy my other silliness littered throughout!


There's plenty of it XD
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 28, 2015, 06:36:33 PM
All this time, watching you
Seeing you, being you
Wanting to reach out
Just wanting to shout
Afraid you'll speak
Afraid you'll be silent
Will you think I'm weak
Will you think I'm violent
I understand, I do
Why you only trust a few
If I could tell you my tale
You would know that I know
But if I tried to but failed...
Would that be worse
Worse than never trying?
The fear of crashing stops me flying
But the sitting feels like dying
I'm burning and freezing
Like lasers on ice
Buried in my skin
Deep under, deep in
Sometimes I can almost let it go...
I wonder who has captured whom
When I'm alone in the room
And I feel you, feel the distance
Would that increase the resistance?
I wish and dream and hope in fact
The opposite will get you to reach back
My brain is self protecting
I try to think but it keeps deflecting
And I wonder if fear rejection
Or fear that you'll see a pale reflection
Because if you did you would be wrong
But that what you see all day long
I don't even know why I care what you think
But I feel it, I am on the brink
Maybe you are symbolic perhaps
I've done that with a few girls and chaps
But before it was different and it didn't go on
So long...
Going, going, gone.

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Nikolai the Lynx on February 28, 2015, 08:02:24 PM
Very interesting. I like the way you word things and the different styles of each of your works.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 28, 2015, 09:18:26 PM
That was definitely one of my gotta get the crazy out stream of consciousness things.  Any analysis of rhymes or syllables would be fruitless XD

Don't bother asking what it means, if you work it out, you can tell me O.o

But thanks, some days it's nice just to have someone read what I write honestly.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Nikolai the Lynx on February 28, 2015, 09:41:18 PM
It doesn't have to make sense. I enjoy reading them anyway :)
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Ben on March 01, 2015, 04:35:22 AM
That was  amazing
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 01, 2015, 11:04:33 AM
Thanks Ben, reading it back I'm actually very pleased with it.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on March 01, 2015, 09:53:33 PM
Your poems are like shining silver :3
They reflect so easily and are polished by its creator.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 02, 2015, 01:43:30 AM
Hey TIm, cheers buddy ^_^


I should cut and paste them all into one easy to see place.  But... effort XD



Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 04, 2015, 06:18:56 PM
Don't follow me
Don't waste my time
A Facebook friend request?
There is a place
I've made a space
Where I communicate best
I don't do kik
Don't send a pic
Don't bother to confide
How dead to me
Do you think you are
When I feel dead inside?
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Ben on March 05, 2015, 03:26:55 PM
That's a good one
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 05, 2015, 03:29:59 PM
It's kinda written for someone else.


I started with the final line and went from there.


Obviously it's not about me... coz I'm so lovely and shit X3
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Ben on March 05, 2015, 03:30:52 PM
Last few lines sounds like me XD
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 05, 2015, 03:54:22 PM
My hope is that is will ring true for some people.


I guess that's mostly what I hope for.  Strike an emotional chord.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Nikolai the Lynx on March 05, 2015, 04:55:40 PM
It is always good to know someone out there is hit by your works more than others.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 05, 2015, 05:04:30 PM
So true!  :P
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 12, 2015, 05:30:27 PM
I stand in the cold
On the far edge of the Disc
And the turtle weeps
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Nikolai the Lynx on March 12, 2015, 09:25:43 PM
That makes me think of Terry Pratchett :P
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 12, 2015, 09:39:30 PM
Yes indeed,  I wrote it for him.  His passing is a sad thing indeed :(

That is why the turtle weeps.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Nikolai the Lynx on March 12, 2015, 09:46:10 PM
Oh crap. I didn't know he had died....
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 12, 2015, 09:53:52 PM
The lone fox watches
Filling the night with counting
Sixty six: too young
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 20, 2015, 12:31:55 AM
Today I just want to be very small
Often I want to be loud or tall
To make a splash or throw a bash
But not today, no not at all

Today I'm just a dreamy little girl
Not a wild foxnado all in a whirl
Falling asleep like a snuggy sheep
My heart drifts off around the world
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on March 20, 2015, 03:08:00 AM
This one speaks to me. Sometimes I just don't want to be loud or noticed. Peacefully.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Nikolai the Lynx on March 20, 2015, 03:52:41 PM
That is such a sweet and beautiful one.

The first line just makes me imagine a little baby fox all curled up.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 22, 2015, 12:52:36 AM
It is a rare mood for me Tim

I was falling asleep when I wrote this Nik so in a way that's what I saw too
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Nikolai the Lynx on March 22, 2015, 11:23:27 AM
Awww, you are such a darling.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 27, 2015, 01:55:53 PM
So long, standing on the edge
Wanting to step off, close my eyes
Bid silent farewell to the ledge
No more wherefores, no more whys


An end to fear and nameless dread
A chance to plummet if not to fly
No more echoes of things unsaid
To finally live free or die


They say if you wait too long
You will never take the plunge
Stand there forever like you belong
Clothes drinking sweat like a sponge


I stood there for the longest time
A plasma globe of wind in hair
Then I step forward and find I'm
Not falling nor flying, just hanging there
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Nikolai the Lynx on March 27, 2015, 02:44:44 PM
That is a very interesting. Brings a few things to mind.
Title: Re: Trixsie\'s odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 29, 2015, 10:16:40 AM
Stop
Stop
Stop
I can't
Stop
But I can't and...
Stop
Stop
I tried, I tried to...
Stop
Stop
NO!  Shut up!
Stop
I don't want to!
Stop
Stop
It's killing me.
Stop
It's killing me and I can't
Stop
It's killing me and I can't and I don't want to!
Stop
Stop
Stop
I'll stop when it stops me
Stop.


Post Merge: March 30, 2015, 01:29:04 AM
Autumn rains stifle
Efforts to dry my laundry
I want chocolate
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 01, 2015, 03:59:53 PM
Calm me, calm me
Never harm me
Be my softest
When I need soft
Be my toughest
When I need tough
The sea for my smooth sailing
The ocean for my rough


Charm me, charm me
Then disarm me
Be my rudder
Never swerving
Be my straight edge
When I'm curving
A chalice to catch my tears
More than I'm deserving







Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Nikolai the Lynx on April 01, 2015, 04:04:58 PM
Well that is beautiful.

Really spoke to me honestly.

Such a great way with words.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 01, 2015, 04:22:11 PM
It's written for you Nikolai, but kinda as if you weren't already my wonderful mate ^_^
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Nikolai the Lynx on April 01, 2015, 04:35:13 PM
Awww, you are the sweetest.

I love you Trixsie.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 01, 2015, 04:48:55 PM
^_^


Someone had to pull the shortest straw ;)
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Nikolai the Lynx on April 01, 2015, 04:50:22 PM
XD

You are funny :P
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 11, 2015, 01:40:57 PM
What do you do
When you take the plunge
When you've built up the courage
For that hair-raising lunge
You've faced the foe
And won the prize
Seen the adoring twinkle
In the crowd's many eyes
Do you do it over
Forge a new path
Write your memoir
Or just take a bath
Consolidation
Try to monetise
Or maybe learn a lesson
And become more wise

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Nikolai the Lynx on April 12, 2015, 05:04:23 AM
For some reason while I read that, it played out in my head almost like a rap of sorts. Very odd.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 12, 2015, 02:19:55 PM
MC Trixsie up on the mic
Check out my flow
If fox doggerel you like
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Nikolai the Lynx on April 14, 2015, 12:25:52 AM
XD I don't know what to say.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 15, 2015, 03:14:56 PM
Sometimes I'm sad
Sometimes I'm blue
Sometimes I'm silly
And mischievous too


Sometimes I'm happy
Sometimes I'm flat
Sometimes I'm angry
You don't wanna see that


And yet sometimes
I am neither up nor down
Sometimes I'm half-way up
Like the Duke of old York town
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Nikolai the Lynx on April 15, 2015, 10:41:22 PM
I think there are too many negatives in there missy. I demand more positiveness. :P

Also hugs. ;)
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 16, 2015, 04:12:11 PM
The only positive I need is Lynx+, now with extra ear fluff! :P


*also hugs also*
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Nikolai the Lynx on April 18, 2015, 05:55:18 PM
XD You have all of me sweety.

*Extra hugs extra*
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 23, 2015, 07:33:11 PM
I think I am a puddle
I know that seems unlikely
And I'm just in a muddle
Some quirk of my psyche


But I really feel a bit wet
And not particularly deep
Just future regret
Counting time between sleep


Frittering away my time
Reaching out to the cars
'Til one splashes me onto grime
And I feel like downtown Mars


All that time wanting a splash
Never realising the stress cost
Until I got my tyre in a flash
And found puddle becomes lost
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 28, 2015, 12:19:13 AM
Familiar old song
words close, like an enemy
I sing your refrain
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 06, 2015, 08:17:02 PM
Such words, such praise
I never dared to dream
I'm still in a state of disbelief
Do you tempt or do you redeem?

Such perfect, careless grace
You feel so close yet so far
But the sweetest words you've spoken
"I love you, whoever you are"

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Ben on May 07, 2015, 02:09:16 AM
Very nice
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 07, 2015, 02:12:58 AM
I will never forget her
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Ben on May 07, 2015, 02:13:58 AM
There are some people I'll never forget as well
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 17, 2015, 01:37:20 PM
I can't stop the pain
Nothing helps, nothing soothes me
Elusive relief
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on May 17, 2015, 07:56:32 PM
Such a deep haiku.


I was wanting to see this thread yesterday.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 17, 2015, 09:59:54 PM
Thanks Tim

I hate suspense
And back pain, that sucks too
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 24, 2015, 01:49:57 PM
I dared to dream
A vague and tenuous dream
More a reaching out
Like a dying shout
I was drowning and tired
But more swimming was required
But I reached out a paw
Still far from shore
And I touched something else adrift
I didn't know but it was a gift
...The Furry Forums
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on May 24, 2015, 03:31:05 PM
That first two lines have an MLK sort of feel.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 24, 2015, 03:53:48 PM

Thanks I think Tim XD

Free at last! Free at last!  Thank God Almighty, we are free at last! ;)
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Ben on May 26, 2015, 03:50:32 PM
I like it :P
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 27, 2015, 01:06:22 PM
Cheers Ben.


Glad I still have a few readers left :P
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on June 13, 2015, 01:23:59 PM
It's hard to put someone
On a pedestal high
Looking up at them
Releasing a sigh
Forever will they be
Out of your reach
Both of you trapped
A lonely bubble each

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on June 14, 2015, 06:45:50 PM
Interesting.  A feeling of separation.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on June 14, 2015, 06:48:12 PM
I feel so alone.


"my life is a dark-room" - Lydia Deetz
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on June 14, 2015, 06:59:31 PM
:(


That's not good. Am I able to help?
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on June 14, 2015, 07:05:25 PM
Thank Tim *hugs*


There is nothing to help me I'm afraid.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on June 14, 2015, 07:12:54 PM
Do you think it would be worth trying, at least? *hugs back*
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 15, 2015, 02:04:17 PM
Can you hear them?
Can you hear the maddening crowd?
They roar and thunder
But the white noise is too loud


An atonal sussuruss
Shifting and phasing
For a second, there's a word...
...Amazing!


As quick as it came
It's gone in the undertow
Leaving only the hiss
A detuned radio down low


I call to The Angel
"I will adore you always!"
Minutes later She touches me
The silent sweep of her gaze


She extends Her arm
Embracing my pain
"I love it" She says
So I hurt myself again


Worse than a drug
Worse than a religion
I dived into the demons
Cut a swathe through Legion


Drew Her to me
With a desire to defend
But exposed my heart
And bled without end
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tarot on August 27, 2015, 07:08:50 AM
I like the poem. You've got a true talent with words, that's for sure!
But what does it mean..?
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 28, 2015, 08:19:55 PM
Hey Tarot!  Thanks, that's kind of you to say ^_^


That last poem is about being in love with someone beyond your reach but finding a way to reach them anyway, and how a kind word from them is worth more than the collective praise of a crowd of others.  Then only to find that the level of contact is not enough but too addictive to let go of. 



Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on August 29, 2015, 12:32:07 AM
Its a wonderful line of art. Oh, wait.. Sorry, lol. It's a wonderful line of text.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 29, 2015, 01:34:09 PM
Which one Tim?
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on August 29, 2015, 06:01:00 PM
The whole poem actually. I just called it a line.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 29, 2015, 06:20:33 PM
Empty, empty words...
Dressed up, in their Sunday best
Just a skeleton key
For my locks and the rest


Empty, empty fox...
Dressed up with a smile mask
A ghost haunting herself
Full of dread, scared to ask
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on August 29, 2015, 06:50:38 PM
That one really speaks. It reminds me of something that happened not too long ago. About a month or so.
But it has depth in its worth.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 29, 2015, 07:06:19 PM
*hugs Tim*


Thanks hun
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 12, 2015, 02:34:16 PM
Trusting eyes, experience tells
A tale that even though you are afraid
Mum will be there.


Trusting eyes, see through the pain
A tail still with apprehension, it's OK
Mum is there.


Trusting eyes see the vet speak
Details of pneumonic complications
Mum is still here?


Trusting eyes ware the needle's tip
Entails a more deadly bite then she's is gone
And Mum is still there.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 16, 2015, 01:10:59 PM
I can't comprehend
The horrific thing you did
Not for love, not for hate
Not dogma, not faith
Not to protect nor desecrate
If you were off your head
Subhumanised on meth
At least I could rationalise
As I considered your death
That would not make it right
Walking the streets at night
But you were just bored
So you chose to bait
A simple, weak, vulnerable soul
Not even looking for a fight
You pathetic, worthless arsehole
All you wanted was to cause pain
Now I do too, which is insane
I will not stoop to your low pit
But when your Hell comes
I hope you rot in it

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on December 16, 2015, 05:30:08 PM
Mum..... I dont quite understand, it feels.... backwards. A nice warm lap and a hug sounds nice. Like it could make the problems go away for a moment.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: drakewithout on December 16, 2015, 08:31:03 PM
i like the use of assonance, the staccato rythem was a nice touch to, someones a bit peeved it seems
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 17, 2015, 12:55:23 PM
Cheers Drake, definitely reflecting my fragmented state of mind.  I sorta went for a take a rhyming poem then drop the pages and pick them up partially shuffled vibe to get the assonance without the doggerel I normal prefer ;)
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 06, 2016, 05:31:46 AM
I just wanted you to be happy
For you to find love
Wanted to be a support
An escape, a surprise, a laugh

Sibling teased, thought me on a bawdy hunt
But I teased him back
A fine joke I smirked
He would never crack my lark

I got my wish I was all those things
Sooner than I had dreamed
And those things too
I wished for you, came to be

The pictures, mundane, that he assumed
Their substitution, gold
You gave to me and bade me
Spin this to straw, my clown

So I jigged my jig, japed my japes
And you clapped and laughed
Showered me with joy
Then went back to your dreams

Then my turn came and I looked to you
You danced the required steps
Spake the minimum text
Again then, back to your dreams

So I sat alone patting my back
Congratulating my victory, now dark
Your dreams turned to the light
As the tears ran down my heart
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on January 06, 2016, 06:11:34 AM
So Beautiful. So very beautiful. The sentences have more than one context in a few instances and it feels so bi-personal. Reflective of what the other person was feeling besides just you. It's deep, beautiful, and at the end.. a bit sad.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 06, 2016, 06:16:47 AM
That, young Tim, is me in a nutshell: deep, beautiful and, in the end a bit sad  :S

But thanks none-the-less.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: drakewithout on January 06, 2016, 02:18:43 PM
the changing use of tense and voice brings to mind T,S Eliot, very provocative.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 14, 2016, 12:48:44 PM
**censor** you! **censor** you!
And your little dog too!
What a world, what a world
Stupid, needy, puppeteer girl
You take and take
You're so **censor** fake!
Then you go to a place
For extra fake for your face
Oh my God, you're a meme
"I need attention" you scream
Like being fake is some great duty
And we owe you for your beauty
Well enough is enough
And if this sounds a bit rough
You simply cannot measure
What I've offered in treasure
What harvest you've reaped
Because I sacrificed sleep
So that morning and night
I could shine a fresh light
On the dark of your soul
But that dark is a hole
Just an ever hungry void
For emotions with which you've toyed
You suck, you suck!
And don't give a **censor**
About that which you take
The wreckage strewn in your wake
So I quit, I quit!
I renounce all your shit
And you just give me that smile...


...and it all is worth while
Just forget what I said
I'm all up in my head
Honestly, don't worry
Forgive me. Please? I'm sorry
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: drakewithout on January 14, 2016, 03:26:32 PM
i reads rather choppy, but i like the wording and voice
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 14, 2016, 04:17:42 PM
:D


Kinda like a steam valve!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on January 15, 2016, 05:31:12 PM
I like how escalated it starts, like when you are really mad at someone but don't mean what you say.
Even though what you said is right, you want to be wrong.
That way you can enjoy what you don't get from that someone.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 19, 2016, 01:50:17 AM
Wise words Tim.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: HyenaKing on January 20, 2016, 01:37:26 AM
**censor** you! **censor** you!
And your little dog too!
What a world, what a world
Stupid, needy, puppeteer girl
You take and take
You're so **censor** fake!
Then you go to a place
For extra fake for your face
Oh my God, you're a meme
"I need attention" you scream
Like being fake is some great duty
And we owe you for your beauty
Well enough is enough
And if this sounds a bit rough
You simply cannot measure
What I've offered in treasure
What harvest you've reaped
Because I sacrificed sleep
So that morning and night
I could shine a fresh light
On the dark of your soul
But that dark is a hole
Just an ever hungry void
For emotions with which you've toyed
You suck, you suck!
And don't give a **censor**
About that which you take
The wreckage strewn in your wake
So I quit, I quit!
I renounce all your shit
And you just give me that smile...


...and it all is worth while
Just forget what I said
I'm all up in my head
Honestly, don't worry
Forgive me. Please? I'm sorry
Mind if I turn this into a song, Trix?
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 21, 2016, 08:58:30 AM
Sure Vulpy, knock yourself out! ^_^
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 27, 2016, 06:26:09 PM
If you think you get it
If you think you see
What I have shown you
It just isn't me

A singular facet
A diamond is not
I show what I choose
Though never a lot

But do not be bitter
And do not lay blame
For vixens are tricksy
It's there in the name
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on January 28, 2016, 05:33:35 AM
Interesting. I like it.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: HyenaKing on January 28, 2016, 01:23:16 PM
Hm. Very interesting.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 29, 2016, 04:13:31 PM
I hung out, just for a while
She was in a small group
I just showed up, no biggie
Informal, in pj's, she made tea


I wondered what she'd say
Was I intruding maybe?
But she introduced me
Like an art scene celebrity


"Do you know Trixsie?"
"You simply must know Trixsie"
"She's a genius, SO amazing!"
Unexpected lyrically waxing


But she continued to gush
If I'd had time I'd have been shy
But before I could say shucks
She said the words:


"I am so glad that you are part of my life!"
And my poor, tired heart
Beat like the dawn, an epoch's start
My chest on fire I surrendered the past


 :* :* :*   :* :* :*   :* :* :*





Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on January 31, 2016, 12:08:40 AM
That is a beautiful thing.
Lovely.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 01, 2016, 12:22:21 PM
Thank's Tim.  It is slightly changed from the actual event which involves Twitch.  But still, basically captures my joy in the moment.



Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: HyenaKing on February 01, 2016, 01:50:18 PM
That's a very loveley poem.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 01, 2016, 02:32:20 PM

I thought I was your mate
That we were equal, officially
Maybe my ego said I was more
Maybe that's what it's for

I thought we were close
No secrets, as close as it gets
I understood at the end, we had become
Accidental pets

I was fresh and you were new
So many faces in a carnivàle
You watched me, I watched you
Things led to things (as things often do)

We danced to the tune
My paws, your keys, your paws, my frets
Played each other at a game we didn't know
Accidental pets

This time you be master
A foolish dream of ownership that
You'd call with arms spread wide
You'd let me keep company at your side

But in my desire to serve
An impossible goal I set
But I impressed you too much
My accidental pet
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: HyenaKing on February 01, 2016, 02:51:33 PM
I'm confident I know where the inspiration is from here. So fun to read!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 01, 2016, 03:02:18 PM
Ha!  I wonder if you do?


I'm talking about three different people ^_^
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: HyenaKing on February 01, 2016, 03:04:20 PM
Yeah, I think so. Though I don't remember names, really, so i could'nt say so.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 01, 2016, 03:27:52 PM
Ha!  Well then, I rarely explain any of my poems but I'll give you the names in order:


Alexander
James
Lucy


That help?  :D
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: HyenaKing on February 01, 2016, 03:29:13 PM
Yes! I instantly get it.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 01, 2016, 04:33:45 PM
Of course... you might know their furry names better :P
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: HyenaKing on February 01, 2016, 04:40:04 PM
Yeah, because they were here.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 01, 2016, 05:06:51 PM
Well, two of them were ;)


Here's a poem:


Li'l lizard, amilobe
Ever shedding, erratic bedding
Changes colours, changes form
He or she might keep you warm
Deadly panther, shifting sands
Spins a story, somewhat gory
Walks and jumps with youthful gait
Beware anonymous jail-bait
Title: Re: Trixsie\'s odds and ends
Post by: HyenaKing on February 01, 2016, 05:15:01 PM
Woah there.


Post Merge: February 01, 2016, 05:16:23 PM
Oh my.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 01, 2016, 06:11:46 PM
:D


What a silly fox.  Having a long memory like that...


Silly fox ^_^
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: HyenaKing on February 01, 2016, 06:16:25 PM
That last one reminded me of myself.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 01, 2016, 06:29:12 PM
Haha!  I should hope so Vulpy, it's about you.  Give me SOME credit :P
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: HyenaKing on February 01, 2016, 06:30:05 PM
I feel quite honored.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 10, 2016, 05:46:09 PM
Shut up shut up shut up!
Wise advice I gave myself
Said it with authority
Said it from experience
A spray of futile surety


But no but no but no!
Showy show-off had to brag
Look at me, like Sherlock Holmes
Look at me, like Lara Croft
Brand me "stalker" and stand well back


Stupid stupid stupid!
'Tis why I can't have nice things
Blow a bubble just to burst
Blow a friendship just to vaunt
Vixen can't befriend a vixen



Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on February 10, 2016, 06:32:31 PM
It may be because this one is tired, but the poem leaves me thinking.
I see what was headed for, no words though. Your poems have been more...
close to home than usual. Meesa hopes you feel well.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 10, 2016, 06:42:12 PM
Yeah... I think you are right Tim.  Less filters in place and more just a safe place to vent my insecurities perhaps...


But with just enough ambiguity for my own privacy or a few Easter eggs for those who care for such things.


Or something :P
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 11, 2016, 05:20:57 PM
I take it back
Those things which I said
What I thought you thought
Was just in my head


Now that I think
I'm not even sure
If what I wanted to say
I said, anymore


That which I thought
If spoken or not
Was about what I wanted
Not what I got


Circular thought
Goes back to the start
Poor circular brain and poor
Circular heart
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 23, 2016, 04:28:24 PM
Crowded snowflake thoughts
Tumble down through my mind's sky
There is only cold
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on February 23, 2016, 07:08:35 PM
kIta actually pretty timidly cool up hare, too! Lol.

Heya, Trix. Wow, I just noticed that your name is in the word Dominatrix.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 23, 2016, 07:24:36 PM
hahaha, yeah.  Every time someone says the word Dominatrix, I earn 3 cents!



Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on February 23, 2016, 11:07:57 PM
I can already bet you've earned 3 dollars! Lol.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 11, 2016, 01:36:38 PM
Where have all the stars gone?
No cloud was ever so thick, never so heavy
My eyes widen, straining for a light that isn't right
Straining for a yellow shadow on the edge of sight
Burning against the shroud
That conjures unknown terrors
Then they murmur in their half-sleep
The faintest of movements
Tiny, squirming improvements
Then nestling back, their warmth suddenly familiar
What only seconds ago seemed much chillier
But a thread of unease lingers
Like a strangler's fingers
Reaching and you turn
Precious sight returning
Just in time to see the knife
Follow its glint into my eyes



Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on March 11, 2016, 08:31:55 PM
stabbed in the eye? Thread, a dream? Realization of not being able to reach someone? Hmmm... that knife and eye thing gets me the most.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 12, 2016, 06:24:46 PM
Lol, yeah.  Didn't see that coming, amirite?  XP



Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 12, 2016, 06:44:36 PM
Deciduous friends
Always find their own season
Everybody leaves
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 13, 2016, 01:45:19 PM
Whatever I try, when I succeed, I fail
Wherever I travel I see the same places
Why do kitsune have more than one tail?
They need them all to cover their faces.


:D


Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on March 16, 2016, 09:50:53 AM
Morning, Trixsie... or for you, good nighttime.
Cool poems.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 24, 2016, 05:04:51 PM
You think the truth is real?
Do you think or do you feel
That a lie must then be false?
A march and a half is just a waltz

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on March 26, 2016, 10:48:04 AM
Mental Check. Is it money or a review?
 Let a friend do it. Its good for you!

A two line quicker for you.
Yeh, a nice little head check from the one and only Siggy.
How ya holding in? If any extra details, shoot a PM.
Pronounced PUM, lol or comment in my thread. Its as private as ever. XD
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 06, 2016, 01:37:44 PM
Tim, Tim
You must know him!
Both shy and bold
With a heart of gold


Have no fear
A sympathetic ear
Has this loyal friend
When a PM you send
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: drakewithout on April 06, 2016, 01:50:36 PM
Sly foxes dancing near
Neither hears what you hear
Clever thinkers
Spun tail masters
Don’t bother NOW to fear
Your already far to near
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 11, 2016, 04:46:40 PM
Your face fell into shadow
Did I do something wrong
Was my needy tone too harsh
Or my clingy text too long

Whence came this shadow
To a face so darkness free
Did it hide behind your halo
Or did I bring it with me

A cloud passed overhead
And took with it your shade
Phantom lines, your smile's veil
Reveal your love, my day's made
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on April 11, 2016, 07:00:41 PM
Dish one... dish one right here.... dish one here looks like a confusion and slight fear.
You wanna know if youre the cause or if the person was always like this. I velieve thats what the poem reads as.
I believe thats how it translates. Or maybe, someone is hiding and you want to coax them out?
Who knows.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 11, 2016, 07:11:14 PM
Pretty much on the money Tim.  My whole life is confusion and slight fear now XD

But, it's worth it ^_^
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 22, 2016, 03:13:39 PM
I walk the den
Darkness eats all sound
Dust coats the debris
Debris litters the ground
No ghosts haunt it
They all died again
But I will not regrieve them
Whatever and ever, amen
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 23, 2016, 03:42:16 PM
Get out of my head!
That's what you said
Not with those words
But that's what I heard
Stay out of your past
Wow, it got cold fast
I reach out, you balk
So then we don't talk
And I find other ways
To be part of your days
When it suits it's fine
But woe if I cross a line
An invisible divide
Would you rather I'd lied?
Or am I being hanged
For the assholes you banged?
Or is it just for crimes
I committed other times
Like Capone's tax evasion
Threats are a bully's persuasion
Well, if I up and walk
Don't expect to talk
The train'll have left the station
It was never masturbation
But I'll just up and go
And you never know... but you'll wonder

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on April 23, 2016, 11:33:29 PM
A ghost stares and floats.
he patrols gently.
carefree, loving;
(observant)
Subservient

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 24, 2016, 05:44:00 PM
Glad to see my favourite friendly ghost still haunting my thread! :D

Spooky Tim D=
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on April 24, 2016, 07:25:20 PM
As always. xP Especially for a good script from you.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Ben on May 05, 2016, 02:56:02 AM
Absolutely amazing!


every time I read your poems I manage to find at least one I can relate to.


I've just been reading back on some of the ones I missed while I was away and I've got to say you never cease to amaze me
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: drakewithout on May 05, 2016, 02:00:45 PM
no denying It
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on June 15, 2016, 04:43:32 PM
Awww, you guys :$


That makes me all teary :')


Can't believe I've just hit 14k views!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on June 17, 2016, 04:23:24 PM
Oh hun, I wish I was there
I'd hug you and hug you and hold on all day
I can turn straw words to gold
But I know talking just isn't your way


If only you'd tell me
That there's someone there, to kneel close and hold you
One who sees through the spell
But still knows your magic is true


If only you'd tell me
Then maybe I would have a sense of relief
I know I try to steal your time
But only steal with love - affectionate thief
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on June 17, 2016, 06:20:50 PM
Embers burning low
The blackness bright against the glow
A thousand sunsets crushed to sparks
Hypnotic orange in the dark
Their intensity disobeys their size
Soul of Flame flickers kindly: Hell's eyes
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on June 18, 2016, 09:58:20 PM
That second one really pulls on your emotion and state of mind. It feels like it is a direct poem meant for someone to hear and understand. Such a point of view.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on June 19, 2016, 12:29:30 AM
Most of poems are for someone specific, though usually I don't expect them to ever see it. Like the first ibe. But that second one was for my friend HellEye.


You search for sleep
But it ducks and dives
While I fight it off
My claws like knives
I'm in the mist
With crimson sight
Yet still I see you
My chest now tight
I smell your fear
Your panic like mold
Rotting, fetid
Enemy of old
I scream to you
You hear nothing
Impotent I wait
Then sleep comes rushing
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on June 19, 2016, 11:34:03 AM
Have you ever made one intended for me and I saw it? Just curious, besides the one or two I asked you to make those times,
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: saph the sergal on June 19, 2016, 11:49:09 AM
still have this one on my profile from trix


Saphira the Dragon?
Have you guys met?
He's a dragon sure
But don't you sweat
He's as friendly as
He don't pose no threat
Coz he likes dem hugs
Not death and regret
He's no one's master
And he's no one's pet
Don't mess with his friends
Unless you like the vet
Or he'll teach you a lesson
That you won't forget
And has he taught me something?
Well sure, you bet
He taught me in life
If you've brave enough to ask
Then sometimes you get

honstly needed to look at it tonight
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on June 19, 2016, 02:00:28 PM
*hugs Saph*


You are so positive mister!  Anything that helps you through a tough day is OK by me ^_^


Tim, I don't think I have written any for you other than that which you know about.  My big fat ego generally prevents me from not showing off :P
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on July 13, 2016, 02:19:06 PM
I was happy for you
Really I was delighted
When you told me you'd found love
I was so excited
Even if a part of me
Felt disappointment too
Though we could never be
I still hoped you might want to
Even so you shared your news
Let me join your coterie
And so I cherished the gift of trust
Didn't mourn some fantasy
IN a way it took the pressure off
Released heat in my heart like a valve
And anyway, I was in your life first
My ego, for some reason, did that salve
The days rolled around and around
And true there have been valleys and peaks
But when I went to wish Happy Anniversary
I found a message dated sixty six weeks
The difference which I thought I'd wrought
The happiness that I'd thought I gave
Was never really about me at all
My sandcastle ego was destroyed by the wave



Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on July 13, 2016, 07:51:12 PM
*wave, smile, thumbs up, like, other positive or supportive emotion actions*
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on July 13, 2016, 08:07:03 PM
*Hugs Tim*


You're a good fur ^_^
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on July 18, 2016, 04:35:16 PM
Sometimes I need to accept defeat
Just have a rest and put up my feet
Say I've done enough and now I'm beat
My mind is willing but my body's just meat
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on July 31, 2016, 06:36:15 PM
The grass is cool on my back
The Sun is warm on my face
I don't hear the phone ringing
I've gone to my happy place
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Shoon on August 01, 2016, 11:16:13 AM
all of these are so nice,
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 01, 2016, 01:11:03 PM
Thanks Shoon!


There's a lot of my crazy stored here :D
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Shoon on August 01, 2016, 01:14:15 PM
well its gotta be somewhere isnt it?
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 01, 2016, 01:30:00 PM
Defo!  My dear friend Tim says I have this thread instead of a journal  XD


He's so right.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on August 05, 2016, 08:54:33 AM
Yerp. Speaking of which, I had tho7ght of my journal not too long ago. WHERE IS IT
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: HyenaKing on August 05, 2016, 06:09:01 PM
Your crazy is your genius. It's in plain sight but hard to find because a paradigm that you label creativity as crazyness, is a negitive! So its kinda like looking for a shadow in the dark.
Lots of things can cause Artist's block, in general.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 09, 2016, 07:57:13 AM
I ate the fruit, soft and dripping
Filled with sickness like a flyblown baby
The oozing darkness, infected honey
I swallowed it like sample candy

Invited it in, to nest and fester
Rank and swollen, a cancerous snake
Twisting, choking and spewing black mucous
Then they ask "so, what dinner are you going to make?"
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: George on August 09, 2016, 08:56:21 AM
Quite a PSA.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 09, 2016, 10:04:15 AM
Penguin Scrapbooking Association?
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on August 10, 2016, 06:26:50 AM
Thats an interesting poem. Makes me think of disney or something
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Aiko Kitsune on August 12, 2016, 11:42:40 PM
Thanks Shoon!


There's a lot of my crazy stored here :D


But crazy is my job XP
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 13, 2016, 12:45:23 AM
Aiko hun, I wouldn't have it any other way! X3
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 13, 2016, 05:40:00 PM
All I wanted, when you get to it
The thing I craved (or so I intuit)
Was to be enough so that she would reach
Just "are you OK?" not some whole,speech
I toyed with a plan to run hot and cold
But though I was selling to myself I just wasn't sold
So I did my thing, did it as well as I could
Until I needed a break, a chance to come good
That wee break stretched out, a week became two
My momentum was lost and my raison d'être too
Then just when I thought I might call it a day
She reached out after all and said "are you OK?"
Is it a wand, some great magical cure?
A game being played,a cast of the lure?
All that I know is it might be enough
And if not it's a spark in all the dark stuff
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 26, 2016, 05:57:47 PM
So busy, she buzzes
Like a bumbling bee
Bouncing from flower
To flower to tree
Barely a moment
To stop for a chat
At least not for free
Can you imagine that?
And so in equal parts
Surprise and delight
I saw a missed message
from earlier tonight
A hi and a favour
She's put on the squeeze
But done so politely:
"Thank you please x"
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Shoon on August 26, 2016, 06:28:37 PM
hehe this is nice, is it about someone?
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 26, 2016, 06:38:38 PM
Thanks!  ^_^


Oh yes indeed Shoon!  It is about my secret crush ;)
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Shoon on August 26, 2016, 07:39:48 PM
oooooh a sceret, is the crush on the forums?
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Shoon on August 26, 2016, 07:41:06 PM
wait arent you married? i remember you saying you have children (or cubs)
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 26, 2016, 07:42:51 PM
Tee hee, no my secret crush isn't on the forums.  And yes, I have a partner IRL.  But life is complex ;)
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on August 28, 2016, 03:47:17 PM
You're green! You're green! I hope you haven't become jealous of anything.
 XP :3

So, when did zis happen?
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 28, 2016, 04:01:28 PM
It was about 5 minutes before you noticed XD


So thanks for being my first!


Green is my favourite colour, so I guess you'd have to say I've been playing the long game.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Shoon on August 28, 2016, 05:06:04 PM
congrats trixsie! will you write a poem about it.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 28, 2016, 05:10:58 PM
Paws for effect
What have I seen
My beautiful name
Has turned bright green
Maybe I chose it
Or someone else choosed
I'm sure I'll work it out
Until then: confused
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Shoon on August 28, 2016, 05:33:17 PM
yup that works, but honestly lucky you your a moderetor and ventus and halei.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 28, 2016, 05:55:05 PM
Let this be a lesson furs, follow your dreams and you too could become anything you wish for!  Or failing that, a mod ;)
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Shoon on August 28, 2016, 06:17:34 PM
some dreas shouldnt be followd really, like the one i have of murduring all the morons in the world.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on August 29, 2016, 04:39:12 AM
Lol, be it a fire in the night or a firework in the sky- you're gonna have a moment where ypur life explodes brightly and you'll enjoy it.
Also, you have already ach8eved your dream, the race called 'morons' is long extinct. ^w^
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 23, 2016, 05:32:45 PM
Sleep, sleep, you are the bane of sheep
And so, it seems, of foxes too
Who would have guessed archenemies could unite
And all it finally took was you
Wicked sleep, woeful sleep!
Or lack thereof, I should say instead
No rest, no dreams, just tangled sheets
Dreamscapes laid waste inside my head
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Ben on November 14, 2016, 05:06:11 AM
Love reading back  ^_^
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on November 16, 2016, 07:05:29 PM
Round and round and round we go
The more we learn the less we know

The more things change the more they don't
But strength of will beats strength of won't


Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Ben on November 17, 2016, 04:03:09 AM
I like that one a lot!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on November 17, 2016, 02:14:19 PM
You say that you'll write anything that I want
Well I have just the words and have just the font
At least the gist of what I would like to read
But it's the feelings behind words that I need
So by the letter more-so than the spirit
Just say what's in your heart so I can hear it
Maybe I'm needy, but then, you're needy too
I would like you to write what I mean to you
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Ben on November 17, 2016, 04:18:00 PM
When I read it it makes me feel like you're mad at somebody
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on November 17, 2016, 04:42:41 PM
Lol, that's funny.  Maybe I'm in a shitty mood, it was meant to be nice XD
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Ben on November 17, 2016, 05:56:08 PM
It probably just me  XD
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on November 17, 2016, 06:18:14 PM
Lol, nah, ready back it has an accusatory edge to it XD  So telling...


Well, it's meant to be about nice things :$
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Ben on November 17, 2016, 08:18:24 PM
What kinds of nice things?
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on November 20, 2016, 01:37:47 PM
Well Ben, when someone says they can't express in words how much they love you but you want to them to try and express it anyway, that glow of just being appreciated is nice.


Speaking of which:


I nearly chose to just waste time
But pushed myself to write a line
Took a little photo too
Now I have vixen love from you

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 12, 2017, 05:19:34 PM
That tight sense of pain
It's all in your head
You're buried by silence?
Oh, you should have said!
You seemed to jolly
So clever, so fey
I never would have guessed
That you're not that way
What? So that's still true?
I've misunderstood, perhaps I hurried
How can you laugh
If you're feeling that worried?
Maybe we agree to disagree
But the agreement is tacit
Or perhaps it is just
I can't see more than one facet
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 08, 2017, 03:40:30 PM
A gentle rain falls
Absorbed by the endless drought
Mortality's tears
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 13, 2017, 12:40:21 PM
The words are porridge
Heavy sludge, following
Gravity's obsession
Down the walls, dripping
Chunks of word sludge
Meaning broken and cold
Grains of thought gone damp
Flowing down slowing down
Filling the pit of my brain
And all new thought drowns
Swallowed by the dead words
Their corpses a slurry
Every facet congealed
Victims, murderers
And mass grave combined

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 08, 2017, 10:28:20 AM
First the sky went dark
The Sun holding out until the last
The air turned stale
Curdled by the bile of dying gasps
All the animals stilled
All the plants colour passed
One mighty, drawn curtain
Peace on Earth at last
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on July 06, 2017, 10:00:45 PM
I don't want to give up my refuge
A blanket fortress standing against the cold
A bubble of dying warmth
Til death do us part, to have and to hold


I don't want to give up my agency
A last gasp of free will, squandered on surrender
An undertow waits for me to wade out
Ocean accuses me, my smile curdles: Pretender!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on July 07, 2017, 05:53:45 PM
That just reminded me of a song ive heard before. Rock, old like 90s ish.... Miht be Prayer of the Refugee.


Thus one has a solemn feeling. Very solitudious.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on July 17, 2017, 02:27:05 PM
Old, like 90's ish.


That is just adorable.


One minute to bring you down
Quench your fire, blunt your steel
Unmoved by your angry frown
Smash your army, too fast to heal
Crush your towers, rend your crown
My chill touch the last thing you feel
Witch-queen's ancient shadow-gown
Sweeps your dead stare beneath her heel

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on July 18, 2017, 02:24:06 AM
Is this Clash related? I could see but then again you have some pretty metaphorical poems.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on July 28, 2017, 05:35:51 PM
Sunrise, crisp over the sea
Crimson, dark and amber flare
Laughter glints like the first snow
A wildfire in her hair


Gentle bard outside of time
Yet timely like a desert rain
Lover of the balladeers
She is Autumn: friend and twain



Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 11, 2017, 04:23:59 PM
Once upon a yesterday
I dreamt I sailed on a bay
"Scoundrel's Scourge" my trusty boat
On shattered sunbeams I did float


Sky above and sea below
Their embrace sheltered my repose
Eyelids drawn against the gleam
I dreamt I dozed and began to dream


Again the same dream came to me
Like Russian dolls in reverie
A dream within a dream within
The salt caressed my sun-kissed skin


When all at once I woke and wondered
Where I'd floated while I slumbered
Though Summer lingered in my head
Winter eddies whirled around my bed

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 28, 2017, 05:40:49 PM
Oak dreams a maple
Foolish acorn's fantasy
Oak not yet a tree
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Tim Siguire on August 29, 2017, 02:07:15 AM
Your poems are illustrious as always. So full of color and meaning. Gret work as always. Even if I dont know what they mean x3
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 09, 2017, 12:15:32 PM

Headache assassin
Neural ninja lies in wait
Just behind my eyes
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: anoni on October 14, 2017, 03:04:05 PM
Great Haiku Trixsie!
I hope you feel better soon,
Headaches are the worst
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 15, 2017, 11:21:25 AM
Wow, almost fooled me
It took me a second glance
Crafty fox poet
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 05, 2017, 06:56:13 PM
The world crowds in with petty malice
Fists raised in threat, palms grasp for debt
A constant wave of rough hands, calloused
But then yours reached for me


Use a crook to catch a thief
Only a freak knows what they seek
So you asked could I be the weirdo chief
And finally I felt free
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on January 09, 2018, 03:41:31 PM
And in that moment, the whole world I saw
Reflected in a teardrop, shimmering mid-fall
Then time resumed and beneath my paw
The tiny droplet was gone, barely a thing at all


But in that briefest of moments, I saw everything
What was and is, what will be and why
A fleeting universe, created with a sting
As regret conjured it in the canthus of my eye


But self-reproach is poor demarcation
I took another step and the microcosm vanished
Buried and dark as abandoned salvation
I strode forward, eyes hard, all pity now banished
 
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 09, 2018, 01:25:53 PM
So many years, trying to hide
So many tears, dark rising tide
Open your fist, release your love
It can't fly away, poor rotting dove
Embrace the cold, the ice in the flames
Bury them all, and forget their names
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: mjaupap on February 09, 2018, 04:55:42 PM
I think a cool thing about the rhythm in your last poem are the lines
-"It can't fly away"
-"and forget their names"
and how they break from the 1,2,3,4.... 1,2,3,4 feel I get reading the rest.  I stumbled, and for me it gave this little extra meaning to it since I couldn't keep the rhythm at the times I "couldn't fly" and "couldn't remember"
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 09, 2018, 05:00:26 PM
Why thank you!


I do tend towards a basic rhythm, so I have to work at mixing it up.


Except when I want it the same, then it just comes out different XD


*facepaws*
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 22, 2018, 05:28:26 PM
Curse you!
Curse you and damn you for your lies
Damn you for your bullshit
For all the prying eyes
Burn and burn and burn again
For your filthy, vile heart
Curse your rotting, worm-filled brain
With freezing, endless dark
And suffer an eternity
Of misery just for you
But let these curses be as nought
If what you say is true
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on February 24, 2018, 01:45:27 PM
I like this one a lot *claps*
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 24, 2018, 01:49:51 PM
Thanks buddy!  As usual this one has a bit of a story.




*fails to elaborate*
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Fuzzpaws on February 26, 2018, 03:04:19 AM
It must have a really good one...


I kinda get the drift of it, too..
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 26, 2018, 04:24:18 PM
Troll, troll, troll please note
Lame and sad are you
Verily, verily. verily, verily
A shit-stain on my shoe
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Brisky on February 26, 2018, 04:35:01 PM
Such a lovelingly expressive outage of affection! ^_^
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 26, 2018, 04:47:16 PM
Dusk has turned to night
And yet still beats my heart:
Faster
Days rolling slowly
The restless longing starts:
Deeper
Damnation loiters
But fierce passion battles:
Harder
Past dalliances
Cry out from shallow graves:
No longer

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 06, 2018, 05:52:35 PM

Have you seen my elusive friend
Funny, clever, caring and girly
She loves the Winter so very much
She arrives to see it three months early


Often found nearby mighty peaks
Beware her talons for they are huggles
Bone dry humour is where she hides
The horded wisdom that she smuggles


Hard to spot, hiding in plain sight
Quick to listen, never rushed to sleep
Ruby, auburn, amber and cherry
Autumn: gentle, soft and deep

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on March 10, 2018, 06:36:12 AM
I like the second to last line the most, I like the red qualities of all of those items!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 20, 2018, 09:56:36 PM
The disconnect
Never the right shape
Never the right place
Wrong hands, wrong heart
Wrong hair, wrong face
A crucible
Carved from living stone
Carved from true belief
Shadows, memories
Filthy, foul thief
And all the pain
And every stain
Every cold black
Every tear track
Tattered shreds of self-respect
Fly and tumble from my limp hands
Inner child of stark neglect
Shields her eyes, hugs the lies
Curses the mirror and the deep hollow in her
But feels nothing except
The disconnect
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on March 21, 2018, 01:23:12 PM
I like the beginning and ending how they go full circle. *Applauds*
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on March 21, 2018, 04:41:26 PM
Thanks, I wrote this so tired I keep fading out and dropping my phone.


It's basically about self-loathing and feeling alien in my own body.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 05, 2018, 03:29:28 PM

Busy, busy, high performer
Another task not far away
Yet pokes her head around the corner
Just to ask “are you okay?”
Stern and fierce, draconic fire
Yet only ever in defence
Feline patience, slow to ire
Favours, rather, common sense
Artistic prowess not just a rumour
For help one must merely ask
But be on guard for biting humour
Teasing angel in a mask
Words: her weapons and her playthings
An easy command she has of them
Code she weaves like hearts craft longings
A truly rare and wondrous gem
Mighty wings, like divine breath, her
Presence gentle as the slightest breeze
Aptly named is WingedZephyr
Heart bandit, leader, friend and tease
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 05, 2018, 03:50:41 PM
Compared to the Italian masters? High praise indeed!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: WingedZephyr on April 05, 2018, 04:32:30 PM
D'aww! That's so sweet!  <3
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Bricket on April 05, 2018, 04:46:13 PM

Busy, busy, high performer
Another task not far away
Yet pokes her head around the corner
Just to ask “are you okay?”
Stern and fierce, draconic fire
Yet only ever in defence
Feline patience, slow to ire
Favours, rather, common sense
Artistic prowess not just a rumour
For help one must merely ask
But be on guard for biting humour
Teasing angel in a mask
Words: her weapons and her playthings
An easy command she has of them
Code she weaves like hearts craft longings
A truly rare and wondrous gem
Mighty wings, like divine breath, her
Presence gentle as the slightest breeze
Aptly named is WingedZephyr
Heart bandit, leader, friend and tease

I've got to say that this one is fairly well written
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 05, 2018, 04:50:16 PM
Thank you ^_^
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: White Wolf Guardian on April 05, 2018, 11:34:57 PM
I loved reading that earlier today when you showed it to me <3
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on April 06, 2018, 11:58:39 AM
I loved reading that earlier today when you showed it to me <3


Shhh! Secret critic is secret!!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 21, 2018, 04:49:30 PM
This isn't one of mine, but I'm going to share it here anyway because I love it!




A mischievous giggle
A flash of red
That tricksy fox is nearby.

Always so clever,
And always so smart,
With glittering wit she drops by.

Mind you, be cautious
for her temper and rage
are something to fear and behold,

But most days, she's harmless,
Even gentle and kind,
And she loves with her heart of gold.

Loving, dependable,
Flirty, and wise,
She's truly a vixen at heart.

Depths of mystery
We'll never discover,
But being her friend is a start.


- WingedZephyr

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on June 18, 2018, 04:27:41 PM

I am a very little fox
To fit my very little socks
I have a very little voice
To speak my very little choice
Sometimes too very small it seems
To state my very little dreams
To be heard at all above my fears
Too very small to reach the ears
Too small to break the anxious locks
That bind a very little box
A very little private cell
It fits a little fox so well
So long as I am calm and still
In the very little space I fill
I can pretend there's not a box
Just a very, quiet, little fox
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Brisky on June 18, 2018, 05:56:24 PM
Fckn hell, Trixsie.

You're really good at this gaem... 0_o
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on June 18, 2018, 07:26:24 PM
Thanks man.  I'm actually particularly proud of that one.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 12, 2018, 06:33:17 PM
Right time, wrong place
Right smile, wrong face
Right singer, wrong song
Just trying to belong

Right need, wrong source
Right par, wrong course
Right below, wrong above
Just trying to find love

Right gamble, wrong bet
Right give, wrong get
Right words, wrong deeds
Just trying to meet needs

Right fortune, wrong fate
Right friend, wrong mate
Right start, wrong race
Just trying to fill a space

Right aim, wrong goal
Right puzzle, wrong hole
Right finish, wrong start
Just trying to free my heart

Right catch, right chase
Right time, right space
Right lock, right key
Right you, right me
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 25, 2018, 08:37:13 AM
A shrill wind blows through me like a ghost
I am hollow without you
I touch your pawprint, late fingers trace your step
There is nothing I wouldn't do

A curse escapes my lips, frail body
Failing me at every turn
I push it harder, stubborn fox resents the yoke
Baptised in fire, I'm burning

Steely resolve brings dead words to life
Always, ever, never, trust
Laughing, sleep takes me, cuts me to mock my blood
And paws that promise turn to dust
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 30, 2018, 10:32:28 PM
Lonely again
Surrounded by friends
Lonely and sad
Just feeling bad
Lonely and down
Acting the clown
But I'm not laughing
I'm a joke

Lonely today
It won't go away
All the girls and boys
I don't like the noise
Lonely plus rowdy
Makes my mind's sky cloudy
But I'm not flying
I'm broke
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on September 17, 2018, 07:37:10 AM
I'm scared
Scared of the word
Even though
You say it's absurd
Scared because
It's hard to believe
You want to give
What I want to receive
Scared of distance
Scared to be close
Scared that I'll scare you
That scares me the most
Scared of what's said
Scared of what's not
Scared of too little
But scared of a lot
Scared of a word
And there's no reason why
But I'm scared to my bones
So scared of "goodbye"
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Ben on October 10, 2018, 03:16:13 AM
Some goodbyes never last forever
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 13, 2018, 12:01:31 PM
True dat!

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Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 27, 2018, 11:24:22 AM
I tried to say what lay in wait
A shadow in the grass, merciless teeth
A whisper through an ill fitting door
The wind, laughter with howling underneath
I know! I cried, though I did not
My inward focus lost, purposefully slept
I woke at last and saw the sky
Broken, I tasted every tear I wept
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: L. Jay Echoes on October 29, 2018, 08:44:14 PM
I tried to say what lay in wait
A shadow in the grass, merciless teeth
A whisper through an ill fitting door
The wind, laughter with howling underneath
I know! I cried, though I did not
My inward focus lost, purposefully slept
I woke at last and saw the sky
Broken, I tasted every tear I wept

Sounds like... you looked for meaning in nature, and the interpretation you happened upon made you cry? A spur of the moment interpretation, but it does sound like something I try to do.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 30, 2018, 12:17:29 PM
More fear of the future.  What might be, what might not.
And how fear of regret is a function of hope.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Brisky on October 30, 2018, 01:15:19 PM
That's surprisingly motivational.
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on October 30, 2018, 02:45:45 PM
Thank you!

Did I hear "give us a haiku"?
Why sure!

Summer winds hurls sleet
Spring snows give way to Fall ice
When you are not here
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Fuzzpaws on December 08, 2018, 10:13:13 PM
Hi Trixie, hope you are doing well, life is rough, and not fair sometimes (it's been rough for me anyway), but I'm overall okay. Hope to hear from you soon.

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on December 30, 2018, 01:42:13 PM
Hey Fuzzpaws!

Yes indeed.  Life has been particularly rough, but I am a resilient little fox.  I'm glad you're doing okay overall.

I certainly have been rather quiet here of late so my ongoing apologies for that!

Perhaps I can make up for it by sharing a poem I wrote:


Eyes open or eyes closed
Visions of you are superimposed
Your eyes, your hair, your nose, your smile
Their fire burns down any denial
In my head I hear your voice
I would choose it though I lack the choice
A sweet and lilting, longing song
My heart keeps time as I sing along
To smell and taste and breathe you in
A dream of cream and marshmallow skin
Life without you would kill tomorrow
A death of hope, a reign of sorrow
Foolish heads can't believe what's true
But wise hearts know what to do
Hope and love and strive for things
To dance with the Moon on Saturn's rings
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on February 23, 2019, 01:21:23 PM
So many voices, talk talk talking
Filling the void of my head
Usually vile, stalk stalk stalking
Telling me hope should be dead

I'm used to battle, fight fight fighting
That old foe I leave in my wake
Skin longing skin, that bite bite biting
I can't quell the voice of that ache
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 15, 2019, 11:36:20 AM
I'm so sick of no
Of being told I can't
The world is a painting
Hung on a slant

Lifetimes are wasted
Chasing things that are wrong
My lips long to listen
To your skin's song

The comfort of being
At ease in your presence
Your gaze, your breath, your heart
Your very scents

My hands grip a ghost
Phantom shroud I tear through
Nothing is whole until
I am with you
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Fuzzpaws on May 20, 2019, 02:48:02 AM
Oh, Trixie, so beautifully written, but so much pain and loss... I am so sorry...

Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on May 23, 2019, 12:53:12 AM
Thank you my dear

But there is light at the end of the tunnel!
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on June 19, 2019, 04:44:24 AM
I can't breathe
She is gone
Shaking fingers drop my keys
I recoil as from a burn

I can't breathe
She is gone
Strangers looking, or are they?
Nervously I bow and turn

I can't breathe
She is gone
Smiling, as though paint and glaze
Hide the ashes in the urn
Title: Re: Trixsie's odds and ends
Post by: Trixsie Vixen on August 10, 2019, 01:46:30 PM
Spinning, spinning, whirling and grinning
A girl in the swirl of her room
Nervous excited, simply delighted
I'm going to be with her soon

All of the struggles, replaced with snuggles
Slings and arrows all fired and slung
Beyond a sea of troubles, in magical bubbles
Love songs on my lips to be sung